This sadness I feel,
Isn't caring to heal,
I try to look for light,
But nothing seems right.
                 My words refuse to still,
          I feel diseased and I have no pill.
                I look for my shade,
              I see every beautiful thing fade.
Why did life take such a turn?
I need solitude; the only thing for which I yearn.
I look behind, I see myself cry,
I see myself fall every time I try.
                         So I today say a silent goodbye.