Okay so- not sure what I should call this,, anyways- enjoy!

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~{Lances POV}~

It was a normal day I guess, battles with the galra, forming voltron- and of corse...me being told "Lance! We could've failed that mission because of your stupidity! Could you focus for once?!" The words echoing in my head as it went on.

"I'm sorry, it wont happen again." I say standing straight trying to look okay as if their words hadn't hurt me. "SORRY won't save all those people we could've lost SORRY won't fix your mistakes Lance!" I then look over at my boyfriend Keith...he just looked away- as if he were ashamed to bemy boyfriend, but then why wouldn't he?

Eventually they walked off, I could see the anger in them, waiting a bit before I shoved past the others as they glared at me with disgust, shame, anger? I didn't even know. I just knew I had to hold it all in until I was alone.

I shut and locked my door from the inside as I started coughing running to my small bin throwing up, I hadn't been eating, I'd been overtraining myself, and getting a max of 3 hours sleep. Of corse no ones has noticed...what can I say? I'm good at playing pretend.

After being sick a few more times and coughing loads I stood up forcing my best and most convinving smile before walking out the room to go to dinner "you're late" tneir voiced hissed as the door slid open as she turned her gaze away from me "again" I just sat down away from everyone as they all engaged in conversation.

After a while I stood up, I hadn't eaten anything. Just poked at my food. I emptied the plate before going to my room. I walk in and go to my mirror to see my marks got brighter (altean). "Nononononono." I say as i look at the roots and parts of my hair as they had gone white.

I collapsed dramatically groaning, coughing violently as I held my stomach holding in the grudge to be sick as I went and put makeup on over my marks as an attempt to cover them up and try to hide my white

I had just calmed down as I went to take a nap as the alarm went off, "THE CASTLE IS UNDER ATTACK! EVERYONE TO YOUR LIONS!" Coran yelled through the intercom as we all ran to our lions.

On the way to mine I stopped leaning on the wall coughing violently as Shiro saw me ans just glared "Lance! Stop messing around! Get up and get to your lion!" He hissed as he went to his hangar and I coughed more before going to mine.

~{Out on the battle field}~

~{Still Lances POV}~

I was destroying pods with ease. But each one got harder, and soon enough it felt asif they were targetting me. Eventually I was surrounded, hit once or twice by their ion canon before calling for help seeming my Lion wasn't exactally responding anymore "GUYS HELP! I-I'M SURDOUNDED-" "Then fight back Lancd and stop being so dramatic!" Shiros voice hissed back

"what did I do to make everyone hate me so much..?" I thought before getting hit by the ion canon again falling out my chair as I screamed/yelled in agony, I got a deep wound in my head and might've broken a bone, not sure wich one- they all hurt. Not like anyone cares anyways...

I then felt movement as my lion and I got sucked up towards the ship-then they finally noticed. "THE RED LION IS BEING SUCKED UP!" Shiro yelled from his lion as the others heard zooming towards m- the red lion. But they were too late, I was basically already inside the ship as I heard their yelles through the intercom "THE RED LION!" one yelled "GUYS HURRY! WE NEED TO GET THE LION!" Th-they didn't care for me. Only the lion. I thought before it all went black.

~{Keiths POV}~

I was pacing around angrily, I can't believe we just lost the red lion! (No one even remembered nor worried about Lance, only the lion.) I continue to pace around biting my bottom lip drawing a bit blood

"I don't even want to talk to him. Nor see him. I CAN'T BELIEVE HE JUST LET THEM TAKE THE RED LION LIKE THAT?!" I yelled. I was still in my TBoM outfit from getting bacm from a mission, and noe on a new one...retrieve the lion because your pathetic exuse as a boyfriend can't not lose it,

Little did he know or recall but his 'pathetic exuse of a boyfriend' was in that lion aswell and is having troubles of his own.

~{Lances POV}~

I woke up in an unfamiliar room strapped to a table, as I managed to look over to body seeing there was someone walking towards me "Hello blue paladin." Their voice was cheeky as they spoke, young but it had an accent. As they got closer I managed to reconise them

"...Lotor?"

