Rashami's POV
It's been two weeks after I came from hospital. I am doing well now. My head is no more bandaged. I can't feel any type of pain. All these days I was bored at home so I started watching bigboss 13. My own journey. I can't believe how I have grown up so much strong. The thing I realised after watching it hurts me. Sidharth never loved me. He loves shehnaz. The question that hurts more is why he cares for me? Why he kept visiting me all these days. Is he still using me just for his purpose. I realised today I really hate sidharth. He was never worthy of my love and trust. Yes I agreed I hate sidharth shukla. I hate the person I loved. I hate the person whom I cared for. I hate the person once, I trusted the most. Yes I hate him.  First Jasmine now sana what am I just a tissue paper whenever he wills he come and use me whenever he want to get rid off me he throws me out of his life.  I hate him.

"I hate you Sidharth " I yelled out with my voice at the highest frequency.
Pov ended.
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Flash back
It was her first morning at home after the accident. She was lying on her bed. There was a beam of light entering the room through the gap between the curtains. She was sleeping peacefully. After a long time she was in peace. Was it the result of memory loss, effect of medicine or the care she got from sidharth yesterday? The reason was unknown. She smiled in her sleep. Birds were chirping, bee's were buzzing . The sunrise was as beautiful as a new beginning. The day was beautiful. The door of her room got opened, but her sleep was still not affected. Sidharth entered the room. He looked at her peaceful face. His heart missed few beats. The queen of his heart was taking her beauty sleep. And what could have been beautiful for him than seeing her smile in the morning. He thought his day was made. He bow down to kiss her forehead but stopped as he don't want to make any mistake this time . He just kept staring her . After five minutes he standed up and started to kept the flowers, he had bought for her, in the vase. He smiled again after looking at her and left the room. He had not came alone to visit her. His mom was also with him who was talking with Rasila desai while having a cup of tea in the living room. He also joined them.

" Is she awake? " Asked his mom.

" No mom she is sleeping. "

They continued there chit chat session.

Rashami's sleep was disturbed as the room was no more dark . The sunlight affected her sleep. She came out of her deep slumber. She rubbed her eyes. She sat on the bed .

"Oh god it's 11:30AM it's too late already. " She murmured while hurrying up. She came out of the bed.
She took off the curtains. The morning looked beautiful to her as she looked outside the window of her room.
She heard some voices from outside.
"Who had came today? I should get fresh first" she said to herself and rushed to washroom.
After an hour she was ready. She wore a simple white t-shirt and a trouser inorder to keep her self comfortable. She pinned her hairs in a ponytail. The flowers on the bed side table catches her attention. She went there. She smelled them. Her eyes were closed. She could feel the smell not only of the flowers but also the man who bought them.
" Sid you never fail in making me feel special. I am impressed." She murmured while opening her eyes.
She left the room and went to living area . She was happy today as if it was a new beginning of her life. She went to living area and greeted everyone. She took blessings from sid's mom.

"How are you feeling now beta" asked sidharth's mom while taking her in a hug.

"I am fine aunty. How are you ? " She asked while hugging her back.

"I am fine. Is your head still paining " asked sid's mom. Rashami took her seat on the sofa near sidharth.

" No aunty. My head is fine now. Except I don't remember any thing related to past two years. Otherwise I am good now. I think I should join my work" replied Rashami with a beautiful smile.

"You are weak to join the work. You must take a leave for a month. Health is more important than work. " Said sidharth's mom while patting her shoulder.

Sidharth was staring her from past 15minutes. He couldn't take his eyes off from her.

She had her breakfast . She went back to her room.

Sidharth also came there.

" How are you Rashami " he said while sitting on the other side of the bed.

" I am good thanks for the flowers. They smells good." Replied Rashami with a beautiful smile .

" How you know they are bought by me" sid asked back as he was really confused.

"It gave me your feel. So I got it" replied Rashami with a beautiful smile.

" Not bad. Rashami can feel me . Oh someone pinch me please " Sidharth said while grinning.

" Don't make fun of me sid " Rashami said while blushing.

" Look Someone is blushing now. " Sid said while winking at her.

"Sid please " Rashami said with a little laugh.

