Back from church...

I hate the world.

I hate myself

Growing up my mom was one to make assumptions.

That trait carried onto me.

And now I basically ruined one of my relationship with one of my closets friends.

My friends always ask why I stay single for a vvvvvvv long time.

Its because every time I get into a relationship, other people decides to fuck up my mind.

Friday a boy asked me our that I liked a year ago,and he knew I did. So now every time I walk past him he always like

Him: Hey Mikiaya just what

Me:What?

Him:I love you

Me:.....*walks away*

He knows I like someone else! He ducking know but no, him and his brother have to flirt with me every time I come outside.

Like I'm not mentally stable so can you stfu please?!

I just get so tired of every relationship that I'm happy in people decide to say 'Hey let's go make her crazy by confessing'

The same happened to Ali and someone else.

I either get so mentally damaged that I break up with the person and it takes years for me to get back to normal or I'm cheated on and I'm so sick of it.

Like I'm happy in my relationship but I can't go one day without hearing voices saying things I hope are not true.