Our apparent ally had kidnapped me?! "W-what am I doing here..? Why am I strapped up?" I manage to say before coughing violently as my marks started to glow as I felt Lotors soft touch on my jawline,  moving my head to face him "shhh blue paladin, no need to be alarmed." He then stood up walking over to my right leg "I'm giving you a job offer"

~{Keiths POV}~

My rage on Lance losing the lion soon disappeared as I started to worry "...Lance-" I say before running out my room to his "...They got Lance"

I ran into the main room to see everyone relaxing for some reason "GUYS!" They then give me their full attention "TH-HEY'VE GOT LANCE! HE WAS IN THE LION!" I yell worried "We know." Allura spoke as I just looked at her in disgust "It's a bit obvious. We were in battle, he pilots the red lions so it only makes sense."

"And we're not going after him?!" I yell tears starting to cloud my vision "Keith. We need to focus on getting the Red Lio-" I then cut her off "WHAT ABOUT LANCE?! ALLURA WHAT ABOUT LANCE?!" I yell still in disgust before looking as he spoke "Lance was never a real help to the team Keith. He only held us back. We don't need him."

I feel a growl in the back of my throat as I look at them before walming out "I-I need to find Lance.." I say to myself before walking out

~{Lances POV}~

I look at Lotor in both shok and confusion "wh-cough what do you mean?" He then smirked looking at me "I would like you to come work for me in the galra empire blue paladin. Help me take over the universe- take down voltron" I then furrowed my eyebriws looking at him "but- we're allies why would you want to- DESTROY us?!"

"Blue paladin...that whole Ally thing was meerly an act. I don't need voltron, nor peace. I meerly need to get voltron to trust me enough so then when it's guard is down I can take it out in one simple strike." He chuckled as he spoke. I just looked at him in horror, fear, disgust- you name it.

"Then why don't you just kill me now? Huh?! Why should I join you?!" I still had my eyebrows furrowed before he stepped towards me snapping his fingers as that witch appeared "I see potential to you Blue paladin, unlike the others" he said as hs rubbed off the makeup making my marks fully visible as I shiver ashamed of them "now, please do tell me your name blue paladin."

I shivered "no." As he then walkes towards the witch looking at my left arm and right leg before she nodded walking oved to me with a knife "w-what is she doing..? Lotor?!" I yelled panicking before she snapped her fingers my vision going black.

~{Corans POV}~

I was in the control room searching for both the red lion...and Lance, no one knows how worried I am about him. I don't get why Keith is the only one that's actually bothered, aren't paladin number 5 and Hunk supposed to be his..friends? Why do they not care?

I then look at the control panel before looking back at the screen as Allura walked in "Do you have any location on the Red lion yet Coran?" I then shook my head as shs stood next to me "no, nor Lance..sorry princess. The lion is constantly moving wich makes it harder for me to pin point their exact location-"

"wich means their on a galra ship! Coran this means Lotor may be able to search them!" Shs rudely interrupted "yes! He may have an idea on Lances wearabouts!" I could hear her eye roll, how can someone be this- hirrible towards someone that saved ther life!

~{Lances POV}~

I woke up in a cell, neatly tucked underneath the cover on a what is supposed to be a bed.

I looked around the room seeing if there was a way out before hearing a clank as I moved my foot. I started ti cry, tears clouding my vision as I looked down at my now metalic leg as I brang my hands up to my mouth to cup it as I felt a cold metalic touch, I looked at my left arm letting the tears roll down my cheeks in shock.

My right leg and left arm were completely gone, only metalic/robot ones like Shiros'. I then heard the door open as a soldier walked in "Get up, it's your turn to get in the arena." "What- nononono," Shiro told us about what happened to him in the arena.

I tried to resist but I'm weak, I couldn't get the strength, and before I knew it I was in the arena against some alien, a fight to the death.

After alot of bloodshed and not wanting to kill- it happened. We were both on our knees, I had stabbed them in the chest, a fatal wound. Everyone stood up and started cheering "blue paladin" over and over again.

~{In the hall towards Lotors quarters }~

I knock on the door as a galra soldier stood behind me incase I wanted to try anything, before a quiet "come in" was heard from the other side of the door as it opened, Lotor on the other side of the room looking at me "ah blue paladin!" My stomach turned at that title 'blue paladin'.

