lances pov

i reach my hand down to help keith up after he had fallen in training, he looks up at me and suddenly he stops. His hand mid air, his eyes wide and soon that second of shock is over. after that second of shock he rams himself against the wall pure fear on his face.

"l-lance, what is happening to you" he mumbles out words barely audiable, i take a glance at what he is looking and see my hand has taken the form of dust.

"wha- i dont know what is happening..." i say, my words slow as I take in the sight of my disappearing hand. I try to remeber anything dangerous i did in the past few days, 1. fought a battle to save earth...no... 2. jumped infront of pidge...no 3. was dumped in a tub of acid...maybe, but proably not.

4. died and came back to life....shit

"im dead" imumble and stare at the hand thats turning to dust.

"wha- what no your not!" keith shouts now standing up but still keeping some space between us and just like that i run out of the room to find allura. my legs going as fast as they could. i go down diffrent halls frantically calling out alluras name, despite this once being my school i seemed to have forgot where everything was. finally in a big room with the robot we had fought i see allura.

"allura!' shout. the room goes silent as she turns towards me, then i hear it the sound of another pair of feet behind me. keith must have followed but that didn't matter.

my heart was in my head pounding against the inside of it makeing it the loudest thing i hear, it raced so fast i never thought i would be able to catch my breath.

"what is it lance? i have very important things to do and cant deal with your nonsense now." allura says an annoyed look on her face.

"i dont think it worked." i whipser my voice seemed restricted by the cement that filled up my throat makieng my words have to try and force their away around it.

"what did wo- oh my..." she says, my hand now held up for her to see.

"i dont think you saved me." i force more words around the hardened cement.

" whats going on?!" keith asks, the fear radiating off his voice.

"why wouldnt it have worked?" she asked me, now comeing closer to get a better look at my hand.

"stop playing the pro noun game, what happened!?" keith asks, his voice growing even more fantic and the sound seemed to drag people inside the room.

"this isnt happening to shiro..."she mutter studying the hand. then her eyes widen you could practically see them glowing with the answer, her face drops and glass covers her eyes.

" i think its because shiro had a body that wasnt dead, and i stuck you into your dead body. lance your mind is alive but your body is dead..." allura says.

"whats going on?" A new voice asks, this time with more athourity then keiths.

" im dying." i tell shiro and keith, i feal tears brim my eyes, and a smile curve my lips up.

"im-im finally dying." i say and sob after.

"after all this time." i say and soon i feel giggles erupt from my throat breaking the cement that was placed inside opeing my airways, a flood of air fills my insides as i breath in and scontinue my laughing, soon the giggles turn into chuckling that turn into body shaking laughter. finally i calm down, tears slide from my eyes, everyone looks scared but not because my forearm has been eaten up by the dust...no because i have cracked.

"ive begged for death for as long as i can remeber. now, now when i finally have my family, when all finally seems to be calm and good...i lose it all." i say my legs slowly giving out and i fall to my knees head in my hands, my breathing wracking my whole body sending earthquakes through my person with each breath. i feel a pair of arms wrap around me holding me close, and letting me sob in their chest, the whisper sweat nothings inro my ear, rubbing my back and soon i am calm, only slow tears role off my face.

"why are you dying.." the voice whispers, when i look up and realise the floor is not only wet by my tears but also by the black paladins tears.

" i already died...this is just finishing the job. out in space, i-i took a blow and...well allura brought me back, but it wasnt permanent i guess." i mumble, the black paladins eyebrows furrow and his jaw sets itself in a scowel.

"what?!" he says breathily, you would have to be the most obliviouse person in the world not to notice the anger radiating from his person with each word.

"you died?! and- and NO BODY TOLLED US!" he shouts, now he stands up and turns to allura who looks horror stuck, practically shaking in her spot, fear dripping from her being.

"why did you tell us?!?!" he shouts at the fearfull princess, arms wrap around his arms and holds him back from takeing anymore steps towards allura.

"calm down keith." shiro says in a calm voice, holding the male back. the scene even scared me and the angery boy was defending me.

"i will not calm down!" he shouts attempting to wriggle his way out of shiros strong hold.

"whats going on?" a voice asks, we all turn to look at pidge and hunk, well all of us besides keith who seemed to have fixed his death glare on the blue paladin.

"she forgot to mention lances death!" keith shouts, not bothering to look at them still.

"what?!" hunk shouts, an outraged look on his face and an angered look also placed on the gremlins face, both seem to be striding towards allura and shiro didnt have enough arms to grab all of them. i stand up in my shaky legs, which was hard now because i only have one arm now and my whole side including part of my leg is being demolished.

" guys calm down!" i shout, holding my arm out attempting to calm them, now they all look at me and gasp at my missing limb.

" i am dying! my last moments wont be watching you tare each other appart"i shout at them, i watch as they all look away from me in shame. i felt like a brick had just hit me... i was dying and i only had what a few minutes, it was spreading fast... what did i want to do with my last few moments on this world or any other world for that case.

strangely i didnt want to spend it with my family, but didnt want to spend it with the paladins... i wanted to spend it with my friend, my friend i had grown feelings for. i took a few steps toward him, shiros arms falling off the boy, he walks towards me as well, we meet half way our lips connecting.

"sorry to do this to you before i die." i say to keith, he smiles at me tears in his eyes. i didnt want to spend it with the leader, the fearless man who did risky things, i wanted to spend it with keith, the one who showed fear and compassion, who i comforted and who could comfort me.

" its fine." he whispers, he held me in his arms as i felt parts of my face and chest dissapear.

" i love you.." i whsiper out, i could feel my body slowly pulling apart, strangly it didnt hurt, it... felt nice, like all the pain i was in was slowly being released and i could finally sleep, maybe dying wasnt so bad...

" i love you too" was the last thing i heard...

keiths pov

i stayed until his whole body was gone, i could hardly see it happen my vision was to blurry from the salty water that coated and over flowed it. once its finally gone i stand slowly, i feel a wave of anger flood through my body . soon a flash of black is seen in the corner of my eye and i feel a new weight in my hand. with my new passion and adrenaline i walk through the hallway, till i stop and see all the paladins in the room, all crying their eyes out.

"keith" i hear allura say.

"i-im sorry i didnt say anything" she says, her voice quite from all the sadness that weighed it down.

"its to fucking late" i say in a cold tone. another black flash is made but now everyone has seen it. i start running towards allura my sword held out ready for the kill but something stops me.

" keith stop!" shiro yells.

"your wrecked everything!"i shout at the frightened girl. i didnt even feel sorry for this. then i feel something hit my head, then

black...

Okay this is based off of like a head canon I have. So we didn't spend to much time on lances death in the show....what if it was meant for later on, what if the impact wasn't meant to hit us now but later. Shiro was put into a clone body allura says that it was barely alive, but alive non the less. Lance was put back into his body, one that has been dead for a few seconds already. I have seen a post saying when Shiro came back to life his hair turned white...lances hair is still a chocolate brown. I think he's gonna die in season 8 and permanently this time. So I guess.....instead of #blackpaladinlance we should be saying #deadpaladinlance

....haha....okay enjoy.