"Okay I am leaving now as I have a shoot today you must take rest. Don't dare to start working soon. You are not Fully fine. Don't take stress it's not good for you. Okay.. take care " he said while holding her chin.

" Okay.. you too take care " she said while smiling. Her heart had skipped several beats. She was able to see the care he hold for her in his eyes and actions as well.

" See you soon " he said and left the room.

She kept smiling whole day remembering his care for her.
The days started passing like this . Rashami started watching bigboss and all took a drastic turn. Now she was afraid of loosing him . She was afraid that if this all was a game for him. She was afraid that if he was playing with her feelings. She started behaving odd with him .she started hating him once again. She again felt weak . She felt like killing herself. Sid was worried for her after watching her behaviour. He was confused what all of sudden happened. Until he got to know the reason. He started making distance from her so that she wouldn't get hurt. He kept knowing about her health from Devoleena, Jeevita and sometimes Rasila desai.
It was hard for sidharth . Sidharth kept hurting himself by overthinking the past and present . His mistakes were teaching him a lesson. He wanted her trust and love back.

Flashback ended.

Rashami's POV
It's evening. And I don't know how long I would kept longing for him. I want him but I hate him. I should go on vacation. It will help me to get out of where I am. Neither I am made for love nor love is made for me. Lets end this here .
Rashami desai hates sidharth shukla. That's it. It's over.
I took my phone and deleted his number after blocking him.
I kept making a call. I was eagerly waiting for the response from the other side. Soon the call was taken.

" Hello jevi, book my trip to somewhere in india only for 15days. I need sometime to relax . So, I want to go on a holiday" I said as the call was picked by jevita.

" How will be it, if I book your tickets to kashmir. It's beautiful place. " She said while suggesting me a place for my holidays.

" Okay babes. But don't you dare to inform this to mr. Sidharth shukla. I will not talk to you if I got to know this." I shouted.

"Don't worry. By the way who will join you" she asked

"No one babes. I need some alone time for myself. Book my ticket for tomorrow only. I don't need any delay." I said

"Okay, no problem it will be done. By the way I will book your hotel also. " Said jevi

" No jevi don't book my hotel. I will do that myself. Okay! I have to pack my bag for the trip good bye " I said while putting off the call.

So darling let's start moving on from this shit. I hate love . It sounds weird na . But it's all that is reality.

"I will never ever trust him again. I will never fall in love again. Darling love is not made for you. " I shouted to myself
       "Ab na muhabbat phir sa hugi
     Ab na aitbar phir sa huga
     Ab na phir sa huma pyar huga
           Ishq tha janoon tha
     Ab nafrat hugi pyar na huga".

I started my packing keeping my thoughts on side.
"Oh god.. this much clothes. What should I take. Think Rashami think . It's confusing. " I murmured to myself as I was really confused between what to pack and what not. The wheather there is totally different from Mumbai. So I need some jackets and woolen clothes. I need some help . Mom has left to her home yesterday now I am alone.

" Let me call asim he will help me out. He is from jammu and kashmir. " My mind suggested and my heart agreed . To my luck my heart for the very first time agreed with mind.

"Woah woah" I shouted out like a kid.
I picked up my phone and dialled asim's number.

" Hello, meethu. How are you now." his voice shouted out of excitement from the other side.

" Hey handsome, I am good. Just need your help" I said.

" Oh meethu, just tell me how can I help you.?" 

" I am going on a trip to kashmir. I am confused what clothes to take with me . How will be weather out there? "

" Meethu you need some warm clothes as weather out there is colder as compared to Mumbai. Still,Winters have not left kashmir yet. It must be raining even today. "

" Thanks asim "

" No problem meethu. "

I talked to him for some more time about everything and nothing . I hanged up the call after few more minutes.

