Jungkook

"Jungkook! Jungkook!" I heard a girl screaming on the sidewalk. I turn to her and raised an eyebrow. She was quite young; too young for me to have really even known her.

"Yes?" I question her as she ran up to me.

"Can you sign this?" She asked me as she flattened out her jacket with a smile.

I didn't realize what was going on until she said "Oh, I have a sharpie. I really love your music, it would be such an honor to have your name on my jacket. I really admire your lyrics and way of writing." She said as she took out a marker from her bag. "I want to write music as well. I find it so fascinating." She smiled.

I smiled my famous bunny smile at her and cleared my throat. "T-Thanks. Writing music is really fun to do. I love it as well.." I said as I took the marker and wrote my name on her jacket. I hadn't gotten a specific signature or anything yet because I never expected this to happen.. like.. ever.

  "Sorry for such terrible writing." I laughed.

  "It's fine," she giggled and took her marker back. "Have a great day!" She waved and walked away from me. That was weird.

  I never expected anyone to like my music or even ask for a signature. I feel.. great.

  "I love that I just witnessed that." I heard someone say. I turn around to see Jin.

  "Hi to you too." I laughed.

  "You're getting famous! You better love us even when you're rich and on tour." Jin laughed as he started walking with me. "How's your situation with Yoongi? Have you talked?"

  "No," I said bluntly at the sudden question. "Why do you even ask?" I looked up at him.

  "Just curious," Jin shrugged. "I can tell that he misses you. He asks me about you all the time, asking how you've been and stuff.."

  "He asks about me?" I asked with a smile.

  "Yeah, Yeah." Jin said. "You do the same thing to me, I don't see why you two aren't together still but whatever, I guess." He rolled his eyes.

  "Yoon is the one who broke up with me, why don't you ask him?" I said with my lips in a thin line. "Wait- Yeah.. He broke up with me, so why is he asking about me?" I asked.

  "He obviously still cares, JK." Jin said.

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  "It's about time you got here, Jinnie."

  "Yoongi, I'm not a wizard. I can't pop up anywhere at any time." Jin said as he walked into the music studio. "Besides, JK took forever giving someone an autograph~" He smiled.

  Why is Yoongi here..?

  I look up and see Yoongi sitting in the chair that I usually sit in and he was looking up at me already with lost looking eyes. He wore all black and his hair was dyed blonde.

  "An autograph?" Namjoon said as he walked over to me and patted my head. "Congrats on that. Your album actually hit number one today on the charts." He smiled down at me.

  "It what?!" I smiled up brightly at him. "Oh my God! Really?!" I yelled and hugged him.

  "Get off of my man, you overly tall child." Jin said as he pulled me of of Namjoon.

  "Congratulations." I heard Yoongi say. I looked at him and my smile grew wider. I couldn't help myself. The person I love just congratulated me, what else would I do?

  Hug him. I hugged him.

  "W-What..?" Yoongi said as I squeezed him. He put his hand on my arm and I pulled away from the hug. "Why did you do that?"

  "Because if it weren't for you, none of this would've even happened." I smiled at him.

  He blushed and looked away. "You're the one who made the music, Kook.." Yoongi said. I laughed lightly and smacked my knee.

  "You're the one who introduced me to Namjoon," I said and looked up to Joon. "You're the reason I had such good lyrics as well." I looked down to him.

  "Party time bitches!" I hear Jimin say. I turn to the door of the studio and see him walk in with a smile on his face. "Oh, hi Yoongi!" He yelled and ran up to Yoon to hug him.

  "Get off of me, you monkey." Yoongi said.

  Jimin laughed and unlatched himself from him. He looked up at me and walked towards me to hug me as well. I wrapped my arms around him and smiled. "Congrats." He said.

  "Thanks Namjoon, thanks for giving me a chance." I said to Joon and pulled my hand away from Jimin. "Minie, whats that?" I looked at his hand that held a small box.

  "Nothing.." He looked away and smiled. I grabbed him and pulled him closer to me.

  "Liar." I said and grabbed the box.

  "Fine, it's a present for you." He said. I looked up and smiled at him before opening the box.

  I opened the box and looked inside of it. There was a smaller box on the inside and I picked it up. I saw at the bottom of the box a little note that said "Congratulations" at the top of it. I opened the smaller box and a little keychain came to my view. It had a date on it with a little heart next to it.

"Is this the date that the album was released?" I asked Minie and he smiled and nodded his head. "Thank you." I smiled back and hugged him tightly. He giggled and pulled away.

I opened the note inside the box and read it. It said "You're the bestest friend anyone could ask for. I love you~ Congrats on being #1!"

"I'm so happy.." I smiled and put the keychain on my keys and but it back in my pocket.

"So am I!" Jin hugged me.

I looked around at everyone and Yoongi was looking at the ground with no emotion.

How typical.

I sat next to Jimin and looked in his eyes. I sighed and looked down. "Should I-"

"Yes. Yes you should." Jimin whispered without letting me finish. My eyes widened and I realized that he usually knew what was on my mind, so I just let it go.

"I'll be back." I said to him as I walked over to Yoongi with nervousness written on my face.

"Hey," I said to him. Yoongi looked up at me and smiled weakly at me.

"Hi." He said before looking back at the ground. I sat next to him and put my hand on his chin to make him look up at me.

"I miss you." I said as I rested my forehead against his. He looked into my eyes with slight fear and blushed before drifting away from me.

"Leave me alone.." He let out quietly.

"But I don't want to, Yoon.." I said.

"You're only hurting yourself," Yoongi said and then stood up in front of me and turned around. "Leave the past in the past. Move on."

He walked away and left me with an aching heart once again. Yoongi wants me to completely forget about him and move on, but how could I? He was my Yoon.. He was my best friend and the only person I talked to before he went missing months ago.

I can't help but always remember everything we went through and all of the times he would cry to me and complain to me. I can't help but want to hold him once again and I can't help but remember how he was the one who made me question everything about myself.

  My whole damn sexuality was figured out because of him. How could I let him go?

Why does he want me to forget everything? Is that what he's doing? Leaving our past.. in the past? How could he fucking do that so easily?

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