Alex had just left for work.
I must find out.

I run over to the restroom.
I take out the pregnancy test from the cabinet and stare at it in horror.I never thought I'd be holding this for ME.
How does this thing work anyway?
Oh there you go.
Once I figure it out,I immediately test it.
I set it down on the sink.
I sit on the toilet waiting for the result.
I pick up the test from the sink....
I- no.........
I drop it in shock and break down on the floor sobbing.

I-Im pregnant......

           ~Next day at Peggy's house~

"YOU WHAT?!?!"Peggy screams at me very shocked and concerned.The news I just told her are not good.

"I don't know what to do".
I look up at her as if she has an answer.She probably doesn't.
"Have you told alex?"
I shook my head.
"No,I tested it Yesterday at night right before I went to sleep."
"Do you have the test?"
I nod as I reach into my purse and take out the test.I hand it over to her.A blank expression on her face.
"Well,I dont know what to say Jacky....you should probably tell Alex"
I look up at her in fear.
"N-nonono.What if he gets mad at me?What if he doesn't love me anymore?!?"I ask worriedly
"Shhh Jacky,I know Alex,he could never be mad at you because of this. Y'all both wanted to,umm.....do it,right?"
I am starting to sweat an my heads are fidgeting,I don't even know why. It's not like he forced me or I forced him.We both agreed.I guess we didn't think it through.
"Yeah,we both agreed."I say echoing my thoughts."But we didn't think this would happen."
I start crying and I break down next to Peggy.
She wraps her arm around me and reasures me.
"Hey,it's okay.Tell Alex about and if that doesn't work out,Im always here to help you." I hug her and thank her a million times.
She walks me over to my car and kisses me on the cheek.
"Take care for me okay?"
"I will peggy,thankyou"
"Goodbye!"
"Bye pegs"
She walks back into her house and I get inside the car.I start the car and begin driving to my house.I'll have to tell Alex.There's no other choice.

I get out of my car and walk up to the house.I unlock the door and take a deep breath as I walk in.Alex had already seen me.
"Hey Jacky!"
Alex gets up from the chair he was sitting on and kisses me on the lips.He walks over to the couch while I set my purse on the Kitchen table,then I go and sit next to him on the couch.
Im suprised he's acting so casual.After all,we did have sex 2 days ago.We had sex,he had sex,with ME, a TRANS woman.He IS bisexual after all.
He looks over at me and places a hand on my lap.
"Wanna watch a movie?"he reaches out for the remote control on the table and turns on the T.V.
I look over at him with a nervous face.
"Umm actually,we need to talk."
He looks over at me concerned.
"About what sweetie?"he looks worried.
I go over to the kitchen table to get my purse and sit back next to him.I reach into my purse,then I stop myself.
"Wait,but first,I need to ask you something"
"Yes hun?"
"Do you love me?"
"Oh Jacky Laurens,ofcourse I love you!"
"You sure?"
"Im sure"
"Will you love me no matter what?"
"Yes baby,I will"
"Okay then,close your eyes" he does as I say.
I take out the test and hand it to him.
"Okay,you can open your eyes now"
He opens his eyes. He's confused. He's shocked. He's........happy?
"Oh my god JACKY! This is amazing my love!"
He throws his arms around him and pulls me into a tight hug.
"Wait,you're not,mad?"I ask suprised.
"Ofcourse not!This is amazing sweetheart,we're going to have a child!!"
I pull back from his embrace and look at him with a doubtful face.
"Im not sure Alex.What if we're not good parents?What if something goes wrong during labor?What if-"
He cuts me off by putting his finger on my lips.
"Hey,calm down babe,it's going to be alright. We'll get through this together. We made this decision,so now we take care of it.Just like we'll take care of this child. Don't worry okay?I'll always love you no matter what"
As soon as he's finish,I pressed my lips into his.
"I love you Alex"
"I love you too"

            ~After Philip's birth~

(Let's pretend he has brown hair in this pic.I liked it too much to not put it.Yes.It is Laurens.)

      ~4 years later at Peggy's house~

"Philip!It's time to go!"I call out from Peggy's living room.The same place where I confessed to her I was pregnant.
Philip runs down the stairs with Peggy following behind him.
"Coming daddy"He rushes towards me and wraps his arms around my waist.
"Did you have fun pip?"I ask smiling.
"YES!I DID!Aunt peggy did all ma favowite foods!"
I look up at Peggy who is standing right behind him.
"Thankyou for taking care of him Pegs."
"No problem!He is such a cinnamon roll!I'll take care of him anytime again!"
We walk out of the house.
Philip waves peggy goodbye as we get in the car.
Peggy had gone inside by now.

I leaned over to Alex who was waiting for us in the car and give him a kiss.
"Eww gross!😝"Philip says mockingly
Alex and I laugh.
"Let's go babe" I tell Alex as he turns on the car ready to leave.
He turns around to philip and smiles.
"I love you pip"Alex says
"I lowve yuu doo dawd"(I love you too dad)he says happily
"Hey! What about me!?"I say with a pouty face.
He and Alex just laugh.
"I lowve yuu too daati"(i love you too daddy)
We all laugh as Alex starts leaving Peggy's neighborhood.
And just like that we head back home.Laughing,talking,smiling and having a great time.Like a happy happy family.Forever this way.

No matter what.