Sometimes depression just hits
Then it bounces back
It hangs in the air a bit
Then it comes back again 10 fold
Now that it is 10 pm

Scratch that, its nearly midnight

You're blasting music on your earbuds because its the only way to can breakup the thoughts. Playing it aloud is not enough, it has to be the earbuds. Its damaging your ears, you know it but honestly who cares right.

You wanna scratch, tear, scream, do anything but the numbness is too deeply rooted already you cant even close your eyes, so you stare at the dark ceiling, pretending if you stare long enough maybe it'll go away.

But it won't. You could loose your hearing but it wont mute the thoughts that rage in your head.

Too bad.

Can you hear it yet? The way im screaming for help.