Sidharth's POV
Sid you can leave now mom is here devo and motu is also here so you can leave now " she said. I was standing listening to her. I was watching her all little moments that were giving me immense pleasure. I got her word in mind. Those were said harshly but the motive I got behind them was caring. I thought.

"No problem I am okay here. After your discharge I will go home. Till than I am here" I said . I wanted to be more close to her. I was not tired at all. Her face took away all my grief.

"No sid I am none to you. My mom can take my responsibility. I am her responsibility not yours. So you can leave. I don't ask you about your opinion. I am telling you to leave" said rashami. She was a little more harsh this time.
I couldn't took my eyes away from her. How could I be able to leave her alone at the time of her need. I couldn't speek a word. But to my good luck the door of the room got opened . Her whole intention was now on the door.

Bigboss13 contestants were here along with ankita. Ankita and arti were the only one she remembered. I got hurt by seeing her talking with everyone but not me. She was laughing. She was smiling with them.
She really was right "I am none to her". I kept staring her. I was sad. I was worried for her health also. Some flashbacks hurts too much that you regret for creating those memories and that too when you are guilty.
She told asim handsome. And my heart hurts badly.
She had hardly talk with me the way she was talking with them. Yes I was jealous. I controlled my emotions. But I continued to stare her but no one took me in conversation.. I was really hurt..
After two hours they finally left..
Doctor came inside the room and checked her.

"can we take her home now" asked I.

" Yes but you have to take extra care of her" doctor replied.

"Yes surely we will take care." Said I.

Doctor left

She never asked me again to leave. I was upset. I was guilty. But how much will I regret. Why can't she forgives me one last time.

"You have not rested for a bit since morning. Look how careless you are Rashami. Your head is injured . Take it seriously " I said . I was serious . I was angry I don't know why and I really don't want to be agressive with her again. So I left the room.

Aunty and Gaurav already left for home so they can prepare for rashami's surprise welcome with the help of devoleena and ankita Lokhande. Leaving her responsibility over me that I wanted to take for my whole life. I went to complete formalities of discharge. It took my twenty minutes.
I again went to her room she was lying on the bed her eyes were  on door only when I entered the room. I went to sit near her.
" I am sorry I was a little harsh but I am worried for you " I said while looking at her. My heart melted

"But why are you worried for me ?" She again asked the same question but now her voice was really soft.

"Because I love you and I really regret for our past. I want to trust you . I want to be with you until my dea...." I couldn't complete my sentence as Rashami put her hand on my lips. So I stopped the sentence in between. All I could do was smile because I still matters for her. It takes away my all sadness.

My eyes were deeply looking on her eyes and so was she. Our eye lock continued for 2minutes. It got broken when she take her eyes away from me and then I also does the same.

"Can't I get a one last chance please Rashami. I want to end this "love and hate game". Please you will not regret that please." I said. My face was having emotions for her. I literally begged for a chance.

"No. I can't give you any chance to break me again. I can't"  she said while looking away from me.

"Okay can't we be friends atleast? " I again said with a hope.

" No we can't. There is no place left for you in my hear... Sorry life. " Said Rashami.

I took her hand in my hands.
"I love you and I miss you. I miss us. My home misses you. My life misses you. My heart misses your love. My room misses you. My room used to have habit of an angel but now a days my room is hell irritated with this ghost (who is talking to you right now). Please one last time let's be together again." Said I with soft voice while rubbing her hand.

" Sidharth I don't think you miss me. Love... I don't know what love means or what it is. I don't believe in love anymore. Your heart, home and room can't miss me. They have jasmine and other girls you have. So.. I can't give you any chance now. It's better we parted our ways on the better relations. Don't make us enemies. Let's be the way we are and I am thankful that you are here with me. I will never forget what you have done for me in this tough times. But I can't have any relationship with you know. I will sound harsh to you but this is reality that there is no relationship without trust . You never trusted me. A relationship without trust is like a heart that's hollow that doesn't carry emotions, kindness and all. Trust is important for a relationship. " Said Rashami. Her voice was calm. Her face was emotionless.

