Chapter 13 ( Spur of the moment)
Reader's P.O.V.
Dr.(Y/n): Laito that is not true. There is a huge difference between those two words. How else could you explain your behavior. You've been bothering me for weeks.
Laito: That doesn't mean your special.
Dr.(Y/n): I know you don't mean that. I can see right through you. I don't know what made you like this whether it was something personal or something you decided to do, it doesn't matter. I'd never judge you for who you are. I know there's so much more to you than what you want me to believe. I think your a good person.
I say as I hugged him sincerely. He was so cold, I could feel his low temperatures travel from his body to mine and as I lay my head lightly on his chest, something was missing.
Dr.(Y/n): You know it's kind of creepy knowing you don't have a heart beat.
Laito didn't say anything.
Dr.(Y/n): Are you confused about me? Look, Laito I'm.......I'm....40, ok.
It took a lot for e to say that number. I brought me so much shame. Everyone is always saying how accomplished I was and yet I was 40 years old and still didn't have the experiences in life that most people already had years ago, a family, kids, happiness........
Dr.(Y/n): I like you and all but I....I don't think relationship between us is a good idea. If someone finds out-
I was taken by surprise when Laito had suddenly kissed me. I automatically tried to resist him. I always thought that the very thought of kissing someone would rive my germaphobia insane and yet I stopped resisting Laito shortly after. I founded myself closing my eyes and Laito continued to deepen the kiss with every passing second. I felt myself enveloped in euphoria, my body became so warm and all I wanted was Laito to kiss me forever but at the same time I felt like I made a mistake. I didn't know how long our lips had been locked but it seemed like forever. Though I never said how disappointed I was when we broke apart, Laito seemed to read my mind.
Laito: Keeping this a secret will make it all the more exciting.
I was speechless, mostly because his kiss struck me off guard and I was still trying to recover from it. I felt there was nothing I could say that could change his mind about this. No matter what my opinion was, he would do what he wanted and besides, I knew his little secret so I was in too deep already. Still, I couldn't help but feel I shouldn't trust Laito. I.....I did love him, in such a short time he made me feel like I was everything to him. He had a very fun personality and a lot of redeeming qualities that always peeked my interest but I couldn't help but feel he was stringing me along. Like his plan all along was to make me fall for him like all the other girls and then leave me in the dirt when I least expected and on the other hand there was another feeling in me telling me that I had found my "other half". I wanted to believe that Laito was giving up his old way but his habits always seem to come around again and I'd be lying if I said this didn't make me sad.
However, I would make sure I was prepared to the emotional scarring if he ever betrayed me. At least I'd be able to be thankful to him for giving my life some joy while it lasted but I really adored the thought of us in a serious relationship. Even if I was doubting it all, I was starting to not care about the consequences or what any one might think. Laito always had that effect, to make you forget all things negative in your mind and go along with the spur of the moment.
Just like now, I couldn't do anything but let Laito ravish my body. It was like I was paralyze, paralyzed with knew feelings and emotion. I knew Laito was enjoying his prize for all his hard work and even more excited to experiment with a body untouched for long. He nipped and licked at my neck and chest that easily bruised against his attacks. I didn't know how to react to someone touching my body in such away that I found myself tensing up. My hands unknowingly being tangled in Laito's long, wavy, red locks. I gasped and tried to hold in the noises that came out of my mouth but every time I did, Laito just gave me more reason to let him hear my voice.
He then bushed me roughly on my desk, knocking down papers, pencils and I'm more than sure he just broke my laptop when it toppled on the floor. One of his sneaky hands began tugging at the buttons of my lab coat and messaging my breast while the other glided down my stocking covered legs. This was not how I expected my first time to be like. If anything I thought we'd be in a bedroom, in a nice sized bed, not on a hard cold desk at school. I wasn't the kind of person to bring something like this in public or in the work place.
Dr.(Y/n): L-Laito......
My voice hitched as he continued his menstruations, smirking at my reactions.
Dr.(Y/n): Not in here.....someone might walk in.
In response Laito only began to tear at my stockings.
Dr.(Y/n): H-hey!
There wasn't much I could do. Who knew he could be even more aggressive than before when he was like this and if he's a vampire, I hope he doesn't hurt me too badly. I more fragile than I look. I was even more surprised when Laito took a bite out of my thighs. I was ready to scream in pain but all I felt was more pleasure. It felt like someone sticking me with a needle and shooting morphine into my blood stream. I could hear him slurping, drinking my blood with great speed. As long as he didn't take too much, I was fine. I could always make more. Though the experience of having your skin pierced and your blood sucked was short lived when I heard someone at the door.
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