"You wanted me?" I spat at him as he walked over to me "yes, you see it's been a week and you still haven't been rescued. So I'm giving you a deal, let's say...you survive 2 weeks in the arena, 2 weeks of killing and blood shed in the arena and you'll be welcomed as one of my generals, wich means your own personal room, no guards following you, and you wont be treated like this anymore...like how they treated you"

He then walked over to me stroking my now almost fully white locks before he trailed his finger down my jawline then to my chin softly as he made me look at him. The words he said continued to echo and repeat in my head before I smirked, a general of Lotor? Helping him take over the universe? Destroying the people who ignored me, the people who pretended that I mattered, the people who used me? Oh I was in.

"Good, you'll be in the arena once every day- unless you desperately want to join you can go in more than once, the more you fight in the arena, and the more you kill, the less days you'll have, and 2 weeks will eventually go to 1 week, wich will eventually turn into 1 day...Think about it." I nodded at that as he smiled back moving some hair behind my ear before placing his hand on my cheek "I'm looking forward to seeing you in the arena blue paladin"

"Lance," I said before I walked out the room looking back at him "My name's Lance, b-but call me whatever you want to..." I then walked out the room the galra soldier leading me back to my cell.

~{a week later in the arena}~

I stood over the dead body of a balmeran, my eyes a solid blue (like the whole eye) small bolts coming out of them and my hands, I had several new scars on me, one on my right eyebrow, a few on my arms and around my face. I had mastered how to use my leg and arm.

When I exited the arena I was greeted by Lotor who I had grown quitw fond of. He congratulated me before showing me to my new room and giving me my new armor "congratulations Kitten~. You are now one of my personal generals."

I'm not sure why..but when he said that I felt a wave of pride wash over me.

Lotor.

Prince and savior of the Galra.

Is making me

A sad excuse of an ex paladin of the oh mighty voltron

To be one of his personal generals...

Pinch me because I must be dreaming..

I was joking, please don't, I love this fucking dream and never want to wake up.

"Kitten...seriously Lotor?" I asked him wrapping his arms around my waist

"Awww what happened to Lolo?" I just chuckled as I leaned in and gave him a quick kiss on the nose, stunning him.

"C'mon, Lolo I wanna try on my new armor!" I 'yelled' as I walked towards his room, my prisoner clothing rubbibng, I haven't showered since I got here....I feel gross.

-In Lotors room-

Okay... this is...pretty fucking cool!

I looked at myself in Lotors mirror looking at how I looked in his general armor.

I had just taken a shower so I feel all...refreshed, the blood that was in my hair and all over me? Gone (finally)

"You look perfect~" he purred into my ear as he pulled me close "Lotor...do you always have to hold me so...protectively?" I tapped my metal foot against the floor making a loud tapping noise

"Yes, Infact I do. I need to make sure the other Galra keep their hands off you and know you're reserved for me~"

I blushed at that, but that blush soon disappeared as the situation reminded me of a certain someone.

"Kitten? Are you alright? Ki-" I stopped him by placing my hands on his pushing myself into the small embrace "I'm fine,, just- reminded me of someone.." I let out a sad sigh before turning around so my back wasn't pushed against his stomach

"So! When do I get to meet your other generals?"

-Timeskip because we all know how meeting the generals would go,, and most of the stuff after that-

I was carefully, but surely, making my way towards the castle of the kind of this planet. It's name was Pulchritudo and the inhabitants were the Pulchra.

The planet was like a lilac and blue oasis of beautiful plants. But the inhabitants were quite...strange.

they had long scaly tails, but, they were hairy, some short haired and sleek, others long a poofy, dog like creatures that stood on their hind legs. Their pupils were two slits vertically, the normal eye colors were pink, blue, purple or red. And in the rare occasion fully black.

Enough with the planet and it's inhabitants...back to Lance.

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He was on a simple mission, have a little...talk, with their king and convince them that Voltron wasn't a good ally. Wich...wasn't a complete lie. Because if you weren't strong enough, or good enough then you were forgotten...just like Lance.

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I made my way into the Kings room with ease, although...it took me a while to convince him I wasn't a threat....just depended how he acted.