I couldn't say any word for 5minutes. Silence surrounded us.  I kept assembling these words in my mind.
"I hope I will soon gain her trust. Now I will never tell her I love you I will make her realise how much she means to me" i said to myself.
         " Dil toda hai
          Jodai ga bhi
          Pyar tha
          Pyar ha
          Raha ga bhi
  Ae dil ab tou bss aitbar krna baki
  Pyar mukamal huga tb jb aitbar huga            
              Darmiyan"

" Okay Rashami. I promise I will never disturb you from today onwards. But if we meet accidentally I will behave normally. "

"Okay.. " Rashami said while looking at me.

"Are you ready ? We can leave the hospital now. I will drop you home " I said

"Yeah sidharth I am ready. But I think I can't walk properly just need help . My head is paining . " Said Rashami.

" Let me call doctor for last checkup." I said as I am really worried for her health.

" No need. I will take rest I will be fine. Just help me to walk" said Rashami.

" But rashami....... " I was about to say but rashami cutted my sentence in between .

"No ifs and buts. I will be okay I said na. Just help me. Asking for one last favour. " she said while making cute childish face.

"I am not doing any favour. It's my responsibility. Come I will help you" I said.

I took hold of her hand and helped her to came out of the bed. I holded her with my both hands covering her from shoulder. I helped her to the car. I made her sit in the car properly. I make her wear seatbelt. And my eyes met hers and we have a deep eye conversation.

"Just hold me like this forever please. " Her eyes said.

"I want to" my eyes speak.

"I am angry with you can't you get me rid of my anger sidharth. I love you." Her eyes again said.

"I will try my best Darling. " My eyes speak.

We kept looking in eachother's eyes with love and only pure love. We came so close that I can feel her breath over my face. I came back into senses. I got out of her side and went to driving seat and started driving the car towards her flat. I wanted to avoid the awkwardness between us.

There was a silence between us . I kept looking at her after every 5 minutes. And I caught her staring at me everytime I looked at her.

" So miss Rashami have I became so handsome that you can't take your eyes off from me. " I said while winking at her.

" Not that much but yeah you look changed.".... " And handsome too " she said but the last sentence she just murmured. But I listened it also.

" By the way you are looking prettier today also with these bandages. Let me tell you one thing you always look beautiful to me. Everytime whether with messed hairs or no makeup . You are gorgeous." I said.

I could see her blushing over my statement. I have affect on her even today. Not bad.

We reached her place. Watchman opened the door on my horn. I drove the car inside. I help her to came out of the car. I holded her the same way as before to the door of the flat. I pressed the bell. No one opened the door. So I myself checked the door and it was not locked so we entered in the flat . As we entered the red and white rose petals droped over us. And it looked so romantic. We had another eye lock. Soon aunty devoleena Ankita and Gaurav came in front of us. We came out of the eye contact.

"Welcome home my daughter " her mother said.
She smiled back. Rasila aunty came forward and hugged her.
Devoleena and ankita also wished her . Gaurav took her in her arms. They take her inside the living room .
"Sid you also came in na" devo said and I also went with them.
The living room was fully decorated with black and white balloons and "get well soon" was written on the wall by fluffy decoration alphabets. The whole room was decorated beautifully. There was a cake on the table that had "welcome home Rashami" written with the cream. And the cake was chocolatey. She was awestruck by the decoration . She kept her hand on her mouth as she was surprised and excited by all this. I smiled over her expressions.

"What is all this mom? Who decorated this? Wowwww! Don't tell me you all make this for me. Oh god I can't believe it. I love you all " she said. She was really happy .
They all laughed over her expressions. Gaurav make her sit on the sofa. They all seated themselves and no one asked me . So I felt left out.

" Rashami I think I should leave now. Aunty you take care of her and yourself. I will come tomorrow to see her" I said.
I took blessings from aunty. I turned my back and was about to leave when Rashami stopped me.

"Sidharth stay and enjoy with us. You helped me. So please join us. " She said with a genuine smile.

"Yeah sid beta (son) please stay for some more time you really helped us alot all these days. ' said aunty

"Okay I will stay." I said and took a seat.

She cutted the cake. She make me eat the cake with her hand and I intentionally bitted her fingers. It was just a soft bite so that she didn't get hurted.

" Sid what is this ? What are you doing ?" She murmured . Her was voice at its minimum frequency.

