Sidharth's POV
I had locked myself in the room without having dinner.The thoughts of Rashami kept revolving around my head and I kept losing my self to the anxiety. Only rashami could save me from getting mad. I still remember the very first day when i saw her on the sets of dil se dil tak. My first impression was like "wow how can some one look so beautiful and hot , cute and sexy at the same time. Like seriously". I still remember she was wearing a red anarkali suit and was full in the character of shorvari at the time. I kept staring at her for 5minutes without saying anything. As I was really enjoying her beauty which used to give me a home like feeling even today I feel the same. The director asked me am I ready for the shoot that's when I took away my eyes from her. He introduced me to her . That's when I for the first time heard her name Rashami, which was perfectly going with her beauty. We became friends and our friendship kept growing with each passing day. It was the most beautiful phase of my life. But after few days Jasmine enters in our life. I already know her she is my friend. I spent some time with her. I just want to play a prank on Rashami by making her jealous. I wasn't aware that jasmine was having a crush on me. She started brain washing me against Rashami. And at that point I don't understand why I believed in her when I should not. She told me bad about rashami and I believed. That's the biggest mistake of my life. I should have trusted her. At that day we faught badly and I pushed her out of aggression and she must definitely have got hurt as I really pushed her badly. She hits the ground and I felt guilty not only that day I am still guilty for that. Director asked me to leave the show. I was guilty for doing this so I was ready to leave the show. But she some how convinced director not to remove me from the show. But I think I was the only one who was responsible for what happened on that day. It must have been hard for her to convince director but somehow she made him agreed. After that incident she started ignoring me as it was necessary for her self-respect. My day and night were full of guilt. I kept taunting myself for such stupidity. I planned to apologise her for my mistake . I was doing this to remove some of the guilt that I had in my heart. After few days on the way to shoot I bought a bouquet of flowers for her. On the set I went to her with flowers and apologize for my behaviour. I after getting some courage asked her for dinner, and to my luck she agreed. We went to dinner I  proposed her on that day. I just tried to keep it simple . As I know she loves simplicity same as me. It was a simple candle light dinner .

"Will you became my queen and let me became your king? Will you became the mother of my princess? As I want a cute daughter like you. Will you give me your heart?" I still remember my words that I told her on that day out of my love for her.

She just gave me a smile😊 in turn. And that smile took my heart out. My heart falls for her even more. But I was confused  I don't got if it was yes or No. . I could see her blushed face even today in my day dreams on my lines.

"But how do you know it will be a princess" she finally answered me.
I was literally shocked. I can't believe she agreed so easily. after  5min I came out of shock and happiness. I was like "wow wow I got my love of life, I got my life line" my heart was dancing out of happiness.
"I want princess naa and that too like you. " I said winking at her.

" but I want a prince like you" she replied.
I couldn't believe in her words. I loved her reply.

" What" I asked while smiling
"I didn't listened it clearly plz baby tell me again" I teased her with this one line.

She blushed hard over this. Her cheeks turning red.. I still remember evey little bit of that special moment of ours.

"No problem we will have a twin" i said while winking at her

Her face turned into crimson red due to my answer. I could see my effect on her.

We have a long eye lock. We left that place in his car .
She bid me a good bye when we reached her place. I took her into a hug  that was our first bone crushing hug . I still remember that feeling holding my favourite person in the arms was like if I had hold over the whole world after all she was my world and she is even today after so many up and downs I still love her the same way I used to. The next two months were heaven for me . She was with me at every step of my life. She handled me like a child at times. No one knows me better than her. I was the happiest person, at that time, on the earth. One day, an article was published about us and it has her words  that "sidharth shukla used me" said Rashami Desai as headline. When I read this the earth slipped from my feets but I didn't believed it. As she can't say that who can know her better than me. But on that day arti send me a location and asked me to come there. I went there and I saw my Rashami with another guy that I don't know who he was. She was in his arms. My eyes were red. I can't believe even my eyes and I left the place. I drived my car so rough that day. My life seems meaning less to me. I went home. I locked my self in the room. I cried, cried and cried. I was angry and broken at the same time. I got a call for the shoot I went there. I wanted to ask her why you did this with me. I loved her. I gave her my heart even my life was hers.
On that day i faught with  her very badly on the set . I asked her why why she has done that. She tried to speak but I didn't let her speak . I told her it's over between us. She tried contacting me but i never got that anger out of me to take her calls. She tried to talk with me in every possible way but I never listened. I started hating the moment I got to know this about her. Life was so perfect with her. Our fights become uglier day by day. Director makes me leave the show as my aggression was out of control.
I told my mom each and every thing as it was necessary as I was getting into depression now with sudden heartbreak. My mom loves rashami. She never accept it that she must have done that. She told me there must be a misunderstanding. My mom told me that she is divorced already. She knows what a heart break is how can she give such pain to anybody else. But I never got courage to know the truth.
There was a knock on the door when I realised that it's morning and I have not slep at all the whole night. Past was in front of my eyes.

