So I'm currently trying to sleep but I just CAN'T because this memory is haunting me and making me feel guilty as hell fml

So, as some of you may know, I'm a pagan. I used to attend these meetings with like minded people and we would discuss certain topics in the craft.

There was this guy there, poor thing, and he was really nice and aww POOR THING he got all my A:TLA jokes and ugh poor baby *cries* ANYWAY he probably thought I was older because I look a lot older when I'm wearing makeup BUT I'M ONLY A FRESHMAN and he asked if he and I could hang out sometime and I FROZE AND WAS LIKE OH NO THIS POOR GUY and I just awkwardly choked out

"PROBABLY CAN'T"

which is true, I don't have a car and my mom works and I live outside the school district so it's too far away for anyone to pick me up NOT TO MENTION I'm not even allowed to date for another year hnnngg 

So I feel ultra bad because I don't even know his name poor bae IF YOU'RE OUT THERE KNOW THAT I'M SORRY AND YOU'RE A REALLY COOL GUY AND YOUR BEARD IS SUPER NEAT

*nervously tries to sleep*