" I am eating cake. Trust me it was yummy. " I winked at her. She blushed. Her cheeks turned pink. " Your finger tastes good than cake " I murmured

She heard it and just gave me a dangerous glare.
I laughed over her expressions.

We enjoyed alot. We played games . We had fun. And I have the best dinner after all it was made by aunty and devoleena. The best thing was I was having dinner with Rashami desai on the same dinning table wasn't it unbelievable.

"Rashami  I must leave now please take good care of yourself. I will came to see you tomorrow. Sleep well you must be tired now. Please take rest for few days. Don't take stress every thing will be alright." I said as I was sitting near her on the bed. She was lying on the bed in her room as it was a tiring day for her. The room was fully drawn into silence as it was 11:00pm and devoleena and ankita were helping aunty with some kitchen work.

" Yeah sid .. you too take care of yourself. I know you haven't slept well from the day of my accident. " She replied.

I kept staring her for 10minutes. There was an awkward silence in the room. None of us disturb the silence. But sometimes we can't feel the silence. As silence takes us to the deep memory lane . Some memories are good and some are so harsh for  both mental and emotional health. It is well said "silence speaks louder than words ". Believe me silence disturbs more than the noise. Peace doesn't exist in silence now a days for me.

"Why are you staring me like that ' she broke my thoughts.

I smiled.

" I was looking how pretty you are. I have seen your all faces. You look beautiful in every style even in messed hairs  and in these bandages. You looks best without makeup. You know, you are beautiful both inside and out. The best thing is you are a child but a mature and strong one. And trust me, the guy who will get married to Rashami desai will be the luckiest one. I said. My tone was serious this time.

" But I know that luckiest guy will not be sidharth shukla Never ever " she said while playing with her fingers. She doesn't look at me.

" And if the guy will be luckiest than why you leaved me. Why you never trusted me. Wasn't I the worst girl that time. Trust me shukla ji, Rashami Desai will never ever marry the guy named sidharth shukla. " She said she was not making any eye contact with me now. She was sad. Her voice was not harsh but it was full of emotions. And her eyes were teary but she was trying her best to stop the tears from coming out.

" Okay... btw You was not worst neither in the past not now. I must leave now. Take care " I said while hugging her from side and leaving the room avoiding any further conversation.

I didn't saw back once. I know I couldn't stop myself from hugging her and crying like a baby.
I bid good bye to everyone and takes blessings of aunty. I left her flat. I drove the car back to my home. Only one sentence was running in my mind.

" But I know that luckiest guy will not be sidharth shukla. Never ever "

Is it so much hard for her to give me one last chance?
Let's unfold the life to see what it carries for us because it's the only option left for now. I thought
I reached home. Mom was awake as expected.

"What is this behaviour sid? Atleast you should have picked my calls . Mom said she was angry with me as I have not took his calls since morning.

I hugged her like a child.
"Sorry mom " I said making a cute innocent face as I know she can't be angry after seeing my face like this.

She smiled and kissed my forehead.

We sat in the living room.

" How is she doing now?" Mom asked.

" Mom she is fine but weakness prevails. I hope she will be alright soon. But there is one problem she has lost two years of her memory " I said my face shows emotions and worries.

" What doctors have to say about memory loss? Will she get her memory back or not? " Mom asked and she was worried by now. She loves rashami like her daughter.

" Doctors said that her memory part of brain is highly affected. She has minimum chance of getting her memory back. 5% chances only. May be she will start forgetting the things more probably now. I am worried for her. I had told her thousands time to wear seat belt while driving but no she never listened. Sometimes she acts childishly. Mom pray for her health. " I said . I am really worried for her.

" Yeah I will pray for her and you two also. I will come with you tomorrow to see her. Now go and sleep you must be tired and please leave the stress aside. Everything will be alright. "  Mom said

"Yeah I am going to sleep . You also sleep now it's already late. I love you mom" I said while smiling.

"I love you too my dearest son " mom said.

I entered my room. There was silence. I sat for a while on the bed thinking about the day. After sometime I got freshen up . And went to sleep.

Author's note:-
Hey lovelies.. I am back with the next part. I hope you will love this one too.. thank you for all the love that I got from you all on my this story. And there is a bad news too that this story is gone come to an end with in two or three parts.
Thank you so much for all the comments and votes.
With love,
-SANA