I packed my bags . It took my 4 hours. I packed almost everything ( tops, jackets, jeans ,socks, shoes, purses,  salwar suits , gloves and every thing that I need )

I was tired by the end of the packing. So I went to my bed for sleep . Sleep engulfed me within few minutes as I was literally tired .
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Sidharth's POV
In the morning, I was on the sets of "bhula dunga" physically but mentally I was lost in the thoughts of my love Rashami Desai. I couldn't shoot anything perfectly on the first take. All that I was thinking was about her change in behaviour and how I miss her. I got again used to her just in one week . It has been few days I kept lost in her wherever I am. Everything was normal between us until she started watching bigboss 13 after that everything turned upside down. We used to share a long chat session, unlimited laughter and unlimited fun. I love her smile and the twinkling of her eyes with happiness. She is my booster. She is my everything. My thoughts went down the memory lane as I was sitting on the bed to sleep. I am not able to bare this separation between us. I tried calling her few minutes ago but I think I am blocked again. Now a days i always remain lost in her. Past few days were really hard for me and I don't know how long its going to be but in the end I know she will be in my embrace. I love her to the moon and back and so does she.
I came out of thought when I realised my phone was ringing . I take the call.

" Sid, I have an important information for you. " The voice on the other side literally shouted out of excitement.

" Paras what's it ? Tell me ? " I said with a calm voice as I was not interested in anything except Rashami.

" Rashami is going on a trip to kashmir and that too alone. You also need to go "  he said

" What? Are you serious ?  When ? How ? " I shouted.

"I called Jeevita to ask about her as Rashami was not taking my call. She told me that Rashami is going on holidays to kashmir. Her ticket is booked for tomorrow. " Paras informed me everything he knows.

" Thankyou paras. I needed it. " I said meaning it.

" Anything for you and Rashami bro. Don't thank me. Just book your ticket now " he shouted

" Yeah I will book the ticket now. I have to pack my bags also. So talk to you later" I said

" Hey sid, when you will return I need you two together. There should be no sana or jasmine between you guys. You two are made for eachother. I hope to see you two as a perfect couple goal. See you soon bye" he said.
The call was put off by him .

I just smiled over his last lines. I took my phone and called adi.

" Hello, how are you bro" he said after picking up the call.

" I am fine. You have to book my ticket to Kashmir for tomorrow. It's urgent. "

" Okay. It will be done sid. I will book your hotel too "

" No, bro. I will see the hotel by myself. Thanks adi. "

" No problem sid. It will be done "

" Okay bye I have to pack my bags. See you"
I said and put off the call.

It took my two hours to pack my bags . I went to sleep with the hope of meeting Rashami soon. The sleep engulfed me. I kept dreaming of us.
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THIRD PERSON'S POV
The next morning was beautiful. The morning breeze was blowing and the birds started coming out of the nests. It was early morning. The whether was calm. Both Rashami and sidharth were sleeping in the peace. It was 6 in the morning. The darkness has left the earth and the light had surrounded it.
Rashami's phone started ringing. She came out of her sleep forcefully. The peace was no more on her face.

"Oh god, who is calling me so early. Who dare to disturb my beauty sleep" she murmured while taking her phone. Her eyes were still closed as she was half in sleep.

"Hello who's there?" She said with the sleepy voice .

" Hello Rashami your flight is by 8:00 early morning. It's already 6;00Am. Get up babes. Otherwise, you will be late. " Jeevita shouted from the other side of the call.

" Oh god .. thanks jevi. I will start getting ready . By see you soon"  Rashami said with a yawn while sitting on the bed.

" Bye babes " she said and hanged up the call.

She came out of the bed. She took off the curtains. The morning was really on its best today.
" So here started my new beginning of life " Rashami murmured to herself.
Rashami walked towards the washroom to get ready for the trip.
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On the other side, the alarm was ringing and sid was trying his best to avoid the alarm by putting a pillow over his ear but failed miserably. He took his phone and put off the alarm. It was then his mind remembered the trip.
" Oh god if I will be late? What will happen then?" He shouted.

He came out of his bed. He started dialling a number over his.

" Hello adi. What is the time of my flight " he shouted out. The call was taken from the other side

" Oh sid . I was going to call you only. Your flight is at 8:00AM. Hurry up you have only two hours left. " Adi said from the other side.

" Thank you.. bye " I said and hanged up the call.

I rushed towards the bathroom to take a bath.
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PROMO
"What are you doing here sid? " I asked as I was really shocked to see him sitting beside me in the aeroplane when I came out of my sleep.

"Why are you here? The reason you are here is the reason I am here" sidharth said while winking at me.

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Author's Note
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