NOTE: If you read some stuff about agents here and incase you got confused why would I need to add it in this story since this is not action. Kindly read Phantom agents series first po, to understand. Thaliah is actually agent in there, it was shown in Scarlet and Violet's story. So wag po kayong magtaka if ever my agents sa story na ito, connected kasi sya sa series na iyon.

Yun lang naman, thank you for reading ^^ Keep safe! ❤❤❤

Thaliah

"Glad to see you again Thaliah."

Erina Strella smiled as we sat, I accidentally saw her infront of this restaurant so I just asked her to go have lunch with me.

"You look pale, are you okay?"

She asked, I really envy her voice, it's so melodic, as if I'm nakikinig to a lullaby or something.

"Yes, Work is just stressing me out, good thing I finally managed to ayos the problems. Gosh I will be tatandang early na if this continues!"

I frowned, Erina chuckled.

Few people knows Erina's face actually, only her business partners, she always asks not to leak any pictures of her so the public only knows her name. Maybe she really just values her privacy, specially that she's one of the big people in the industry right now.

"Hmm..you're not usually like that before though? you've faced issues more than that but you always acts jolly. I'm sorry, but Looking at you right now? I feel like there's something more."

Her mysterious silver eyes looked at me straight as if she knows what happened to me and how horrible I feel right now.

"It's about my husband, It's complicated."

I said then sighed.

"I see, you don't need to tell me if you don't want to talk about it. But I want you to know that I will be here for you if you need someone."

She gave me a warm smile, that made me smile.

"Thank you, that means a lot."

She's not just beautiful but really kind too, I really admire her.  It's been 3 weeks since I left, I told my parents that I need to fix some problems in  my company so I had to go back here, I don't want them to worry about me, specially dad.

"I just feel horrible, I feel empty, I feel like after all this time, I just found out that I've lost a piece of me without noticing it. Everyone knows about it but never bothered telling me, it's unfair."

I want to remember na, I want to remember everything that I forgot, but there is still no progress.

"Maybe because your missing piece is not here, so you're feeling empty. Life is always unfair Thaliah, It is like deadly wild waves. It's either you'll go with the flow, just stay at the bay cause you're afraid of it, jump off and let yourself drown or you'll take the risk and rule it."

She smiled and held my hand and  looked at it for a moment.

"There will be more challenges to come, there will be more, bigger waves, but I assure you, everything will be okay, don't let the waves ruin you."

She looked at me straight in the eyes, it somewhat reminded me of that manghuhula that I encountered at the beach months ago because of her eyes and her aura, but it's impossible. Erina is a busy person, so it's probably just a coincidence.

"Believe in him no matter what Thaliah, hear his side before thinking and making a decision this time. Maybe you could finally find the answers you were looking for if you hear him out."

She smiled, saktong our order came na, why do I feel like she saw through me?

"But he lied to me, how can I trust his words?"

I uttered, I don't want to talk to him unless I remember something.

"He loves you so much, I know he does. If he lied to you, then you should atleast hear him out. Don't you need some answers? "

She said, I bit my lips and glanced at her.

"Why do you sound so sure? Why did you think that he really loves me? when he's been hiding important things that I deserve to knows all this time?"

I frowned, she chuckled.

"Silly girl, who wouldn't love Thaliah Magdalene Ross Juarez? He's your husband Thaliah, ask him, talk to him if you're ready. For now just take it easy and don't stress yourself too much, loosen up a bit, sige ka ang panget mo niyan kung sakaling maisipan mong kausapin uli siya."

She shrugged, I looked at her horrified.

"Oh!My!Gosh! Am I panget na?!"

I said with laking eyes, she just tawa to me while iling iling her head.

"No, you're still beautiful no matter what Thaliah ano ka ba, medyo haggard lang, but I'm sure he'll still think that you're beautiful."

She smiled, I just pouted.

"Let's eat na nga lang, baka you're naistress nadin you to my problems, I'll ngiti na."

I smiled, she just giggled.

"You can tell me everything Thaliah, I'm fine with it as long as you'll be okay."

She smiled, I smiled back at her.

I'm kinda scared, I'm scared that I might remember some bad memories that might make me hate him. I don't hate him right now, I'm just upset, I just want time to remember things.

But what if I remember something I wouldn't want to remember?

I just sighed.

It's been days since my encounter with Erina, I'm still thinking about what she told me. Azarel on the other hand is still messaging me, asking what am I doing, if I were okay, saying that he'll wait till I'm ready.

From: Darleng

I love you, call me when you're ready to talk, I'll come right away.

