Tear.

Lilia

"hmm.. please faster."

I pleaded as his fingers continuously played my cervix inside my vagina. His manhood were out, I played it with my hands, we both just groaned at the sensation.

"My baby is eager."

He chuckled as he teased my sensitive part, I bit my lower lips as I felt my cheeks burning, he smiled then crashed his lips on mine. 

His kisses went down to my jaw, my neck, my collar bone, down to my exposed chest. I moaned when I he started sucking it. His played with my nipples, sucking it, pinagsalitan niya iyon saka bumaba pa ang halik.

I gasped when I heard my dress ripped! he grinned as he kissed my upper abdomen, bumaba pa iyon sa puson ko patungo sa pagkababae ko. Nakaramdam ako bigla ng hiya, ngunit masyado akong nadadala sa init na hatid ng mga halik niya.

He removed my underwear using his mouth as he's staring at me right through my eyes. His eyes darkened as he stared at my wet feminity, I gulped, he then grinned as he tied my both hands using my underwear! 

"Oh my god!"

I moaned when he started playing my clit with his sinful tongue. My tied hands wer encircled on his name he started touring every part of my vagina using his tongue. Damn, I couldn't think of anything but him playing with the heart of my feminity  using his mouth.

Walang wala ang pakiramdam nito sa sarap na nararamdaman ko sa tuwing nagsasarili ako. I feel so sensitive, I couldn't compare this feeling to anything, napakasarap, nakakabaliw.

"I-I'm cumming."

I uttered, lalo nitong binilisan ang ginagawa, and the next thing I knew, a blissful wave of pleasure, shooked my whole system. He held both of my wrist tight with his one hand as he massaged my other breast.

I moaned when he started rubbing his hard erect groin on my sacred part. Hindi ko alam kung saan ibabaling ang tingin sa sarap ng sensasyong nararamdaman.

"Ah shit!"

He cursed while rubbing his manhood to my vagina, it feels so good and electrifying. I then gasped, walang pasabing bigla nitong ipinasok ang ari sa pagkababae ko. He frozed as his dilated eyes stared at me.

"No way."

He uttered, pakiramdam ko ay may napunit na bagay sa loob loob ko, sobrang sakit, tumakas ang ilang luha sa mga mata ko, para bang nagising ako sa kalasingan dahil sa sakit na dulot niyon.

"Shit!"

Bigla itong nataranta, napaigik nalamang ako sa sakit.

"D-don't move."

I said, tumango nalamang ito saakin, unti unti ay inilapit ang muka at binigyan ako ng malalim at marahang halik saaking labi. I kissed him back, when he felt me relaxed, he slowly moved, calm and careful, nahigit ang hininga kong tiniis ang sakit na unti unti ay napalitan ng kakaibang sarap.

Ang kaninang mabagal ay bumilis ng pabilis, napuno ng mga ungol namin ang sasakyang sumasabay sa pag uga, natatakot ako na baka bigla nalamang bumulusok sa marahas na pag indayog namin.

I came multiple times that I lost count of it and looks like I'm cumming again.

"I-I'm cumming.."

Halinghing ko, mariin itong napapikit at medyo napatingala pa, pakiramdam ko ay madudurog ako sa laki ng katawan at ari niya habang baon na baon ito sa bawat mabilis na pagbayo sa pagkababae ko.

He's supporting my waist as I moved with him, may nararamdaman akong kung anong sensasyon saaking puson, at base sa bilis ng galaw niya ay mukang malapit nadin siya.

He continued moving, and the next thing I know, a wave after wave of pleasure electrified me. 

Naramdaman ko ang mainit na likidong pumuno sa pagkababae ko, he moved slowly this time, pabagal iyon ng pabagal hanggang sa tumigil siya, pareho nalamang kaming napaungol nang hugutin niya ang matigas na ari sa pagkababae ko kasabay ng pagdaloy ng mainit na likidong iyon palabas ng pwerta ko.

Oh my god, I did it...

Hingal na hingal kami pareho habang titig na titig sa isa't isa, bumagsak siya ng upo sa tabi ko at ipinulupot ang braso sa bewang ko.

"I'll give you a break, I know that hurts, beautiful."

He whispered then placed a soft passionate kiss on my lips.

