Next day I woke up early in the morning. I wasn't in the mood of taking bath due to coldness. I, after freshing up, came to balcony with shawl on my shoulders. I had feeling that I will be sick due to cold outside but still the morning breeze was playing with my hairs and turning my lazy morning into a fresh one. I stand there for an hour. I wanted to stay more but now I need to get ready as at sharp 10 o'clock my guide will be here. I took my bath and after drying my hairs I got myself dressed into a pink hoodie and white Pent . I put on a little bit of make up. I matched my dress with white heel and a white sling bag.
I forgot to tell you I am not able to post anything here as internet is not working here. I am away from social media that was much needed for me to feel fresh.
I walked towards the door when I heard a knock on the door. I opened the door . Sidharth was on the other side.

" Oh Rashami subah subah tyar ha kya baat ha. Musibat padh gyi hugi na subah 3 bajay uth kr tyar hunay mai . Mai smjh sakhta hun " ( oh Rashami you ready in the early morning. I could feel how hard it must have been for you to start getting ready at 3 AM.) he said in his sarcastic tone while making a sad face.

" What mai 3bajay kyun uthu gi tyar hunay?" ( why would I wakeup at 3  to get ready?) I asked him back with a confused look.

" Kl aur peechlay 4maheenay  dekha ha na mainay tujha tyar hunay ko kitna time lagta ha phir b waisi hi chudail jaisi dekhti hai " ( in last few months and yesterday I have seen how much time you take to get ready and  after taking such a long time you still look like a witch ) he replied with the sarcastic tone and I could easily feel how he was surpassing his laughter.

" Oh hello mai chudail dikhti hun tujhay sid? " ( Oh hello I look like a witch to you) i asked him while raising my eyebrows.

" Han agr mai apni pyar mai andhi hui ankhu ko bnd krun tou tu lagti ha cudail " ( yes if I will keep my love blindness aside then you really looks like the one) he said while laughing.

"Shukla yeh zyada huraha hai. Han?" ( Shukla it's getting over. Isn't it?) I said him while showing him anger through my fully widened eyes.

"Hunay dou zyada. Meri ankhay tou pyar mai andhi ha tou tu mujha hot lgti ha aur khoobsurat bhi" (let it be. My eyes are love blinded. You look hot and beautiful  to me always.) He said with a flirty smile

"Kitna kamina ha Rey tu sid, agr teri bakwas khtm hui hu hum breakfast krnay chlay ? " ( You are such a rascal, if you are done with your senseless talks can we go to get our breakfast done ?) I asked him while raising my eyebrows.

" Jou hukum mahrani ji " ( as you wish, your highness) he said while giving me a way to walk and bowing his head down.

I laughed over his actions.

" Nautanki" I murmured.

He smiled and followed me to the dinning area of the hotel where we had our breakfast and sidharth's flirty comments and lame jokes continued throughout the breakfast.
We were done with our breakfast when I got a call from bilal,my travel guide.

" Hello" I said

" Mam I am waiting for you outside the hotel. Are you ready ? "

"Yeah yeah bilal we are coming"

"Let's go sid he is waiting outside for us " I said to sidharth while taking my sling bag .

We came outside the hotel and there he was standing with his car.

" Sorry for making you wait bilal. " I said after getting seated inside the car followed by sidharth.

" Ajeeb aurat ha driver ko sorry keh sakhti ha mgr mujha kbhi ni kahay gi na meri sorry accept kray gi "(such a strange woman who can say sorry to driver but can't say same to me. Leave it, she cannot even accept my apology. Strange woman) sidharth Murmured but I heard it clearly.

"Pehli baat woh driver ni travel guide ha aur dusri Ajeeb hun tou jaan choudu meri bahg jao kahin mood hua mera tou umr bhr jheelna  paday ga mujhko shukla " (first of all he is a travel guide not a driver secondly i accept I am strange so you should run away God know when my mood get changed and then you will have to face me for whole life, shukla.)

" Jheel tou laingay badlay b khoob lunga. Mood tou bna lou tum. Mai ajeeb wa gareeb logon ko palnay ka shouk rakh raha hun aj kl" ( I will face it, but will take Revenge beautifully from you. Let me tell you I have got a hobby of upbringing strange people these days) he said while winking at me followed by his sarcastic laughter.

" You are mad. Your eyes started getting affected again. Stop before your eye balls will be out of your eye sockets." I said to him.

He was unable to control his laughter.

" Mam, why you guys kept fighting like Tom and Jerry. But I really enjoyed your this nok joke. Before you continue let me tell you we have reached on the lake side. I have planned to take you on shikara ride as today weather is quite good. Let's go." He said while coming out of the car and opening my side door for me.

