i feel like i won't ever amount to anything

i will never get into a good college

i will never be an actress

i will never be anything but a housewife

i don't want to be a housewife

i don't want children because they will ruin my personality and i will probably end up hurting them

but everyone tells me that i'll want them when i'm older

but i don't want them, i'm afraid of screwing them up on accident

but i also don't want to be alone

i'll have to get a boring job somewhere just to get by

i will never amount to anything and i will never, ever be remembered

i was worried about the stars in our universe going out

but

our galaxy is clumped together with billions of other galaxies

and those galaxy clusters clump together to make a huge wall of galaxy clusters, the biggest thing in recorded history

and here i am worrying about my stupid little life

we're not even specks

i'm gonna cry

yeah i think i'm going to cry

i'm just stressed ignore me