When I wake up, I'm already inside of an unfamiliar room, beside this handsome beast! I can't believe I did it!

I bit my lips as I stared at him peacefully sleeping, hugging me tight. Marahan ko iyong inalis at kahit pakiramdam ko ay hindi ako makakalakad ng maayos ay dahan dahan akong tumayo.

Our clothes were scattered on the floor, damn that man! he devoured me whole! he took me all night! he's insatiable!

I sighed, hindi ko alam kung anong kahihiyan ang mararamdaman oras na magising siya at nandito padin ako, kaya naman ay kumuha nalamang ako ng ilang damit at shorts niya sa closet at akmang isusuot iyon nang may magsalita sa likod ko.

"Where do you think you're going?"

His baritone voice said, I think my heart skipped beat for a momment, buong tapang ko namang hinarap siya. I was kinda startled realizing how near he is, medyo napaatras akong lumayo sakaniya.

"Home."

Taas noong sabi ko, kahit pakiramdam ko ay ano mang oras ngayon ay lalabas na ang puso ko mula sa dibdib ko. Napatitig siya saakin, matapang akong nakipagtagisan ng tingin sakaniya.

"And you're not planning to tell me?"

He asked as he clenched his jaw, I just looked away, ramdam na ramdam ko ang pamumula ng muka ko, he sighed, mariin siyang  napapikit saka muling tumitig saakin.

"Ihahatid na kita, baka mapano ka pa, I know it still hurts."

He said on a serious tone, I gulped then slowly nodded my head, avoiding his melting gaze.

"You can take a bath now, I'll prepare an extra towel and a toothbrush."

He said, tahimik lamang akong tumango at tinalikuran siya, hindi alintanang nakahubo't hubad padin ako, saka nagtungo sakaniyang banyo.

I took a quick bath, kabadong kabado ako lalo na nang pasukin niya ako sa banyo para ibigay yung towel at tooth brush.

Damn!

"About what happened last night.."

I said breaking the silence, dito na niya ako pinag almusal sa bahay niya, and I admit, he's a great cook.

"let's forget about it."

I saw how his brows furrowed on what I said.

"Paano kung ayaw ko?"

Sambit niya habang titig na titig saakin, I remained calm as I eat my food in silence.

"Then I will."

I said, his face darkened even more as he clenched his jaw.

"I'll make sure you won't."

He grinned, hindi ko nalamang pinansin iyon. I'm sure magsasawa din naman siya, the momment he find out how old I am, lalayo siya agad saakin.

"Lilia Fiorenza, has a sister you keep secretly Lucinda Fiorenza San Diego. 45 years old and the former ruler of the non government justice organization, Phantom org. Ms. White, the same masked woman who recruited me years ago.."

He muttered, I blinked in surprise.

"I just found it out recently."

He shrugged then suddenly grinned.

"I've waited enough, I'm tired of wasting time doing nothing."

He uttered, I was stunned for a momment, ano bang sinasabi niya?

"Thank you sa paghatid."

Seryosong sabi ko saka lumabas na sa kotse niya, nanatili lamang ang tingin nito saakin. Ako naman ay tumalikod na at nagtuloy tuloy ang pasok sa  loob.

Buong byahe kanina ay kabang kaba ako, sa bawat sulok kasi ng kotseng iyon ay naaalala ko ang nangyari kagabi.

Well maybe I'll just treat it as a great experience, atleast I won't die virgin. Hindi ko naman itatangging nasarapan ako at ginusto ko ang nangyari.

Ang nakakainis lang ay sa dinami dami ng taong pagbibigyan ko ay si Wade pa! he's like my little brother already! He's fifteen years younger than me for goodness sake!

"Nice outfit."

Echoserang bungad ni Juan Isidro na donyang donya ang awrahan.

"Yeah, Nice outfit too, muka kang feather duster."

Irap ko, madramang suminghap ito at maarteng itinakip pa ang kamay sa bunganga.

"Gaga ka talaga! sa dami ng taong lumipas ay ngayon pa napiling umindayog! magpabayo!"

Sambit niya, I just glared at him in irritation.

"Dalagang pilipina ako, eh ikaw gaano na kalaki butas ng pwet mo?"

Ganting litanya ko, he gasped.

