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Seth
I walk into the hospital and into Becky's room and I see her, the sight of her all hooked up to machines is so familiar to me, it makes me feel sick. I drop my school bag down and I walk cautiously towards her bedside, she looks fragile and it makes my heart ache. "Becky...I know you can't hear me but I need to get this off my chest. You...you make me feel things I've never felt before. You make me feel loved and safe, you complete me and as soon as you wake up, I promise I'm going to make you feel those things too because Becks, I~"

"Seth?"

I was interrupted by Sasha at the door, I quickly wiped away the escaped tears and I turned to face her. "You alright?" I just nodded while trying my hardest not to make eye contact to her. "Seth you can talk to me and the boys mind, we understand~"

"No! No you don't, has the girl your so madly in love with hated herself so much that she made it her mission to destroy herself, have you ever spent every single hour of every single day at your loved one's hospital bed...she could die. She may never wake up Sasha, I might not ever be able to tell her what she means to me...I really think I've lost her."

I just broke, my tears overtook me. Sasha moved from the door and walked up to me, wrapping her arms tightly around me. "I'm sorry Seth, I am so so sorry...you're right I don't understand and I'm sorry." I sobbed into her jacket. "I just can't lose her! Sasha ~ I-I can't!"

"Lose who?"

Becky's voice cut through my sobs and I pulled away from Sasha instantly. She had a half smile on her lips as she looked at my sleep deprived state. "Seth...I already feel those things, there's not a person in this world that makes me feel loved...except for you. I already feel safe, I always have..." Sasha quietly slipped out of the door behind me as I took Becky's hand in my own. "I want to get better, I really do but you have to understand it's not that simple. I'll probably have to stay here for a few months, just until my body is ready. Speaking of, we should probably call a nurse." She leant across the grab the remote but I placed my hand on top of hers, stopping her. "Becky...before you do that, I've just got one thing to ask?"

"Yes..."

She looked up at me as I tried to build the courage.

"So Becky, will you~"

"Did somebody call a nurse? Oh great Becky you are awake! Let me go and call your doctor, then we'll be ready to check you out." Becky looked away from me and I almost felt my heart drop out of disappointment, I was really about to ask her and I got interrupted.

The nurse left as soon as she came in. Becky looked back up at me, waiting for my question. "Well, what do you need to ask me?" She smiled slightly as she waited for my answer. "Pointless now, I've forgotten it!" I was lying, but I probably need to prepare a few things before...like I need to buy a ring, you can't propose to a girl without a ring. "Oh alright then, wonder what they've all got to say..." She pointed towards the door as an abundance of nurses and doctors waltzed in.

"So Becky, it's great to see you awake. So your body shut down, everything was failing but we somehow managed to get you into a coma. Now, your body has regenerated some of the cells you destroyed and things are already looking better. But to keep this going we need to, keep you in hospital for a number of weeks to ensure full recovery, a specialised treatment course to generate dead cells and a diet plan. This way your body should make a full recovery! Now we've done lots of testing and scans so we have a clear plan of action. Our welfare officer is going to sort out school work and tutors to help you while you stay here, everything is going to be okay. But there's one thing, if you ever go back to the drugs...you will die."

"Could we speak to the welfare officer please?"

"Of course Rebecca, I'll send him right up. Now you rest, drink some water."

Her doctors left and I turned to Becky, who still somehow had a smile covering her face. "Look don't be worried about me, you heard what he said...if I do all this I'll be fine! Everything is going to be okay and like I said before, this is my last chance Seth, this is it." She leant forward, our faces were now inches apart. I could feel her breath on my skin and it made my little hairs stand up. She kissed first, pressing her lips to mine gently but I kissed back, raking my hands through her hair as the kiss got deeper. "Ahem!" We broke apart and both of our faces turned red with embarrassment as the welfare officer stood in the doorway. "I understand you'd like to speak to me?" He had a low voice, he didn't really look like a welfare officer but we went with it anyway. "I was just wondering if there was anyway, Seth could stay here too? Have his work sent over here by the school...we'd get it all done, we work well together. I promise!"

"Well I can see that, so you want me to get your boyfriend to stay here too. Yeah, I can't see why not? I'll ring the school up later and let them know, now there's a girl sitting outside with blue hair should I let her in?"

"Yeah please."

The welfare officer walked out and Sasha walked back in. "You alright Becky?" She nodded, patting the bed alongside her. "So have I missed anything?" Sasha's face lit up at the thought of drama and me and Becky both laughed between ourselves. Maybe she really does want to do this, maybe Becky will get better...

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