*You're My Angel
A one shot where Louis kidnaps Harry and writes about it.
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Day 1,
I kidnapped Harry Styles. I don't completely know why I decided to do it. Part of the reason being was that he was too beautiful. Nobody deserves to see how beautiful the boy really is. He's like an angel. Yes! That's it! An angel.
He came to my shop ever day to buy something. Sometimes he wouldn't even buy something, but just come to talk. I didn't know why the man wanted to come to a shop that sold tight women's jeans and blouses, but either way it got him there.
I gave him a new pair of clean clothes to wear and some food and water. He didn't accept the clothes, but he did take the food and water. He hasn't spoken to me at all. He just sits on the mattress I have for him and stares at me.
I have to go check on him.
-Louis.
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Day 3
Sorry I skipped a day. I forgot to write yesterday, but nothing exciting really happened. I went into his room and sat across from him. Neither of us said a thing all day, we just looked at each other. At first I tried to talk, but after a while I knew he wasn't going to answer anyway so I gave up.
I hope he starts talking to me. I don't want him to think I want to kill him and I keep telling him that, but I don't know if he believes it. I just want us to be together I guess. He's so beautiful and his beauty shouldn't be shared with the outside world.
At least not yet.
-Louis
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Day 4
Harry spoke to me today. I was offering him a shirt he was interested in buying from my shop. He took it, but didn't change into it. I asked him how he was feeling and he shrugged. He's starting to respond!
Then, I asked him why he thinks I took him and he answered! He said, "I don't know." I then explained why I did it. Or at least what I know about why I took him. I told him that he was beautiful and nobody can have that. He didn't show any emotion to that. To bad.
I hope this is slowly starting to lead to the road of success!
-Louis
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Day 7
It's been a week since I've took him. I got really busy the last couple of days. I've been setting things up for the final plan. I had a brilliant idea for how I was going to make him beautiful enough to be witnessed by the world.
I hope this works for his sake. If it doesn't he'll never get to see the light of day again.
-Louis
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Day 8
My mom said that if you catch an angel never let it go. That's why she said she always kept me closer to her because I was her angel. I spoke to her yesterday and she said that she was proud of me for catching my angel.
I'm glad I can make her happy!
-Louis
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Day 9
Harry and I had a small conversation today! It went really well!
Louis: How are you doing? Do you need anything?
Harry: I want to go home Lou
Louis: This is your home now! Can't you see that?
Harry: No Louis. That's not how it works. Please let me go.
Louis: That's the last time I want to hear it. I'll bring food for you in a bit.
I wasn't happy that he wants to leave me, but I'm glad that he's responding. He even used the nicknames! I'm not sure how he knows. I guess he heard a co-worker call me that before.
-Louis
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Day 10
I had the nightmare again.
He was there again and was...abusing me. I kept begging for him to stop, but he wouldn't! I wanted him to stop, but he didn't, he never does! Why can't he just understand that I didn't want it?
Harry heard me screaming and woke me up. He told me that I had fallen asleep in his room and he wanted to help.
I can never remember what my abuser looks like. I can never see his face because it's always dark, but I noticed the person' hair.
Curly. Long and curly.
-Louis
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Day 12
I spoke with my best friend yesterday. I asked him if I knew a Harry Styles. He told me that Harry was my ex boyfriend.
Everything makes sense now.
That's why he knew my favorite nickname.
I probably broke up with him because he abused me! That's why I can't love anymore! Harry ruined it for me! This also explains why I was so attracted to him when I hardly knew him!
This just means that now I have a motive.
-Louis
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Day 13
It begins today.
I confronted Harry. He said he never did anything. He did tell me we were at thing, but he lied about abusing me! How can someone lie about that? That just made me more upset.
I don't want to kill him though. Or else I don't think so.
I have no clue what I've gotten myself into at this point.
I want to hurt him, but I don't know how.
-Louis
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Day 14
I know that one of the things that Harry holds most dear is his beauty. It has to be. If I make him ugly that will not only let other people see him for his true form, but also destroy one of the good things about him.
I plan on destroying his face. Then I'm going to leave cuts on his body. Just enough so that it leaves scars, but not enough to kill.
I want him to be self aware of his ugliness all the time.
-Louis
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Day 15
I destroyed his face last night. It was wonderful. I gave him two black eyes and cuts all over the place. I also spread salt in the wounds because I want him to be in pain.
He was crying so hard and a part of me felt guilty because I didn't want to hurt him, but another part pushed me farther because he made me cry too. He made me go through so much pain and he had to suffer.
-Louis
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Day 18
I stitched Harry's wounds together a couple of days ago. He's in a lot of pain and is resting for now, but come time when he can move around I will start to destroy his self worth. I will play the same mind games that he played on me.
People say that revenge never lasts, but this feels like it will last.
The one thing that doesn't settle with me is that Harry now seems unfazed by it. It's like he thinks he deserves it or like he's used to it. I don't know. He does deserve it.
-Louis
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Day 20
I found one of my old journals. I'm so confused. Nothing makes sense anymore. My journal keeps telling me that Harry has been nothing but kind to me while we dated. It has tons of pictures of us and I look so happy in them.
I know I would never be happy if he did those things to me.
Nothing is adding up.
-Louis
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Day 21
I visited Mom today. I needed to understand everything. Why had I been so happy while Harry abused me?
She told me it was because he brainwashed me and that the only person that really loved me was her.
I'm always supposed to believe my mom right?
Anyway, I also asked her why she couldn't come visit me. She told me it was because she was locked up.
I asked one of the friendly people at the desk why she was locked up and that I wanted to bring Mom home. She gave me a weird look and told me that she was in jail for sexually abusing a minor.
-Louis
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Day 22
I decided to figure out why Mom was in jail. There was no way that she sexually abused someone. She was loving and kind! She loved me so much and I was always with her. I would know if she had done something like this!
I decided go to the police and ask about it. One of the kind police officers sat me down and told me that my mom was in jail because she sexually abused me for 8 years! They had the nerve to tell me that my mom abused me! That couldn't be right! I was so mad I stormed off and left.
I called Liam and he told me the same thing. There is no way that is the real story.
-Louis
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Day 24
I asked Harry about it. I told him that if he was honest and told me the truth then I would let him go. If he lied I would keep him. He pinky promised he would tell the truth.
He told me that Mom started it when I was 10. We got together when we were 17. I broke down and told him about when I turned 18. Harry helped put her in jail. We continued dating for 5 more years. He said that 5 years into our relationship I started having nightmares again. We both brushed it aside. He proposed to me a few months later. A year after the nightmares started he admitted me to a mental hospital because I had started seeing things. I was in for a year. In that year Harry was told to break up with me because that relationship was causing me stress and PTSD. When I got out I opened the business and Harry came to visit me every day because he was still in love with me.
I had a sinking feeling that he was right.
-Louis
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Day 25
I let Harry go. He told me that he was only going to the police so that I could get more help. He told me that he still loved me even after everything I did to him.
I don't know what I did to deserve him.
He's my angel.
I know now that what my mom said was wrong: that if you find an angel hold onto them. She was wrong because when you find an angel you have to let them go because angels aren't supposed to live on the human world. They're supposed to watch us. Or that's what Harry said.
Harry called me his angel.
-Louis
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