Seth
I help Becky into Romans car, she's still weak and is getting sick. I think it's because she hasn't taken any drugs in a little over a week. I think everyone who we are close friends with now knows Becky has taken drugs, I should say takes drugs.
"Roman drive slow, I really don't fancy being sick today."
He threw Becky a cheerful smile as he started the engine.
"Sure, I'll go slower."
"Thanks..."
We pulled out of the hospital car park and I felt Becky grab onto my hand, I can tell she feels like shit. She's got dark bags under her eyes and her skin is as pale as snow, she also feels ice cold. We are about five minutes into the drive when Becky speaks.
"Ro, you're going to have to pull over."
He nods and pulls over, Becky just about manages to get out of the car before she's sick. I shuffle over the back seats and hold Becky's hair back. I turn to Roman and see him grimacing.
"How far away are we?"
"About ten minutes?"
I nod slowly and continue to hold back her hair.
"How long have you known...that she's on heroine?"
Romans question shocks me but I answer it anyway.
"Not long, a few days before she overdosed."
I can't tell him the truth, if he knows I've known for months I can guarantee he'd be pissed. He nods satisfied with my answer and turns on the radio, he turns it up high to block up the sounds of Becky being sick. After a minute I let go of Becky's hair.
"I feel like shit Rollins, I might have to walk. I don't know if I can get back in the car."
I looked between Roman and Becky and jumped out of the car.
"Roman we're gonna walk, I feel too sick to get in your car. I also don't want to ruin it."
He smiles sympathetically at her and nods his head.
"All right, but make sure one of you text me once your home."
"I'll make sure one of us does."
I shut Romans car door and me and Becky start the long walk home.
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By the time we get home, it's half past three in the afternoon. Becky's been sick about ten times, I do feel bad for her. It must be horrible for her, she's must feel like shit.
"I want to stop the drugs Seth~but I can't keep feeling like this."
We stood outside my door and I could feel something was off.
"I know and I'm sorry."
"Please...I need the drugs."
I could hear the desperation in her voice as she pleaded with me to give her the drugs.
"I can't let you do this to yourself anymore, I'm sorry."
I went to put the key in the door but the lock was busted, I pushed the door open and saw my house in shreds. I hear Becky gasp from behind me, we walk into the house and I notice a note on the kitchen counter.
"I told you there'd be hell..."
"This is my fault, this is all my fault."
I turn around and see Becky, she's got tears in her eyes.

Rebecca
"This is my fault...all those months ago when you let me into your house I knew one day something like this would happen but I didn't leave, I let it happen. This is all my fault, I bought drugs without money and I knew if I didn't pay up they'd destroy my stuff and I let it happen."
I felt the room start to get smaller as I struggled to breathe, my vision started to become blurred as I looked around Seth's smashed up house. This is all my fault.
"Junkie."
"Fag."
"Where's my money!"
"Go kill yourself."
"Whore."
I looked up at Seth and I think he could tell something was wrong. I grasped at the counter where the note from my dealer lay.

Seth
I take both of Becky's hands in mine and I try to get her to calm down.
"Becky look at me, don't think about the house and just focus on me. Take a deep breath, I can fix the house it's fine. Just breathe for me."
She shook her head and I could see her skin start to turn whiter than I thought possible.
"Becky please, take a deep breath."
"I've ruined everything..."
"No you haven't, I'll sort them out okay."
She grabbed one of my arms and looked at me directly in my eyes.
"You can't do that, they'll kill you."
Her tears started to flow down her face as she looked into my eyes.
"Becky don't worry about anything it'll all get sorted just focus on breathing. In and out, do it with me."
When I walked into the house, I felt angry but seeing how much it's affecting Becky I can't be mad at her, I can't add stress to her already awful life.
"I've done bad things Seth, I don't want to hurt you anymore."
"Becky I knew what I was getting in for when I agreed to help you, I'm not going to let you go no matter what trouble you bring me. I gave up on somebody a long time ago and I lost them so I'm not going to give up on you too."