Lances pov

"Thank you all for your great work and contribute to saving the universe."I say into the mic.

"It has been a long war, it hasn't been easy. We have lost many...and we have killed many. We have had our own disagreements and our own struggles, but in the end we came together and put an end to the galra!"I shout and everyone cheers.

"Thank you, and may you all live in peace."I say and walk off the stage. I start leaving when a hand grips my shoulder and I turn to see the red paladin.

"Hey leader, we would like you to join us for a celebration." Jonathan says. I take his hand of my shoulder and shake my head.

"No, tonight I do not celebrate. Today I morn for whom I have lost....but you guys go and enjoy yourselves."I say my stone cold expression still placed on my face. He gives a nod and walks away. I sigh and turn back to continue my own trek.

Soon I make it to the grave yard of brave hero's. The stones that stand out the most are

Pidge of earth

Allura. Of Aleta

Coran of altea

Shiro of earth

Keith of earth

Hunk of earth

I feel my legs buckle and I fall to my knees in front of the grave stones.

I let out a blood curdling scream, I pull at the grass, i smack my head and pull at my hair and I punch the ground.

Finally I have lost the energy to attack, to scream and all I can do is cry and whimper.

"W-we won..."I whimper... and put my head down between my knees.

"We won!"I shout and more tears spill over my eyes lids faster.

"We won...so why do I feel like I have lost..."I whimper.

"H-have I made your proud...I lead the people of all colonies to peace....I constructed plan after plan...One sleepless night after another...d-did I do good...am I now worthy in your eyes...I-if I c-come to you...w-will you not look down upon me in shame...w-would you welcome me with open a-arms..."I sob out.

"I-I hope...I hope you will welcome me... because I cannot stay here any longer...I have served my purpose...I just want to see you again..."I whisper and place a hand to my mouth allowing tiny little pills to slide inside. I swallow to the best of my ability's and I just sit there waiting for death.

I hope I have made you proud...