"Who are-" he noticed my armor... "Gua-" I quickly covered his mouth shushing him "shshshh, jesus. I'm not a threat. I've just come to...talk." I actually remember when we got this Alliance, he was quite...may I say..simple winded. Too blinded by the fact it was the legendary 'Voltron' to even focus on who the paladins actually were, and how they acted.

I took off my helmet revealing myself and he gasped. I slowly removed my hand, his eyes wide and mouth agape.

"Y-you're the b-blue pal-paladin-" "ex-paladin." I corrected him

He looked at me confused "Wh-what do you mean by 'ex-paladin'? Did something happen?"

I just sighed "They abandoned me at the first sight of trouble. Only noticing I was gone because the lion was gone too." He still had that confused look on his face "Listen. I can't stay for long, Voltron is most likely to come after my ship after crossing paths a varga ago-"

"What do you mean tho! They're Voltron. Legendary defenders of the universe! They would never abandon one of their own..." he looked down at the floor then back at me "would they..?"

I just sighed shaking my head "They're not who you think they are King Lathid. They are cold, and only care for those that are like them, wich I wasn't...that is why I'm not part of the Galra empire. Helping Lotor warm planets of Voltrons true intentions. They are soon to forget about your planet. They only care for the planets they can get stuff from, such as supplies, resources. You get what I mean right..?"

He slowly nodded his head "I'm not saying you have to bow down to the Galra Empire, I'm just saying that you should reconsider your Alliance and warm other planets."

He gave me a firm look before he made his way to his little desk when he got a call from the one and only...Voltron. "Speaking of the Devil." I said as he answered the call, a stern look on his face.

"King Lathid! One of our lions spotted a galra soldier making their way to your planet a varga ago and I've just called to alert you that-" "A varga ago!?" He suddenly spoke up "You're telling me..one of your so called 'paladins' saw a galra soldier coming towards my planet to maybe oh I don't know... kill me or my people and you're only just warning me?!"

Silence...apart from my snicker that could be heard.

"And it doesn't matter anyways, I'm calling off the Alliance." "WHAT?! B-but King Lathi-" "I don't want to hear it, I've had a talk with.." he paused and looked as me as I put on my helmet shaking my hands and head in a 'no' motion. He just nodded looking back at the screen "Someone, and they've helped me realize that Voltron isn't a great as they appear. And I'll be alerting some of my allies so they will know of your ways aswell."

"B-but sir-"

"Good day." he then declined the call turning around to look at me "My Ohandu. If only I saw it sooner...Thank you Lance, honestly."

I just nodded "No problem, but I must get going, Lotor awaits me, and so do other planets. I wish you good luck with whatever will come towards you." "As to you, Goodbye"

"Bye!"

- timeskip to a year later because I'm lazy af -

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I walked out of my room wearing a black choker, baggy dark blue hoodie with Black ink flowers and some short-short denim shorts, and some black, almost transparent thy high socks, with straps connected to my pants. I wasn't bothered about shoes..the metal floor was nice and cold. Lotor took me to the space mall to get some comfier clothes.

I heard voices from the control room and decided to go and check it out.

I made my way to the door popping my head through the small gap, my white hair going everywhere

"Yes princess Allura, I understand. I'll alert you if I see the lion anywhere-" "yes, yes. I understand-" "good-"

"Who's that?" She asked as she looked in my direction

"Oh- uhm..that's-" I stepped into the room, my altean marks glowing making my freckles barely visible.

"Isamu. Who the fuck are you?" her eyes widened, before she could say anything Keith and the others appeared at the sound of the familiar voice

"How do they know earth swears?" -k

"Not sure." -H

"Ooh! Maybe they've been to earth!" -H

"Wait- Altean? I thought they were instinct?" -P

"Lotor who is he and what are you doing with an Altean?!" -A & P

I growled growing impatient as I sat myself on Lotors lap resting my face in the crook of his neck taking in his scent, before looking at the screen.

"Sorry, Maybe I know earthian sweats because that's the intergalactic language?! Hi I'm Isamu, Lotors pet nice to meet you and finally, so what if I'm Altean, so are you."

They all looked shocked, but Lotor just turned his head to face me "You're my pet now Kitten? What happened to the dominant little rascal?"

I just rolled my eyes turning my face to face him as I pulled an offended look "Why yes I am Lolo, you did save me after all so I owe my life to you~ And I'm still just as dominant as ever."

