Blind

I have no idea what being blind is like so please no one get offended, if you have a family member or friend who is blind.

Lances pov

I fall onto a pair of arms, the comforting warmth of...the pod?...

Yeah I think its the pod, leaving me stranded in the cold of the cruel world. I look up to see who caught me...

I feel the arms of who caught me...they are slimmer arms not muscular like shiros, but not as small as pidges. Obviously it wasn't hunk.

So that means Keith? Or maybe...coran...I don't think it would be allura...what if this was Shiro though...

I don't know!!!

Its all dark...so,so dark.

"Fuck."I say in a huff.

"Lance you okay"I hear the voice right infront of me, it was Keith.

So dose that mean Keith's holding me...I think so.

"Uh...haha is...is that you Keith"I say lifting my hand up, I don't feel his face instead feel hair, that's longer and goes to the bottom of this males neck.

Oh my god I can't see. What am I going to do, how will I contribute to the team? I will never see the colors I love like blue!

I've lost my only talent which was sharp shooting.

"I can't see"I say and rip myself out of Keith's grip. I stumble back slightly bumping into a cold object, I let out a scream and spin around, in my blind panic I feel a hand grab onto my arm.

"Lance calm down."hunk says in his soothing voice. I stop and try to breath.

In...and out...it's not working.

"Coran you can fix this! Right? Make some kind of invention we can place in my skull to help me see" I say, my voice sounding desprate.

"I'm sorry lance"coran says his voice sounding sad.

"No...no...no,no,no,no, NO!"I yell falling to my knees a wet falls onto my cheeks from my useless eyes.

"NO!"I scream, as I cry and begin to claw at my stupid, useless eyes.

This isn't fair!

I'm the most useless person here, I have a personality that everyone hates, the only reason they probably kept me on the team was to fly blue and now I can't....

Now I cant...

I can't admire the soothing stars that help me clear my mind

I can't look at the beautiful sunsets, the mixes of pink purple yellow and orange, that make something so magnificent it seems like its from a fantasy story, especially on beaches, as it goes behind the horizon line the reflection uneven and in constant movement of the dark blue water.

If I ever get to meat up with my family again I won't be able to see their beautiful faces...

I can't read a book and get lost in the words to escape the world.

I'll become a burden needy and helpless to just walking down a hallway.

I feel a hand on my shoulder, bringing me back to the world, I feel how hard it was for me to breath, the feeling of my closed up lungs still lingering. I huff trying to bring in more air as I cry.

"I'm blind"I whimper, and tug at my hair.

"I know"I hear a voice by my ear.

"Are they still here Keith"I ask the male whos by my side"my voice smaller then I wanted, it cracking in some spots.

"Can they go away?"I ask.

"Uh yeah sure" Keith says and starts to stand but I quickly try to grab his hand which luckily I do manage to get in my grip.

"Not you...I want you to stay" I whisper.

"Oh...okay"he says and sits down by my side. I wait till I hear the footsteps stop and the door close.

"Okay their gone"Keith says. I decide to believe him.

"W-we were in battle, just fighting. Then all the sudden-"my voice cracks and it cuts off. I whimper a little and Keith rubs my back and whispers 'i know' into my ear.

"All the sudden a b-blue flash headed my way...then nothing, then I fell out of a pod, it was so fast. I...What will I do now"I whimper and rest my head on Keith's chest as I continue to cry.

"I'm so useless now, can't shoot, can't pilot blue... I have no purpose"I say.

"Sure you do, you are still a valid part of this team. You help others relax, you cheer everyone up."Keith whispers.

Great I'm the entertainment, the mother. I contribute nothing...

But I won't tell him, he will only try to reassure me or some shit like that.

"Okay..."I say. We sit there, I don't know how long, I was crying and Keith still comforting.

Then it dawns on me...

I'll never be able to see Keith again.

"You know what I already miss about seeing"I whisper, my voice slowly getting steadier.

"What?"he asks. I take a deep breath, well already started no going back now...

"Seeing you."I say with a slight laugh.

"W-what?"he stammers out and I laugh.

"your beautiful brown eyes that shimmer in the light, your black hair that almost falls onto your shoulders, the way you smile rarely, the times you smile at ME" I say with a slight laugh.

"Do...you really feel th-that way"he stammers out. I lift my hand to his face and feel around till I find his lips. I bring my body up slightly higher and connect our lips. A spark of energy engulfs my body, as a pleasant warmth fills my stomach.

We finally pull away.

"Yeah, but I'm probably going to have to leave the team" I say.

"No!"he shouts quickly then clears his voice.

"Uh I mean, please stay...for me, I'll make sure they let you stay here just please. I want you here" Keith pleads, I laugh.

"Sure, how hard could staying here be."I say with a smile on my face.

Time skip

Hard....very very hard. I learned my way around yes, but I was useless, I couldn't battle, I couldn't clean, I couldn't cook, I couldn't do anything.

All I did was waste resources and goof around. I was no longer needed in the meetings, or training, or anything. I mainly stayed in the confined to Keith's room.

I slowly grew apart from everyone but Keith. I missed out on a lot of time to hang out with them. I was useless, dead weight dragging them down.

I couldn't do this anymore.

I'm tired of it all, what's the point of staying here,

I can't contribute to anything, I did nothing but annoy others...besides Keith. When ever they go out on a mission I'm left here thinking of how pathetic and useless i am.

I'm sorry keith, but its time to relieve everyone but you of my burden.

I can't write a note. So he's just going to get my dead body. They all are on a mission so I am using one of Keith's knifes from his collection.

And before I could have second thoughts it's lodged in my chest. The pain is terrible, oh how I wished this was over, I wish I could see Keith before I died, one last look at my love before I leave...but I'll never get to see anything again.

I hear the door open and steps walk in.

Fuck...

"Hey lance we- oh my god!"Keith screams and soon I feel his warmth by my side.

"No, why would you do this"he whisper.

"I've served my purpose time for me to go"I say my voice hushed.

"Oh god, you need to get in a pod."he says and I feel my body lifted from the ground.

"Please keith"I whisper out. My breathing getting heavier.

"Let me die.."I whisper out again, my lungs feeling restricted, as my body struggles to get more air.

"N-no, stop it. I won't let you go"he says, his breathing heavier, I hear his feet pounding on the ground fast. I lift my hand up and put it on the back of his neck running my fingers through his shoulder length hair.

"I'd recognise that mullet anywhere..."

Keith's pov

I feel him run his fingers through my hair, my feet pounding in the ground as I run. Red so much red, to much blood. It keeps coming I should have put something on it to slow it down, to late I'm almost there.

"I'd recognise that mullet anywhere..."he whispers out, then he stops, he just stops. His fingers stop moving and his arm falls down, I feel his chest stop rising and falling, and I stop in my tracks.

"Lance?!"I shout, no responses . I break back into a sprint once in the healing bay I put my hand to his neck and check...

Nothing.

He died, he died in arms. If I was faster maybe...maybe he would be alive.

The tears already falling from my eyes fall faster, and I let out a scream holding lances body close to mine.

He left me....

I finally had him, now he's gone....

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