*Knock knock knock* with that Mom entered the room. I did the act of sleeping so she doesn't get to know that I didn't sleep at all. She took off the curtains and came near my bed.

"It's not your set sid don't act , I am your mom I know when you act to sleep and when you really sleep" mom's voice touches my ears and I brust into laughter

"Mom how do you get to know all about me" I asked mom as she really knows me better than i know myself.

"You are born from me only who else will know you more? Tell me what's wrong " asked my mom

"Mom let me go to bath first. We will speak about it at dinner" I said

" Okay come and have your breakfast" mom said to me while rubbing my hairs. She left the room.

After breakfast, I got a call from adi

"Hello adi, whatsup" I said after picking up my call.

"Hello sid how are you doing. Actually I called to inform you that you have few interviews to do today so I am sending you time and location please be there on time" he replied in one go.

" Oh hello take a breath. I am not in the mood of any interview today so please say no for all of today's schedule"

"That's what I don't want. You have to. You are a bigboss winner and there are calls after calls for your interviews. I can't ignore them all. Please sid do it "

"Okay okay I will try to be there send me details" I said.

My phone beeps and the location was near a restaurant.
So I started getting ready. I left my home and started towards the location. I got done with interview in 2hrs. I got fed-up with sidnazz questions. A few of questions were about rashami. Anyways I came out of the place. I thought of having a cup of coffee at the restaurant. I was going to enter the restaurant when I saw Rashami coming out of the restaurant. She was looking into her phone when an idea hits my mind. I goes in her direction so that she will bump into me and same happened she bumped into me.

"Sorry sorry " she said in a hurry without looking at me
I was smiling as she was looking damn hot and beautiful as always.

"Rashami " I said showing extra excitement so that it would not look like I bumped into her intentionally.

"Sid, you here? I am sorry I was looking on my phone so I didn't saw you" she said while looking at me . She looked somewhat shocked after hearing me

"It's okay " i said

After that she didn't conversed with me any further . It looks as she avoided me. It makes me sad.  She left in her car and I kept looking at her vanishing car then an Idea stuck into my mind . I thought of following her. I got into my car and started following her. I kept following her until she reached ankita's home. I don't know what to do now as I wants to wait for her here only but I know how close friends they are so she would not be out anytime soon. So I decided to keep roaming around only. I went to a near by restaurant I called addi and asked him to join me. After 15 minutes he came.

I ordered two cups of coffee and a pizza for us.

"What's the matter sid " asked adi looking at me

"  I... Actually... I.. want...." I tried to say but I stammered badly and he cutted me off in between.

"Listen, sid I am your Bestfriend before your manager. You can talk with me what is making you upset. And is it about RD? Only when you talks about her you stammer. Now tell me. I will not judge you". Said adi while keeping hand on my hand to make me talk.

"Yes it's about her. You know why we broked up. I want to know who published that article. Who asked them to publish that. Was she the one who said that. And what was she doing with that boy whose I saw the back only. Who was he and why was he holding her? I want answers for all these questions. If this was a misunderstanding than I have never trusted her. I can't live without her." I blurted out in one go as this was really making me depressed from yesterday.

"It will be done sid. Don't worry. Whenever I see you and RD together it feels like made for each other. I will give you all the information by tomorrow. Don't get upset. If it was a misunderstanding than you have to work hard for her. You know she chooses her self-respect over love. She will prefer to be broken and hurt than any insult and any character assassination of her. And I must say in big boss you have said alot of worst things to her. I know you regret for that but you shouldn't have done that. It would have been easier than." said adi

"Thank you let's see what life will have for me in the coming days" I said as his  words was a harsh reality which I have to absorb because there is no other way than this.
We have other work conversations there. He told me that I have an offer of a song with sana I don't want to do. But I have to. I agreed for that. If I will not agree media will create scene and sana also.
After one and a half hour we left the place. I went again to the ankita's location and kept looking for her. Her car was parked there only. So I started waiting for her. It was evening already.
After 20minutes she came out. She was looking damn hot in her white dress. I wanted to hold her in my arms. She got herself seated in the car. And like always she doesn't wears seatbelt . It shows me how much careless even today she is. I started following her car. She stopped her car near a shop. I also stopped just few steps behind her car. She entered the shop and I could see from the glasses that Arhaan was also there. And she ignored her.

"that's my girl" my mind said.

