Lapis's P.O.V.

The moment (Y/n) kissed me, I was in shock. I hadn't expect something like that to happen. It was always something I witnessed and thought of what it would be like to actually kiss someone but never anything that I had actually done. I couldn't even question him when his lips parted from mine because it wasn't long before he kissed me a second time. The second time was even more overwhelming than the first one as his tongue explored my mouth. My cheeks burned, my eyes fluttered and the clasping of our hands tightened. (Y/n) eyes slowly opened. They were still as white and blank as ever and even though he couldn't see me, I felt helpless as if he was truly gazing into my very being.

(Y/n): Gems fuse with each other and humans love each other. What do you think of the concept?

Lapis: But why me. I did...terrible things.

I say, trying to hide my face in my hands but (Y/n) gabbed them firmly and pinned me to his bed.

(Y/n): It doesn't matter what you've done in the past, I'll still love you.

He said before placing his kiss against mine.

(Y/n): My only regret is that I hadn't met you sooner.

He said as he stroked my cheek. I could never tell him how much I liked it when he touched me but I knew he already knew this already. Touch and sound was a big part of his life. He touched me any and everywhere in whatever place he could find. When he noticed some area were more sensitive than the others he would tease the spot more in order to get a sound out of me. I felt that my moans were embarrassing but he was desperate to hear my voice, enticing me to be even louder.

H even nipped me as his hands glided along my skin. I could feel my neck, my chest and arms bruising. Feeling on my ever changing face, (Y/n)'s expression became worried as if he figured I was having seconds thoughts about what we were doing.

(Y/n): Do you want me to stop?

He asked and  somewhat teasing but serious voice.

Lapis: I-I'm fine...

I managed to breathe out. I didn't want him to feel like I was only bearing this for his sake. These actions were strange and knew and nothing like what gems usually do. A fusion was a simple but very emotional dance and two gems became one in an instance. Humans however, have a totally different way off being so close to each other. I was scared but at the same time, if (Y/n) were a gem I would fuse with him with no doubts and even now I still want to, regardless if he's human.

He took my response into consideration and continued his gentle movements. Gradually, he flipped me over on my stomach and began to trace my gem. I shuttered as I gripped the bed sheets. I let out a loud moan when  felt him kissing and licking around my gem. I could feel his fingers undoing the blue sash ribbon of my crop top. (Y/n) pulled off the fabric as it slowly drifted to the floor. I was eve more embarrassed now as I had never really taken off my clothing and I tried to hide my face beneath the bangs of my hair, not wanting (Y/n) to see me like this. (Y/n) still flipped over on back, taking the time to sniff my hair deeply. I remember on numerous occasion of him saying how much he loved how I smelled.

He was already prying at my hands that covered my chest and it didn't take long for me to give in. He immediately started attacking my chest and the pleasure from his actions made me latch onto him and writhe beneath him. He was smirking, he was enjoying this and so was I. I....loved (Y/n) too. Being like this with him felt nice and more importantly....it felt right. I reached my hands up to cup his face and (Y/n) was slightly taken back when I kissed him with as much need and want as he did to me. He smiled into the kiss, holding me tightly.

I was willing to let him do with me as he pleased. One of his hands made there way up my skirt and tug it down. Before I knew it both (Y/n) and I were bare beneath the sheets as he lay on top of me. By now, I couldn't hide how nervous I was. (Y/n) noticed this and he didn't hesitate to calm me down. I didn't know what was to come next but I trust him.

(Y/n): Lapis, do you trust me?

He whispered in my ear before nibbling on it.

Lapis: O-of course.

I managed to breathe out. He seemed extremely happy with my response before telling me something.

(Y/n): Spread your legs.

He said nonchalantly. I slowly did what he asked of me. At first I felt a bulge from him that I had felt previously but had not said anything about it. Risking a peek, looked down towards (Y/n)'s nether regions and my face rose with heat at the sight. Before I could comprehend what I saw, I felt (Y/n) push into me. I let out a rough mewl.

Lapis: (Y/n)!

I called out.

(Y/n): I wish I could see how beautiful you are but I'll never get tired of hearing your voice.

He said as I latched onto him tightly and put my legs around his waste. He waited for me to adjust to him and it was such a weird but wonderful sensation and it only hurt for a moment. I smiled up at (Y/n) before he buried his face into the crook of my neck and continued his movements. They were gentle  and slow at first becoming more rough and passionate with each passing minute. It was so wonderful to experience this closeness with him, it's as effective as fusion. I was so desperate for him and became addicted to him. I kissed him as he moved into me and my tongue was met with his. We were both so hot, heat radiated from us like the heat from his oven when he was baking.

The heat was intense, causing droplets of sweat to form from (Y/n) that dripped on me. I think (Y/n) was becoming exhausted because he began to slow down and something inside me began to bring an ocean of pleasure with me. Booth our breaths hitched and I found that my scream echoed throughout the room. I felt something hot and wet come into me, dripping from my leg. (Y/n) held onto me tightly. With him still inside me, he gave me loving kisses and he didn't seem to want to stop his actions anytime soon. It was well into the night that my voice rang out for (Y/n) but we could be together like as many times as he wanted. I didn't mind at all.