" Thanks." I thanked him.
We walked to the lakeside where shikara boats were hooked in large numbers. On the sides of lake it was the million dollar view . Dal lake surrounded by beautiful mountains covered with snow. The wooden house boats and the shikara boats drifting through the lake was increasing its beauty. The sun rays were falling on the snow covered pir panjal mountains making them shine more in the morning. Some lotus flowers and ducks could be seen in the lake.

"Wow" after 5 mins of silence the only word wow came out of my mouth

" It's so beautiful Rashami that's why people say Srinagar is the paradise on earth"

" It's beyond beautiful."  I replied.

"Let's go" bilal show us a way toward a shikara boat.

Firstly sidharth enters into it giving me a hand for support. I followed him. We got our self seated and the ride start to explore the Srinagar's jewel and India's one of the most prominent lake. The peace was in the air. The scent of lake was giving me utmost pleasure.  The shikarawala was so good he kept telling about the dal lake and kept talking to us. They are humble people.

"Rashami how beautiful everything here is. Look at the lotuses. Look at everything. I can't believe I am here."

" Same here sidharth."

" Mam do you want to buy anything from here as there are shikara shops in the mid of dal. " Bilal asked.

" Yeah yeah I want to buy something that will be memorable for me. The memories of dal . " I said

" Yeah Rashami. Take us towards the shop."

I smiled.

He took us near the shikara shops I bought kashmiri shawl from there one for me and two for mom and I gave one to sid for his mom. He thanked me and smiled. I took pictures with those shikara shopkeepers so that the memories will be caught in the camera to make them live forever.  We continued our ride.

Sidharth and I clicked each other's picture. And we took few selfies also.

"Sid look at the leaves on the water." I said while  swaying my hand in water.

The water was covered with the lotus leaves and flowers. They were increasing its beauty.

" Yeah I have my eyes I can see " sid replied.

I just rolled my eyes.

Bilal told us that it's called floating garden.

Soon he told us that he is taking us to char Chinar after few minutes we reached there. A small island located in the dal. Sidharth helped me to come out from the shikara boat.

One of the first things that i noticed while standing there was that the place is full of four lovely Chinar trees. The trees surround the Dal Lake, and the tourists riding the shikaras were increasing its beauty.  I think how cinematic this place looks, it must be one of the best place for romance.

" Sidharth please click my pictures." I asked him.

He agreed. I posed for over hundred pictures until he got tired. Lol. I also took some pictures of him.

" Bilal hold my phone and make our video bring the dal and the Chinar in the  background." Sid said to bilal.

He took hold of my hand.

"What are you doing sid." I asked him while glaring at him.

" I am not scared of your looks so stop showing me your eyes." He said and started to make e dance with him.

I got lost in his eyes and he was staring me by now. We danced for God knows how long. But It was a hot and romantic dance at the end of the dance he lifted me up in the air from my waist. Bilal has recorded the whole dance in his phone.

After enjoying for few more minutes we left that place with few beautiful memories .

We continued back towards the lake side. I started playing with water. I thought of teasing sidharth, who was busy with his phone but it seems like he was capturing my moments in his phone, by throwing some water at him.

"Rashami ki bacchi ruk tu mai tujha dekhata hun "( wait Rashami I will show you ) he said while putting his phone back into his pocket.

We started throwing water on eachother with our hands. There was sound of our laughter throughout the dal and we enjoyed every bit of dal making memories that will be always with us whether we will be  together or not. I personally will keep these moments closest to my heart. I don't know what tomorrow holds for me I learnt to live in present. The only thing that hurts me is how sid never believed in me. Trust never is there between us from his side. That day he believed that I and shivin was in relationship. Everytime he believed jasmine, arti and others over me. I after watching bigboss started hating him but I am living in 2018 and my feelings are there still the same in my heart. His concern seems genuine. I don't know what to do. I can only wait for the time to do what it is best at.
We reached the lake side. Sid helped me to get out of the shikara boat. Now bilal wanted to take us to some of the near by gardens but I was hungry so we decided to have lunch first.

We had our lunch at a near by hotel. The food was yum. I fell in love with the kashmiri cuisine.

"Rashami I have to tell you something" sid said while we were having lunch.