He texted, I bit my lips and just tago my phone to my bag as I continued driving. I stopped and parked my car outside a mall, I have to buy some groceries first since I have the time now before I head home and prepare myself. I was also invited to Dubai for a fashion show but I refused.

Maybe I shouldn't go untill things are fixed? I don't even have inspiration to make designs lately. I sighed harshly, should I go back to the organization to release some stress? I haven't accepted any mission for months since I married Azarel.

Speaking, I recieved a message yesterday about a meeting of High tiers of two allied organization of agents.

Phantom org and Haven org were actually in the process of making the two non government justice organizations into one. It's been three years turning 4 naman na since we became an ally, plus our rulers Agent Red and Agent Lucifer are even married, so maybe it's the right time.

"Palimos ho pangkain lang."

A man covered in uling and dirt told me when I got outside. My noo got kunot cause he sounds exactly like Josiah, he even has the same built and his eyes is obviously just contacts!

"Ezekiel Josiah, what are you up to? adik ba you?"

I said blankly making him cough.

"W-What? I'm not Josiah, Este sino ba yon? hindi Josiah ang pangalan ko Thaliah---yah Thaliah pangalan ko hehe."

I glared at him.

"Did Azarel send you ba?"

I said while my kamay are in my bewang, I looked around and saw Azarel near the poste, he immidiately hid. He looked like an abandoned puppy, when he silip to us, I glared at him.

"ah ehh.. gusto daw niyang malaman kung kumusta ka saka kung may naaalala ka pa ba? kung pinipilit mo ba sarili mo, baka daw kasi mapano ka."

He kamot his batok then smiled awkwardly.

"I am fine, I will remember if I remember, if it is something important then I will ask him. Don't follow me or do any crazy stuffs like this."

I said then rolled my eyes on him.

"Pero seryoso may naaalala ka ba? naalala mo  ako?"

He again asked.

"Yeah, I remembered some memories with you. I first met you when you're nahulog to the kanal then Wade laughed then you akbay to me even if you're so amoy putik, good thing I'm not maarte, then your nanay came to saway you then she palo you when she saw that you akbay me while you were so madmi."

I said making his smile fade, I just smirked at him.

"Why did you payag to this ba?"

I rolled my eyes on him, she shrugged.

"It seems fun, I might just continue this today, magvavlog ako."

He said then tawa.

"Well good luck with that, paki sabi to Willow that I said hello, I have a new dress for her that I designed, daanan you nalang after this."

I grinned then again glanced at Azarel who is still hiding while staring at me, I just sama my tingin to him and flipped my hair.

"I gotta go, don't do this again, and tell that guy hiding even if it's halata naman to not bother me, I'm still upset, I will talk to him if I'm ready."

I hissed then went to my car and drove it, I glanced at Azarel's direction while inside my car, I saw him batok Josiah. I just iling iling then continued driving. Should I just banga my car or bang my head on the pader or something? I might remember something.

When I got home, I lagay my pinamili to the lagayan and prepared myself for the meeting in the Haven organization. I am suppose to visit one of my branch and then try to piga my brain dry untill I finally think of new design ideas, but I had to go in this meeting.

 Agent Red also said that we can finally see the faces of the high tiers not just from phantom org but also in Haven. Though I already know the face of some high tiers in Phantom org and Haven, I still don't know the faces of some of them so I'm curious myself.

Specially that agent turown from Haven org that I always get a mission with before, I don't like how silent he is cause I'm always madaldal but I am curious what he looks like. I've done so many missions with him ever since our two organizations became allies so I want to know.

I'm still wearing my mask when I got inside Phantom org's head quarters, then took it off when I arrived infront of Agent Red's office. She's actually my friend Ruby, she's married with Haven org's ruler, Lucien.

"This is Amaranth, Can I pasok na ba?"

I asked while knocking.

"Yeah, bukas yan."

She responded, I pihit the door knob and went inside, looks like some High tiers are here na. Rin is here na with Jet, this couple is agent Aquamarine and Icterine.

"Leng! How are you! I miss you!"

Rin said then hugged me tight, I giggled.

"I miss you too Rin! Specially your junakis!"

I smiled.

"Have you decided to finally leave that asshole? did he hurt you? resbakan natin?"

Rin said, I just iling to him.

"Were fine Rin."

I smiled, I wonder if Rin knows about our past too, we've been friends for a long time, I must've kwento about him before plus she seems to know something. Maybe I should ask her after our meeting with the Haven org.

"Hey, how's Mariya?"