But I could see his evil smile. I wanted to punch him in the face so hard so that his teeth would have fallen on the ground. But I don't want to came in front of her right now. But he followed her that's when my anger boiled even more. I wanted to go in but can't, that's when I saw arhaan coming out while holding her arm. I was sure he had made her hurt. Her body is so soft and delicate that easily get cuts.

"You also doesn't thought about her pain when you pushed her and not in bigboss also" my mind taunted me.

However, My anger reached its peak.
But he left his arm just coming near my car.

"What the hell is this behaviour? Don't you have some basic manners? What can anyone expect from you?" She shouted at him as she was boiling with anger same as I was boiling in anger.

" Oh look who is talking, you know what you deserve worst than this. You cheap woman " arhaan said.

And this is when I couldn't control my anger at all. How dare he said those words for her. I came out of my car and I could see Rashami couldn't take these words and was about to fall when I holds her with my hand and my chest gives her back a stand to support. I with full force slapped him. His face went all pale. I shouted at him. I again punched his face his lips started bleeding.

"What you said she is cheap? What are you than? You who plays with two girls life who doesn't care about your own children what will you say yourself? Tell me han? Han han tell me? You know you are a lier you are the man who uses girls just like tissue paper. You know what there is not a word that can define you cheapness. Don't ever dare to came near her. Let me call police and tell them how you misbehave with a girl. Not a girl but my girl. You have two minutes to go away from here otherwise you will be behind the bars . Got it . I sidharth shukla is here to protect Rashami desai. Get that in your mind . You rascal." I shouted at him my full frequency of voice. As I want to hit him so badly that he will not be able to walk. but I was holding Rashami I can't leave her.

Arhaan tried to hit me but I hold his hand. I asked him to leave or I will call police now. With this he left.

I looked at Rashami she was blankly staring at me with no emotions and I don't know what she was looking for in my eyes. I hold her both arms and called her name

"Rashami Rashami Rashami" as I called her there was no response. She is a strong girl but why she is behaving like this now I can't understand. Is she fed-up with playing to be strong? I got frightened by her no response.

"Rashami Rashami are you alright?" I asked her
while holding her face with my hands with utmost care. My eyes were a little scary and teary too by seeing her like this.

She hugged me and cried a lot in my arms. I surround her with my arms to protect her. I tried my best to make My embrace a comfort zone for her or you can say a home for her. I kept my hand on her hairs and played with her hairs so that she will stop crying.

"Rashami why are you crying. ?" I asked her.
I wasn't able to see her like that. She is a strong lady and she doesn't need to fear from that ramlal. My eyes went all teary by now.

"I am sorry. " She said coming out of my arms while wiping her tears. She came into senses I think now.

"For what?" I said as I really don't know why was she apologizing all of sudden.

It felt like she was uncomfortable with my question. I felt I shouldn't have asked .

"What was you doing here" i asked another question inorder to remove awkwardness that she feels.

"I came to bought some necessary things for home. Thanks for this all" she said while leaving towards shop.
I followed her to the shop. After shoping she came out of the shop and I  also followed her.

"Why are you following me" she asked me while giving me a confused look.

"You are not fine so I thought to drop you home" i said. Making my voice soft for her.

"Okay " she sat in my car after sending her driver back to home.

"Oh God what a magic. Rashami Desai doesn't argue with Sidharth shukla for the first time." I said to myself and I also seated my self in the car.

"Oh God this girl will never look after her" I said in my mind and I leaned towards her to make her wear seat belt.
I was so close to her face I could see her eyes, I took a look of her pink lips. They seems so tasty.. i closed my eyes as her fragrance was making me crazy. I had already made her wear seat belt which I realised when she whispered in my ear

" Sid, you have done it now drive the car"

I within a second got myself straight on my seat and started driving the car with a smile.

On the journey neither she speaks a word nor I.  She kept looking out of the car window. I took a look of her after every 2minutes. We reached her place.

" Thank you sid. Come in let's have a cup of tea" she offered me.

"Some other day"I said while smiling as she really needs a rest.

She smiled back and came out of the car. I kept looking on my car as I was also looking at her from the side mirror until she disappears. Soon I reached home I came inside mom was waiting at dinning table for me. I was lost in her thoughts and was smiling as today she was a little bit normal with me. And as always mom caught me.

" Oh hoo sid what is this smile about? Have you met Rashami? Ehm ehm tell me." Mom shouted at me.

"Oooohhhh mommmm, let me come after getting freshen up I will tell you everything" I shouted back while blushing.

I went to my room and got freshen up and checked my phone especially instagram.
As I keep stalking her account so I opened her account and saw a new picture of her with Vishal and the picture made me jealous how close she is to other guys except me but the caption took my heart even then she remembers me there also

"shukla ji yeh pasta chori ka nhi hai humari mehnat ka ha"
I read it a thousand times. My mom called me

I went for dinner while smiling.

Author's Note
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_sana