" What go on " I replied while taking a bite of the chicken leg piece. (Sorry but I can't ignore my hunger)

" You have watched bigboss ?" He asked

"Yes every single bit but I am still standing there where you leaved me alone believing on your eyes and your's jas and arti. Who am I nothing but a characterless girl who will go all mad on every boy. Why will you believe me sid? I am just saying not fighting with you. It's not easy for me to forget those things. You are standing in 2020 but I am in 2018 just few months away from that incident sid. After watching bigboss i could feel your hate for me and I could feel your love for sana. I am not a child I am mature enough to understand things. I still didn't remember anything regarding my those years that have been cleaned from my memory. " I said . I could feel my voice shaking because of the tears that I was holding back.

"Rashami I will never force you to be with me but I wanted to tell you that in bigboss I used to hate your that boyfriend. He was the cause why I became so mean and agressive towards you. Sana is just a friend for me." He said while staring me.

" what about those hugs and kisses? What about that sleeping together? What about her? Her feelings were visible in every single episode of bigboss. I can't snatch you from her. I after so long checked my account there was so much people throwing trolls over Rashami Desai by sidnazz fans. I will be anything but never a home wrecker. I couldn't take it. May be Rashami Desai that I was in 2020 was that much strong to face every troll, I am also but not that much. I am beautifully broken inside. I could feel the broken pieces all inside. Why are we discussing this? Let's enjoy the present." I said all this sounding normal deep down I know how it feels.

"For God's sake Rashami we (sana and sid) are not husband and wife. The Rashami Desai I met in bigboss never thought of what people say and think. I will never force you. I am sorry for everything and it's now your decision. One thing that you should make clear in your mind is that I and sana are just friends. " He said.

"Okay let's go I am done" I said.

We left the place towards the hotel because our mood was not good now to go anywhere.

Sidharth's POV

It's been a week since we are in kashmir. We have gone to so many places here like Shalimar Bagh Nishat bagh chashma shahi, Iqbal park, pari mahel and many more. After that day we never talked about anything like that we only enjoyed every bit of our this journey. We have clicked thousands of selfies in these days and I have clicked more than ten thousand of videos and pictures of Rashami. Today we are planning to leave this hotel as we are going to Gulmarg today. Up there weather is very bad. It must be snowing. Currently I am searching my black jacket which is the only thing left to be packed. But I don't remember where I have kept that. After 5-10 mins of successfully wasting my time I finally remembered that it's with Rashami.

"Flashback"
We were coming back from chashma shahi when we met asim Riaz. He was here with his family and was going back tomorrow. He invited us for a dinner at his place.

In the evening we got ready and leaved towards there. Rashami was wearing a red kurta type short top with white plazo and red coloured high heels. She had kept her hairs open. Mad woman, who didn't wear any jacket or shawl over her dress.

We enjoyed the dinner. While coming back she demands me for a walk on the dal lake side.

We started walking. We talked over random things. Only after 10mins she started shaking badly with cold. I took off my jacket and make her wear that.

"Thanks sid"

"No problem . But let's go back home you will catch cold. Let's go."

"Please sidharth it feels good here. Please keeping walking with me."

"No doubt. You are mad. Let's walk. Your orders " I rolled my eyes.

We continued walking as per her demand. But she was still shaking so I surrounded my arms around her shoulders.

" Why you care so much sid "

"Because you are mine Rashami and I love you to the moon and back"

She after so long smiled or we can say blushed.

"Flashback ends"

I looked at the room one last time before leaving with my bags.
I knocked at her door she was all ready to go with my jacket in her hands.
She was looking damn hot in a blue jeans with white sweater and a red long coat paired with red heels. Her hairs were curled and around her neck was a simple white and red coloured muffler.

"Stop staring shukla " she said while rolling her eyes . She throws my jacket towards me.

"Anyways thanks for the jacket" she added

" You are looking breathtaking as always " I said after 5mins of staring.

"There is nothing new in it I am beautifull hot and awesome and bla bla bla bla.. let's move on we are already late." She replied. She came out with her lugage.

" After you " I gave her side to walk .

She rolled her eyes once again over my gesture and I smiled over her innocense.

Bilal was waiting for us . We sat in the car and drove towards the Gulmarg . We enjoyed the journey along with our knok jhok. Bilal is fed up with us by now. We kept fighting over silly things but little bit I know she cares for me and I care for her . I love her and she loves me but she is afraid of accepting and I am afraid of losing her in this journey.

" Sid isn't it beautiful view outside" she said

" Yeah but not more than you" I replied

"Sid you are now being all lovey dovey teenager. Stop flirting" she said with a little bit of fake anger.

" Oh hello miss don't give me these looks I am not afraid of you " I said in order to irritate her a little more.

"You know sid, you just go to hell and I hate you " she replied and turned back to window.

" Yeah I will love to go to hell with you and I love you too" I replied while surpassing my laughter.