I asked Jet's brother, agent Black that is also named Black, her wife is one of my best friends.

"Still the most beautiful woman I've ever met."

He grinned, I just smirked, he does not smile that much but when it comes to Mariya, his lips would automatiocally smile.

"Still crazy inlove with that crazy woman, I see."

I iling iling to him, he rolled his eyes, so I irap to him too.

"How's the life in La Muerte Thaliah?"

Agent Red asked, I smiled at her.

"It's refreshing."

I just answered while still smiling.

"Yo!"

It's Rhia and Celestine, they are two of our top High tiers Agents Scarlet and Violet.

"Rhia! Celestine!"

I bati to them happily. Rhia smiled at me, we both have blonde hair and Blue eyes.

"Namiss kita krissy!"

Celestine greeted me, I kunot my forhead to her.

"Who's krissy?"

I asked, she shrugged. Celestine is Agent Violet, Her and Ruby gets along so well because of their personalities.

"Krissy Aquino, di mo kilala? kavibes mo yon konyo."

I glared at her.

"Shut up nalang you Celestine, don't kausap me, you're not maganda naman."

I said then flipped my hair.

"Tanungin mo muna ako kung nagagandahan ako sayo."

She said then rolled her eyes on me, I just hissed at her.

"Hello!"

An energetic woman greeted us, behind her is a tall man, I smiled at her.

"Hello! I'm Amaranth"

I smiled at her sweetly, her eyes widened.

"Omg! aren't you that very famous fashion and jewelry designer Thaliah Magdalenes?! I'm a big fan of you! Me and my husband Doctor Nestle are big fans! I can't believe ikaw pala si agent amarath! I'm Agent Tangerine."

She said then tili, my smile brightened. If I remember correctly, she is Rin's close friend too, she's the one who caught the boquet on Rin's wedding.

"Nice to see you again."

I giggled. The man behind her is Agent Gray, I saw him on the internet before, he is that famous math teacher at that prestigious university, he has tons of fan pages because of his looks. My facebook friends would always share his picture so I know him.

"Sorry, late, inasikaso pa si misis."

Anothe high tier came, my eyes widened.

"Wade? As in Lilia's husband?"

Lilia is the former ruler of this organization, Ms. White.

"Glad to see the woman who's making Alpha crazy right now, pahirapan mo pa ha."

He said then tawa, I simangot to him.

"I'm agent Blue, the most handsome genius hacker."

He introduced, we all frowned.

"Ulol Wade, panget mo."

Celestine said.

"The most conceited you mean."

I hissed, I can't believe Azarel's friend is actually that mayabang na Agent Blue. Is that why Agent blue and Ms. White is really close before she retired?

"Panget pero pinatulan ni Lilia? ha! Di niyo naitatanong, patay na patay yon sa alindog ko noong nakilala niya ako, kaya nga eh puspusang nanligaw iyon saakin."

He said proudly, we all eyed him blankly.

"Susumbong kita kay auntie."

Ruby smirked, his eyes widened.

"Charot hehe."

He said, I just iling iling to that.

"Since were complete, let's all head out."

Rhia said, we all wore our masked and went to the rooftop to ride the helicopters. I am one of the high tiers o Haven org, the fifth rank. I am mostly a spy, but I fight too and I am the one making the designs of our suits, that's why we have the best outfits.

 We all went to the Haven org's Head quarters. All eyes are on us as we walk, ofcourse, Phantom org's high tiers are all here.

We arrived at the huge hall and sat on our seats while still wearing our masks, all Haven org High tiers are already here. Rhia, Ruby and Celestine are now pasimpleng nakikipag landian to their asawa. Specially Chase to Rhia, mukang he wants pang four na child to their family, Rhia just glared at him, I pouted.

"You're Agent gray?!"

One of the High tiers from Haven org said with shock when she saw agent Gray's face, it seems like they know each other. It's pwede na pala to remove our masks. My eyes then met agent turown's gaze.

"Hello turown!"

I greeted, as usual he remained silent.

"It's Thorn, Amaranth."

Rhia whispered, I got kunot noo.

"Thorn? oh yah! I nakalimutan since I always tawag you turown  and you don't reklamo naman."

I chuckled then again looked at him. His eyes, was it always green? I bit my lips, it reminded me of Azarel's mesmerizing green eyes.

They already removed their masks so I decided to remove mine, Agent turown remained looking at me as he removed his mask. I got natigilan seeing his face, as he stared directly on my eyes.

"No way."

I heard Rin whispered to me, I bit my lips while still looking at him.

"Azarel."