Your words hurt

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Lances pov

I shoot at the witch but she blasts one spell at me and then suddenly she's gone.

I watch the angry pink smoke make its way towards me and seep into my skin. It feel like water was trickling under my skin and flesh and being absorbed by my bones.

I shook my head, then started walking towards my lion. Why would she just leave like that? She had me cornered.

I ignore the strange encounter and continue back to the castle.

"Is everyone okay?"shiro asks us as soon as we all have made it to our lions. Everyone says they are fine and I wonder if I should voice my worry's or not....I decide against it and just continue to keep my mouth shut.

"Great, I'll see you at the castle."shiro says and we land. We stand in a line ready for our leader to tell us how it went.

"You all did so amazing, you are turning into brave men and women....and lance."he says turning his head towards me and I feel a sharp pain in my heart and on my chest, and I suck in a breath as he walks up to me.

"What were you doing? Were you goofing off up there?! Did you even take down any of the enemy's."shiro says, I feel a pain on my shoulder and my back.

"I came face to face wi-"I start but I was cut off.

"Stop, no excuses lance. You are the weak link and you need to shape up! If you continue to be useless then you will get someone killed."shiro growls out. I feel a huge burning at the corner of my chest down to the bottom of my stomach in a diagonal line, like a knife was slowly being pulled through my body, all I could feel was burning pain, and I let out a cry of surprise and looked down at my abdomen that was covered by armor and a black elastic cloth, where was the pain coming from?

"Lance stop faking it your fine."pidge says annoyed from my side. I feel a smaller burn at the top of my back. I felt myself grow tired and lighter. What was going on?

"He might actually be hurt, lance you okay?"hunk asks getting closer to me and placing a hand on my shoulder that has the cut on it. I hiss out in pain and rip my shoulder out of his grip.

"I'm fine hunk."I say in rough tone and I instantly felt bad about it.

"Is that blood?"keith asks, his eyes looking at my chest plate which now has some red on it, it must have soaked through the elastic. I wanted to close my eyes for a second and try to make the world look as clean cut as it used to. For it was starting to get fuzzy. I feel a hand get placed on my other shoulder, I turn to see shiro with a scared look.

I stumble backwards out of his grip and I continue to walk away backwards from them, my eyes seething with furry. My legs felt shaky, and I could hear what sounded like a flat line in my ears. Blood was falling fast from the big cut on my chest, and the smaller ones didn't seem to help. I don't understand? I never remember getting hit?

"No, you don't get to care now, not when I'm in physical pain." I say my voice low and I turn to walk out. Help me during my emotional pain, and my physical...then I know your my true friend.

"Fine then, all high and mighty! Leave take care of it yourself!"keith lashes out from where he was. I could feel his sharp words pierce my body like a knife. I feel a huge gash from the top of my arm to the midsection form, and blood instantly started to fall down it, I felt a pain on my tounge, and my mouth started to fill with a warm metallic liquid, it filled pretty fast actually. I stoped for a minute to spit out the liquid, and I watch the red splatter on the floor. I wanted to turn back, to beg to go in the pod, to ask for help. But I knew if I did they would only make it worse, they would throw insults at me and refuse to help, or at least be rude about helping me, if they didn't want to help me before I was bleeding out then they weren't really my friends, if they could continue to throw insults at me while I was in pain...then they weren't the hero's everyone thought them to be.

I stand up straight again and continue to walk out, some blood dribbling down my chin landing on my armor, more blood falling from my limbs and chest leavings trail as i walk towards the door.

"We didn't need you on this team!"keith shouts again, I feel a large gash open on my back, it felt like the one on my chest, by now I could tell this was their words doing this to me, and the more hurtful the words, the worse the cut.

Once I walked out of the room I leaned against the wall, I no longer had to put on a show. I opened my mouth and let the blood fall out while I try to get more air in, I was panting and my legs didn't want to hold me up any more. I was putting most of my weight against the wall, I could feel the blood from my arm spread onto the wall as I walked towards my room, with each step I could feel my legs slowly give out and I was coming closer and closer to the floor.

The world was starting to spin, and the flat line in my ears was all I could hear besides the slow thumping of my heart.

When I woke up this morning if you asked me if I thought one conversation would kill me...I probably wouldn't have been surprised, I have been suffering for a while, and even though I didn't want to die at this moment....I didn't really have any problem with it. My team just told me they didn't want me on their team, the boy I loved said how worthless I was...I slide down to the floor my legs no longer able to hold me up, I wasn't even able to make it to my room.as I lean against the room, my breathing slowing down despite my lack of oxygen.

I felt my eyelids start to shut, I was okay with this, I'm not scared, I'm just...okay with it.

Keith's pov

They had all gone to do their own things, but I couldn't help but feel a nagging. I felt terrible for what I said.

It was one of my flaws when I get scared, I do and say things I don't mean, I get defensive. I slip out of the group and go down the hallway lance went down so I could apologize to him.
I saw blood on the wall and floor, so sped up my pace, as I went father down the blood grew into larger amounts, and I went fast and faster.

Till I was face to face, with the corpse of lance. I scream out his name and rush to his side.

I press my head to his chest and listen for anything....but I hear nothing. I pull my head back, the side of it now coated in lances blood. Why didn't we help him earlier?

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