"Hush! conservative ako! fake news ka!"

Maarteng sabi niya saka pabirong hinila ang buhok ko, ako naman ay kinurot siya sa tagiliran.

"oh shut up mars!"

Inis na sabi ko saka iika ikang naglakad, binalingan ko nalamang ng masamang tingin si Isidro nang itulak pa ako! napasubsob tuloy ako sa couch!

"Bwiset ka!"

Inis na sabi ko saka binato siya ng unan, si gaga ay tawang tawa naman!

"So kwento naman dyan mars!"

He grinned.

"I want all the juicy details! may juicy pa sa kamomol ko kagabi!"

He giggled like a teen ager, my widened.

"What? Akala mo ikaw lang? gaga ka hindi lang ako dilig! nagshower pa!"

Irap nitong nagpangiwi lamang saakin.

" Gaga! malinis ba yan?"

My face crumpled, I suddenly got freightened, what if may sakit pala si Wade?! he's on his 30's! it's impossible he doesn't sleep around so much!

"ofcourse he is! may STD test syang dala kahit ako! I already met him before but we decided na magpatest muna! eh ikaw? baka naman kung kanino ka lang nagpagalaw ha! nako nako Lilia!"

Pumamewang pa ito, mariin akong napapikit at sinabunutan ang sarili.

"It's Wade from the coffee shop, the one you alwa---"

Hindi ko pa man natatapos ang sasabihin ay napatayo na ito sa gulat.

"WHAT?! pinatulan ka niya? bakit? pinikot mo?"

Madramang sabi nito I glared at him.

"Tangna mo ka Juan Isidro! kung makareact ka naman parang ang panget ko!"

Irap ko sakaniya, lalo lamang nalukot ang muka niya.

"Hindi naman mars! pero si Wade kasi bata, sariwa, ikaw nalipasan ka na ng panahon."

Iling iling na sabi niya na para bang hindi niya ito pinagnanasaan noong nakaraan.

"Aba gago to ah! excuse me I still look young and fresh!"

Saad ko, inirapan lang ako ng loko saka bumalik sakaniyang pagkakaupo.

"Don't worry about Wade, ayon saaking research ay hindi naman na daw ito gaanong nakikipagtalik. Wala siyang sex life for 5 years mars! nabasa ko iyon sa magazine and as handsome and as successful as he is? siguradong laging gumagamit iyon ng protection, mahirap ng mapikot noh!"

He chuckled, my eyes widened at the realization.

"W-we didn't use any protection."

Sambit ko, he just shrugged.

"Kailangan pa ba? menopause ka na nga ata eh."

Echoserang saad nito na binatukan ko nalamang.

"Hoy hindi pa tumitigil period ko noh."

Irap ko sakaniya na inirapan lang din ako.

Halos isang linggo din akong naburo sa bahay dahil sa sakit, kung bakit ba naman ay napakalaki ng pumasok saakin.

Halos hiramin ko na nga ang wheeled chair ni ate dahil hindi ako makalakad ng maayos. Nang makarecover ako ay agad akong nagpatest, ganun nalang ang galak ko nang negative ang maging resulta ng STD test ko.

'I miss you.. :(('

Another text mesaage, I just hissed then ignored it as usual.

"Ang kulit niyang text mate mo ha."

Ngisi ni Celestine nang mabasa iyon pagkalapag ko ng phone ko sa mesa. Right now were currently in Red coffee shop, I'm with my friend's niece Celestine.

"Bakit ayaw mong replyan? malay mo si forever na yan."

Dagdag pa niya, napairap ako doon.

"Nah I prefer hand written love letters."

I joked, napatango tango siya doon.

"Noted."

She giggled while tapping on her phone, napakibit balikat nalamang ako doon.

"So you finally decided to show yourself."

Halos mapasigaw ako sa biglang pagsulpot ng isang pamilyar na bulto, napahawak ako saaking dibdib dahil sa gulat.

"Why? did I make your heart skip beat sweet heart?"

He said while grinning at me playfully.

"What are you doing here Wade?"

I asked calmly, He then gave me a boyish smile.

"Want to order something I could eat."

He chuckled.

"Probably you, baby."

He winked, napanganga ako roon.

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by: peculiarlullaby