"Mam and sir please let me live I am fed up with your this Tom and Jerry fights . I don't know how you will manage to live in the same room after marriage." Bilal, who have got annoyed by now, replied while holding his head by one hand and driving the car by the other.

I laughed over his comment.

" Who told you that we are getting married?" Rashami turned towards him with a jerk of full 440 watt.

The pitch of my laughter increases over her reaction.

"Mam even blind can see the love in your fights. So what's the plan about marriage ? " He asked

" Oh god bilal what a question. Even I wanted to ask her when are we getting married baby. I can't control anymore" I asked her with a wink

" You are here for guiding us for a tour so keep doing that and you shukla ji keep dreaming I am not that much easy to catch hold of " she replied and turned back towards the window.
I smiled and fall for her once again. Wait how much times I have fallen for her till now. It's unlimited times. Hahahha.
The road was covered with snow outside. The road was having pine trees on both side making the view more pleasant and beautiful.

Our journey of more than two hours was filled with our silly fights, our laughter, our selfies, stoping at certain places to enjoy the nature and  chai date because where there is Rashami there is chai cause she is a chai lover.

We reached there. Rashami was feeling low by now due to cold outside.

" Are you fine?" I asked her as we came out from the car.

" Yeah, I am fine but it's more colder here. I am tired as well" she replied.

I put my arm around her waist and we walked towards the hotel vintage. The view of the hotel was amazingly beautiful. We were awestruck by view.

To my luck, there was only one room available.

" Can't you arrange one more room for us by evening " Rashami was the one who interrupt between bilal and the manager.

" Sorry mam you must have informed earlier. But it will not be possible now all the rooms are booked except one." The manager replied.

" It's okay. We will share the room." It was me who interrupted between them.

" I will not share room with you." She said by showings me eyes.

" Rashami compromise for just two days." I said

I completed the other formalities

We entered our room.

I and Rashami both were shocked as we couldn't believe on our eyes. Bilal who was standing behind us with our luggage bursted Into a laughter.

" Happy .... honeymoon sir... and mam... before marriage " he said in between his laugh.

I came back to sense and joined him. Rashami's face was worth watching. Her cheeks were burning with heat as visible by the cremsen red colour.

The room of brown and dark brown designed walls with a king sized bed at the centre that was was decorated with rose petals. A big heart that was made up of red petals at the centre of the bed. There was a big bowl of water on the table near the bed that was having petals and the scented candles in it. The whole room top was filled with balloons and on the floor there was the path of rose petals from door to bed. There were epergne of candles and flowers on each corner. On the left side there was a small balcony that was decorated with lights and greenry all around on the right side there was brown coloured big wardrobe along with bathroom.

We entered the room together on the path of rose petals looking all around the room filled with rose fragrance.
I came close to her and pulled her towards me and then took hold of her from her waist and  came more closer to her. Our lips were having a small gap between them. She started breathing heavily and closed her eyes expecting a kiss that make me smile. I like my effect on her. I touched my face side with hers and whispered in her ear
"Rashami what you say.  You and me in one room that too alone , let's celebrate our first trailer honeymoon before marriage here "

She opened her eyes and pushed me with a full force and I fall directly on the bed as I wasn't expecting this at the moment. A smile formed on my face.

"Sorry sid ...." She got worried "I didnt mean to hurt you are you fine . I just pushed you to make you away from me" she came running to me and took my face in her hands while bending over me. We again came close. I smiled. She was all worried.

She is innocent and beautiful and she is mine.

"Mam sir please show me where to keep the luggage after that you can continue your romance and honeymoon" bilal who was standing on the door said.

Rashami with in a second straightened her position. I gave a death glare to him for spoiling our romance.

I kept laying there . Bilal kept the bags in the wardrobe and Rashami took her clothes and went to washroom. Bilal left the room.
I called the receptionist from the telephone.

"Hello , how can I help you sir?"

"Why the room is decorated so much as that of a Honeymoon suite?"

"Actually sir this room was booked before by a couple but they cancelled it at the last moment. So we couldn't clean it. If you want we will send the service in 5mins."

"No let it be. Make it clean when we will be out by tomorrow"

After that I ordered coffee for us .

I went to balcony. The view of Apharwat mountains and the gulmarg golf course was giving the vintage best surrounding. The weather was cold here. And the surrounding was all covered by snow increasing the beauty of the view.

A/N
Assalamualaikum everyone. I hope you are are doing well. Thank you for 5k reads. Sorry for the late update as always. I tried to keep it as long as I can and may be next part will be updated within few hours or in two days. The story is now coming to an end. Please vote like and share as much as you can. I love you all. And I am again sorry. *making Innocent face*. 

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_SANA