"Not in bed you aren't" I practically flew of his lap "I'm moving into my old room. GoodbYe"

The paladins just watched as Isamu well- as I stormed away and a few were thinking the same thing 'they look familiar'

"Sorry about him...he's fussy." "AM NOT!" Lotor just snickered "VOY A COGER UN PALO Y EMPUJARLO POR TU CULO HASTA QUE SALGA POR TU BOCA!" I yelled frustrated as I started looking around

"He-he's not actually looking for a pole...is he.?" Hunk asked Lotor and sadly he nodded "Yeah...but he'll just give up. Zethrid takes them from him." he chuckled "Okay good."

"Anyways, I've got to go make sure he doesn't find a pole since Zethrid is out at the moment, so we'll talk later, bye!" He then hung up and the last thing they saw was Isamu running at Lotor with a pole.

-Paladins POV-

"Hunk...how did you know what he said?" Pidge asked looking at him confused.

"Oh, that's because it was Spanish." Hunk answered with a smile "...why?"

"holyfuckingshit" Keith said as he ran out the room to his.

The same look...whenever he faked to get offended he'd make that look, he'd randomly cuss out in Spanish, and that figure...those thys.

Holy shit.

Lotor has Lance.

Lotor has his boyfriend...as his pet....and he was acting so...willingly to the situation, as if..he wanted to be Lotors little pet.

Keith knew it had been over a year but...he couldn't get over Lance. He just couldn't.

- back with Lotor and 'Isamu' -

-'Isamu' POV-

I woke up to arms of a nude and sleepy Lotor wrapped around my waist, the events of last night flooding my mind.

I looked over and in the corner of the room was the pole I found when Lotor was on a call with them. God. Why can't Lotor just go and give me the signal so I can get at themmm

I turned to face Lotor...god...I felt a blush creep up my face as I looked at him, he was a beautiful sleeper, hair everywhere and drool leaking out his mouth.

I went to stand up so I could get dressed but the numbness and pain came back to haunt me, causing me to fall over

"Shouldn't of been so cocky...hmm?~" I heard a soft but mocking voice say "Yeah- okay so yeah you were right, you could fuck me until I couldn't even stand," he chuckled as I just rolled my eyes "Now come help me up so I can get dressed,"

He just chuckled before walking over to me, helping me up "You looked beautiful in that lingerie last night~" he mewed into my ear

"Yeah...too bad you broke it."

His face went red as he turned his head "the straps were IMPOSSIBLE to untie! Like- How did you even get them on?!" I just rolled my eyes playfully "You could've asked me then instead of now when they're broker than my bank account."

he just huffed "Wasn't bothered, too in the moment, just wanted to fuck you."

"As flattered as I am that you'd break that beautiful lingerie just to fill me I need to sadly say that I'm hungry and need you to dress and carry me to the dining room so I can eat."

"before you say anything I'm not talking about your cock. I mean...actual food."

Lotor huffed again before helping me into the same blue hoodie, pants and shorts, my choker still on.

he carried me through the hallway into the dining room where the generals were. Ezor just giving us the look "So...you boys had fun." Ezor chuckled

I just rolled my eyes "he might've, but I didn't for now I cannot walk...again. Even my metal leg is failing me" Lotor placed me down on the chair next to Narti as he sat next to me.

Just as I went to eat the alarms went off as a voice spoke "THE BLACK LION IS APPROACHING AT AN INCREASING SPEED! I REPEAT THE BLACK LION IS-" static.

Lotor and me exchanged looks as I forced myself up using the chairs and walls to make my way to my room to get in my armor "Kitten please, stay here and stay hidden, we don't know what they want, and if it's because they recognize you from last night then...you just need to stay hidden...okay?"

I just groaned but I nodded "Fine. I'll just be here with my pole...alone" Lotor chuckled before kissing me and walking off.

I went to walk into my room before everything went black.

"Don't worry my baby Blue...I've got you~"

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Okay so HERE! Uhm- this was a draft that was on my samsung notes I edited to make somewhat sense. Anyways...should I make a part2? lmn <3

Anyways...it's like 2am so I should get some sleep. Night guys <33

~Aquqtix