My heart is strung on the line the second
All of your happiness is engrossed in me.
Because I know in my soul that this wasn't how it was supposed to be.
This world:
Where you were in love with me,
Where I was in love with you,
Where I am in love with someone else too.
I loved him first, and
It will demolish him if he doesn't love me last.

You haven't comprehended why I have to give you up this time, (again),
Why I can not inscribe my two weeks notice into time and wish him goodbye.
Every lifetime I get closer to loving you, my dear, this ones just not right.
My brain isn't sharp enough to challenge your quick whit mind, and
My shaky balance were never as steady as the athletic rhythm your feet found on the court.
Our bodies haven't synced in time.

As I'm walking out the gate, the fence puts up a barricade between us,
I crack one more smile and crumble like sand between your fingers,
Slipping through your grip one last moment.
"We got so close this time,"
You nod and agree open palms becoming-tender on a metal fence-
vulnerable for me.
I'm not talking about our proximity with the wires that have intertwined between us...
But I hope you'll that understand in the next life.

So when I turn around and close my eyes;
Blink away this scene for the last time..
I can see a new universe,
one that is yet to be created,
In the dark of my imagination the stars are starting to multiply the endless sky.
And a promise emerges
That this life isn't the end,
There's one being pre-written for us
Maybe that is the universe for you and me.