This chapter is called I'm sorry because I'm apologizing

I'm very sorry for what your about to read.

I hope your ready to see hunk at his worst.

Lances pov

"Do you ever miss earth?"i question my best friend. Instead of his warm happy voice i am met with a low growl

"Do you ever shut the hell up!"hunk yells at me. I feel a bit taken back and flinch at the foreign words my friend said.

"W-what?"i ask, my voice cracking. I was used to hearing these things from the others but not from hunk. I knew he must have thought this but actually hearing it was horrible.

"All you ever so is whine and complain, and cry about wanting to see earth and see your family. Well i have a family on earth too! Do you see me fucking complaining?! No!"hunk shouts at me, hearing his voice at such a level was enough to send shivers down anyone's spine...but to hear the words he spoke hurt even more.

"Hunk if you wanted me to stop you could have asked, i would have tried to stop for you cause your my best friend"i say trying to get hunk to calm down, though i can feel my bottom lip start to quiver in sadness.

" enough with that. I was never your friend i only pretended to be your friend while at the garrison because we were stuck together, and then we got stuck here together...just my luck. But i cant take it anymore, i cant keep pretending that i like you!"hunk exclaims. I feel my spine stiffen, then my body starts to quiver, my arms start shaking and it slowly moves to the rest of my body. Soon all over is shaking and i bite my lip to keep in a sob.

"O-okay"i whisper out trying to keep my voice steady but failing. I run out of the kitchen, going down different hallways to get to my room. How could he...he was my best friend. When no one else could stand me he was there, my only friend. I was so proud i was able to get even one friend...but that was a lie. Maybe they were right maybe i am unlovable. God I'm so fucking useless and pathetic, voltron dosent need me...and hunk...my best friend...my reason to keep smiling so he wouldn't get worried...the person who kept me calm, kept me anchored....was gone, was lie...

I let out gross sobs and whimpers as i crash onto the bathroom floor in my room. Wave of sadness is already spread through my body, now i had no reason to stay alive, i used to grasp onto the idea of hunk needing his best buddy, but now he dosent. No one else needs me. Blue can get a new paladin, Keith loves shiro not me, one less distraction to pidge, one less burden to coran, one less annoyance to allura, one less mistake for shiro to watch...

I think I'm ready to go now...

Third person pov

A shot rang out through the ship, when pidge ran in...and found a body. She screamed so loud, she searched for a note but nothing. Keith ran in next then shiro both equally terrified. Hunk walked in, and grinned.

"I knew that pussy wouldn't be able to survive after that"he says in a low voice shocking the team, when he turns to face them his eyes glow a bright yellow.