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Jimin. The name Taehyung was familiar yet foreign to. He hates him yet loves him as a friend. Jimin. The name that everyone talks about. Jimin. Jimin here Jimin there. Taehyung was tired. Tired of all of this.
*Flashback*
"Guys! Its Jimin." One student shouted. "Isn't that the weird and monster looking boy beside him?" Another asked. And Taehyung heard. He tried to be not hurt by his words. But it did.
"Jimin-ah. I need to go use the bathroom. You... Go ahead and go to classroom first." Taehyung fake smiled. But of course, Jimin was oblivious to everything.
Taehyung ran to the nearest toilet and slammed a stall shut before breaking down completely. Choking on his own cries, Taehyung cried and cried. His cries though, is silent.
"Why... Does it always happen to me?" Taehyung asked himself. He thought of commuting suicide on countless occasions. Yet he didn't. Cause he believed, that everything will always become better. Yet it doesn't.
Jimin. Its all Jimin's fault... Taehyung thought. Yet shook it off. He is my best friend. Why am I blaming him? Jimin. Taehyung cried harder thinking about it.
Taehyung used to have a crush on this new guy, named Hoseok. He kept quiet about it though. Knowing fairly well that no one would fall for him and that he was in love with Jimin.
And he was right. Hoseok confessed to Jimin one day. But Jimin rejected him. Taehyung's heart ache when he saw Hoseok went home tears falling down his cheeks. And he transferred after that.
*End of Flashback*
And now, here Taehyung was. In his bedroom. Pillow wet with tears. Taehyung went in his bathroom and took a blazer. He slowly took it and cut his wrist. Enjoying the pain.
Blood dripped from Taehyung's wrist to the floor. Staining it. Taking the blazer once again, he cuted his wrist again. But this time, he pressed harder. Letting out a small whimper from the pain.
And everything, it will happen all over again. This time, it's Jungkook. My best friend...
Jungkook is Taehyung's best friend since he transfered to Taehyung's school for 1 year and half. And during that period of time, Taehyung fell for him. Deep.
Only to feel something stab through his heart when Jungkook told him a few days ago that he has a crush on Jimin. Taehyung cried and cried that night, and didn't go to school for 2 days.
Taehyung has been cutting himself for a few years. And no one took notice. Taehyung sometimes wonder. If I was to die one day from blood lose, would anyone even care? Or would they be celebrating because I'm dead..?
Taehyung sobbed quietly until he finally broke down. The blazer fell from his hand and he dropped to his knees. With blood still dripping his wrist, he buried his head in between his legs. Tears falling like waterfall.
Why..? Why me. Out of everyone. I'm the one who is bulllied. The one takes the blame for everything. And the one that get hurts in the end of everything. Nothing good ever happens to me. But why... Why me..?
Taehyung thought of many way to die before.
Jumping down the roof.
Drowning.
Hit by a car.
Overdosing.
But, his favourite one was this. It hurts him slowly and slowly takes his life. Causing him to enjoy it. Enjoying the pain.
Taehyung went out of the bathroom, weakly. Taking his phone, he sent Jimin and Jungkook his Last Goodbye. Before his world was surrounded by darkness.
Finally... He's here to take me... To the other side, to the place which would be better. Goodbye Jungkook. I will miss you. Jimin, you too.
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Ambulance and police cars surrounded the apartment Taehyung passed away at. Sirens rang loudly through the neighbour hood. Jungkook curiously popped his head out and saw the scene.
He went from surprised to shocked. Wait... Isn't that where Taehyung lives?! And what did he meant by the Last Goodbye?! He rushed the down the stairs, towards the ground floor.
Rushing towards where Taehyung lived. When he was about to burst in, two police officer stopped him. "Are you related to Kim Taehyung? In anyways?" They asked. Jungkook nodded.
"I'm sorry to say this but, he died. From blood lose." They said before making their way. Jungkook's collapsed upon hearing each and very word. W-what?
No... This... This can't be happening. It must be a dream... It must be... Its impossible... Right..?
Rushing in again, hearing shouted behind him. Though Jungkook didn't care. Jungkook's eyes went wide, tears falling. Body shaking. There... There lied... There lied Taehyung's body. Surrounded by... Blood.
Kim Taehyung... You promised... You promised to be my best friend forever and you broke it. How could you?! How could you break your promise?! How?! How? How..? How could you?
Jungkook sobbed pitifully, and the officers who originally wanted to stop him from bursting in. Let him. They stared at him, feeling bad. They sighed before giving the boy sometime.
"Why?!" Jungkook shouted. "Why? Did you have to leave me? You promised! You promised me to be there for me! You fucking promised... And you broke it! Kim Taehyung, wake up! Stand up and tell me you didn't... Didn't break your... Your promise." Jungkook's voice cracked.
Crying and crying and crying. Jungkook felt like his soul left him. That his world's colours drained. He then realized. The one that he loves is not Jimin. Its Taehyung.
Jungkook fainted.
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"We are gathering to announce the tragic death of the beautiful man, Kim Taehyung." The priest started. But people were already crying. Everyone, and I mean. Everyone. Was there, at Taehyung's funeral.
Feeling guilty how they treated Taehyung and now he left. Left the world. Jungkook was crying hard. As well as Jimin. The priest's eyes melted at the sight. But still had to continue.
"His beautiful smil, kindness and how he acts. He shall be remembered and will forever live in out hearts. He is at a better place now. A brand new start."
There were now people wailing. Jungkook broke down. He couldn't handle the pain he feel. It like, someone stabbing his heart over and over again and 100,000,000 needles poking his body to add on the pain.
Jimin wasn't any better. Feeling the pain. Guilt entered him. He couldn't believe he himself was done of the reason why Taehyung commited suicide.
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Its been 3 year, Jungkook tried to move on but he couldn't. He read through Taehyung's diaries. And he was there again. In front of Taehyung's tombstone.
"Hey, Tae. How are you? Its been 3 years since you were gone. And I miss you a lot. I know I said it many times. But I just wanted to tell you that I love you more than anyone on Earth. And I will still continue to love you no matter what."
Jungkook then slowly started singing to Taehyung.
Jungkook smiled slightly before standing up. And he swore he heard Taehyung's voice saying 'I love you too.' And a wind went by him before it quiet down.
Jungkook smiled. Before headng home. Taehyung was there, looking at Jungkook smiling and going home. He felt contented that Jungkook wasn't depressed about his death anymore.
Taehyung could finally rest in peace. He closed his eyes and rested. Wishing Jungkook all the best for his other before drifting to "sleep".
I will love for you forever too, Jungkook. I hope you all the best. Find a happy family, ok? Have kids and live a happy life. And I thank you for loving me back.
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Cherish your friends, you never know when they will leave you. Gain one friend more than one enemy. Cherish your time with your friends, you won't have much time with them.
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