Rashami's POV

I kept looking on ceilings and my whole life was passing in front of my eyes. Firstly, the most bitter memory of life , that I have grew up without my father. At every step of my life I miss him. The society used to call me a bad omen for my mom as my father left us after my birth, but my mom didn't care about those talks, she brought me up and made me a self dependent girl. My mom gave me all rights to become an independent girl. My brother's loved me alot. My life was good my career became good when I was given a chance in uttran as tapasya. I found Nandish I fell in love we married everything was ok . But one day he left me and I was broken into pieces . I fall on my knees and my mom hold me when I was struggling to live. Soon another big thing happens my career was in loss my houses were not mine. That was the time Arhaan helped me. I am grateful to him for supporting me in my difficult times. But he told I was on the road that wasn't true if he was with me my family was also there for me. My mom was also a great support at that time. After that dil sa dil tak offer came to me as a hope so I accepted the offer. On the set I met sid we grew beautifully in a bond of friendship but jasmine was the one who was jealous from our bond. She make sid to believe in her and we grew a little a part. She told her that I am using him and I am not loyal to anyone . We fought very badly on that day. Due to his aggression he pushed me and I fall on the ground. Director asked him to leave the show. But I know, somewhere he was not doing it by his will, It was his nature to became aggressive and he will be fine after few hours. I told director not to do it, its not only his fault but ours. It was hard for me to make Director to change his decision, but at the end he agreed. After that, i started ignoring sid as it was necessary for me otherwise my heart would have been broken badly.
But one day he came to me with flowers and apologize for his behaviour. He than asked me for dinner I agreed. We went to dinner he proposed me on that day. He being Sidharth shukla doesn't like formalities . It was a simple candle light dinner .

"Will you became my queen and let me became your king? Will you became the mother of my princess? As I want a cute daughter like you. Will you give me your heart?" I still remember his words and his eyes on that day.

I just give him a smile 😊. I liked the way he make me feel special in a simple way. I blushed a lot at his lines.

"But how you know it will be princess" I answered him.

"I want princess naa and that too like you. " He said

" but I want a prince like you" I said.

" What" he asked while smiling I don't listened it clearly tell me again.

I blushed hard over this. I still remember everything.

"No problem we will have a twin" he said while winking at me.

My face turned into a Tomato due to his answer.

We have a long eye lock. We left that place in his car .
I bid him good bye when we reached my place. He hugged me that was our first bone crushing hug . I still remember the warmth of his arms. Everything was normal for two months . One day, an article was published about us and it has my words  that "sidharth shukla used me" said Rashami Desai as headline.
I told jevita to get the details about this. Jevita told me that jasmine has told to publish the article. On that day sid faught with me very badly on the set . I tried to clear his misunderstanding but he was not listening to me . He told me it's over between us. I tried contacting him but he never took my calls. I tried to talk with him in every possible way but he never listened. I started hating the moment I accept him. Our fights become uglier day by day. Director make him leave the show. And at every moment my mom was with me . 
The sun rays fall on my eyes that was when I came out of my thoughts. The realisation hits me hard . I have not slept a bit whole night. I came out of my bed and have a look on sunrise in the hope to see the sunrise in my life. The sunrise that will bring a new beginning to my life. . I went to balcony to do my morning routine i.e exercise and all. I went to take my bath . I have my breakfast with mom.i packed my stuff as today I have to go back to my flat. I got ready as  I have to meet asim Vishal and  Himanshi at the restaurant for the lunch. I went to meet mom before leaving.

"Mom, I am leaving now. Today I will go to my flat" I said with a hug

"This is also your flat stay for some more days atleast" mom asked me while kissing me

"Mom I got a new show to do, so I will be busy. See you soon." I informed mom with a smile

"Ok Sonu , take care of yourself my baby girl" she asked me with warmth and affection.

"Ok mom I love you.." I said while pulling my bag out of the door.

"I love you too Sonu " she shouted so I could here .

When I sat in car , I called javita and nidhi and told them to join us in the restaurant. I left to the restaurant .I have too much fun with asim Vishal Himanshi javita and nidhi . We have white sauce pasta and I miss sidharth when I saw the pasta. I missed devo . I have to visit her also . We enjoyed our day. We cut the cake as we could not on my birthday. I really enjoyed the day.
I came out of restaurant. My eyes were on my phone when I bumped into someone.

"Sorry sorry " I said in a hurry before looking at him

"Rashami " he said in excitement .

"Sid, you here? I am sorry I was looking on my phone so I didn't saw you" I said while looking at him . I was shocked after listening his voice.

"It's okay " he said

I left the place as it was really hard for me to face him. I must say he was looking hot as always and I couldn't take my eyes off from him. To avoid any further conversation I left the place.
I got into my car and left towards ankita's house.I met ankita after a long time . We have a good day together. We talk about everything . In the evening I was on the way back to home when I remember I have to bought few necessary things. I came out of my car and went to a near by shop but to my unfortunate day when I entered the shop mr Arhaan was in front of me. He looked at me with an evil smile. I just avoid him and went inside the shop. But he came behind me and hold my arm with full force. It gives me pain. He takes me out of shop I kept shouting on him but he didn't listened to me at all. After coming at some distance he left my arm

"What the hell is this behaviour? Don't you have some basic manners? What else can anyone expect from you?" I shouted at him as I was boiling with anger.

" Oh look who is talking, you know what you deserve worst than this. You cheap woman. You who slept with thousands of men and dated two men at a time " he said

The earth slips out of my feet after listening this. I couldn't stand I was about to fall when someone holds me. And a tight slap was received by arhaan. I looked at the back to see who was holding me and who slapped him. I was again shocked to see sid behind me. I get lost into his eyes.  He was saying something to Arhaan which I don't listened at all. I was lost in him. He who called me cheap on national television was protecting me . Why? This is what I was thinking.

"Rashami Rashami are you alright?" Sid asked me while holding my face in his hand.

I hugged him and cried a lot in his arms. It was first time someone came to my rescue otherwise I always kept protecting myself all alone. I don't know why I was crying. I could have answered Arhaan . I could have shown him his place. but I don't. Because I am fed-up with all this. He kept his hands over my hairs.

"Rashami why are you crying. ?" Sid asked me. His voice was showing his care for me.

It was when I came into my senses. I realised Arhaan was no where. He had left already.
I looked at him. The eyes of the person who hold me  were having pain and emotions for me. But why who am I to him. What if he still likes me.

"I am sorry. " I said coming out of his arms wiping my tears

"For what?" He said with a confused look.

I was not able to say him that i am sorry for hugging you.

"What was you doing here" he asked me another question .

"I came to bought some necessary things for home. Thanks for this all" I said while leaving towards shop.
He followed me to the shop. After shoping I came out of the shop and he also followed me

"Why are you following me" I asked him. I was really confused over his behaviour.

"You are not fine so I thought to drop you home" he said. His voice was calm.

"Okay " I sat in his car after sending my driver back to home. I wasn't able to say no to him as he came to protect me today.

In the car neither I said a word nor he. I kept looking out of the car window thinking about my life. I completely lost myself to my thoughts . We reached my place.

" Thank you sid. Come in let's have a cup of tea" I asked him

"Some other day" he said while smiling.

I smiled back and came out of his car. I kept looking on his car until it disappears. I came inside my flat.
My flat was full of  loneliness After freshen up I posted a pic of me with Vishal on instagram and tagged sidharth shukla in the caption saying "shukla ji yeh pasta chori ka nhi hai humari mehnat ka ha".  I don't know why I do so but I wanted him to know I really miss him. I have my dinner and went to bed.

Author's note
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