Rebecca
The familiar scent of bleach fills my nose as I wake up, I instantly recognise the smell as the smell of the hospital. Last thing I remember is sitting in Seth's bathroom injecting a fuck ton of heroine into my arms. I see in the corner of my eye that Seth is sleeping, using my hand I start to gently massage his head , he lets out a hum to show he's enjoying it. After a moment or so he peeled his eyes open.
"Look at me, I can't even kill myself. I don't do anything right..."
"Hey hey Becky look at me, I'm sorry about yesterday."
"You don't have anything to be Sorry about, I was the one who bought heroine behind your back knowing full well I didn't have any money to pay for it."
I felt my neck start to heat up as I felt his hand intertwine with mine.
"I was stupid for thinking you could quit without any help at all, so I'm sorry for that. I said I was going to help you but I didn't, I just kept telling myself that I was helping you. We've both done things wrong but what do you say we just move past all this and forget about it."
I smiled happily at him.
"This time, I really will help you."
"This is my last chance Rollins, this is it."
A knock at the door ended our sweet conversation, the door opened and Sasha, Charlotte, Dean, Roman and Bayley all walked in.
"We brought you these flowers."
Dean placed them on the little cabinet thingy, white and red roses.
"They're beautiful, thank you."
"How are you?"
I look across at Charlotte who has a worried expression on her face.
"I'm good, a bit tired but I'm good."
She seemed satisfied with my answer and her lips curled into a smile, I could tell she'd been really worrying.
"I've had Seth looking after to me, so I am a lucky girl!"
"Are you two going to get together or what?"
Roman asks from across the room.
"You and Charlotte have to get together before we will mate."
It's now Roman and Charlottes turn to look embarrassed. My phone buzzes on the counter and I just about manage to grab it, it's a text from an unknown number.
"Hey Rebecca, it's your mom here. I miss you, if you could let me know if your okay that'll be amazing."
I shook my head as I placed my phone down, she never seemed to care when her husband was destroying all my shit but I've been gone for a few months and now she decides to text!
"Becks you alright?"
I look over at Sasha who looks a little concerned.
"Yeah I'm fine, just got one of those stupid texts."
"Ugh I hate those."
Bayley chimes into the conversation proceeding to pull out her phone and show us all the stupid texts she receives. I find it cute and Sasha starts to laugh.
"Bayley you must sign your emails up to some shit."
The whole room bursts into laughter as Sasha starts to read out some of the weird things Bayley has received.
"Well we best be off to let you get some rest, It was good seeing you looking so well."
"Thanks guys, I'll see you whenever I'm allowed out of here I suppose..."
"See you Beckster."
Dean is the last to speak before they all leave the room leaving just me and Seth alone.
"So about what Roman said~"
Seth starts the conversation but I have to cut him off.
"What if it's what I want?"
The question lingered in the air for a moment, Seth's gaze caught mine and I felt my head had my heart start to race.
"What if it's want too?"
Seth spoke confidently and I felt my heart in my throat...I could feel myself leaning forward and suddenly my lips collided with Seth's, the kiss sent a feeling of electric through my body. I felt fireworks exploding in my stomach, this is what I needed right now. Seth is what I need right now, I pulled away to catch my breath and my gaze instantly fell into his.
"So..."
"So...Becks do you wanna maybe go out sometime."
"Yeah, I would very much like that."
I pressed another kiss to his lips and I felt the sparks again, maybe I've finally found something good in my life let's just hope I can hold onto it.