Imagine you're a nurse and you have a secret that nobody, not even Kylo Ren, knows about.

*Requested*

You are a nurse working for the First Order. You've been working for the First Order since they've built Starkiller Base. You're very successful, even the doctors and other nurses are very impressed with your skills. Even though you're a very successful nurse working in the medical field, you had a secret that nobody of the First Order knows about you.

Deep within you, you're an angel. You have special powers, like the power to control fire, water, and nature and you can also talk to animals as well. You secretly have markings on your back that happen to be your wings, in which you have the ability to control them to bring them to life whenever you felt like it. You tried to be cautious of hiding your wing markings and your powers. You kept it as a secret from the workers, even from your best friend, Jamie, who works with you as a nurse as well, and especially from the high ranking superiors, General Hux, Captain Phasma, and even Commander Kylo Ren.

You're very terrified about two things. Worried about your powers getting out of control and Kylo Ren.

Whenever something frightened or triggered you, your powers can be uncontrollable. There was one time a male worker came up from behind you and he poked you, in a jokingly way, and you got scared. The next thing you knew, you turned around, while you were holding a cup of water, and the water flew out of the cup and it splashed all over the worker. That explains why you're very distant from the workers nowadays. After that incident, you practiced on controlling your powers even more.

Kylo Ren intimidated you, especially when his mask stares directly at you sometimes whenever you're walking through the hallways. You've heard so many stories about him from workers, including Jamie. You tried to avoid him as much as you could so your powers wouldn't go out of control.

Even though you're afraid of Kylo, you've always wondered what he'd looked like underneath his mask since nobody has never seen his face before. Lately, you've been having thoughts about him. Imagining of what he would look like.

You were in the infirmary locker room getting your jacket from your locker while you were talking with Jamie. "I saw Dr. Derek earlier. Gosh, he is such a babe. I wonder how he keeps his blonde hair so nice." Jamie said. You giggled and then, you closed your locker door. "Well, why don't you go ask him yourself, Jamie?" You said, smirking. "Oh, no way, (y/n). I'm not gonna ask him. Could you maybe ask him for me?" Jamie begged. "Me? Absolutely not." You said. Then, you and Jamie laughed as the both of you left the infirmary locker room.

As you and Jamie were walking down a hallway, the two of you were still talking to each other. "So, have you seen any cute guys around the First Order base lately?" Jamie asked. You shook your head and said, "Not really. Although...there is one particular man that I am really curious to know about." Jamie gasped, excitingly, and asked, "Who is it, (y/n)?" You looked away, feeling bashful.

"You don't wanna know, Jamie." You said. "Oh, come on, (y/n). I'm your best friend, you can tell me anything. Come on. Tell me who it is." Jamie said, while she elbowed your arm. You took a deep breath and let out an exhale and answered, "It's...It's Kylo Ren, Jamie."

Jamie gasped, in shock, and she stopped you. "Are you serious, (y/n)?" She asked. You nodded, slowly. "But why, (y/n)? Out of all the men here in the First Order base, you choose Kylo Ren? (y/n), haven't you heard all the stories about him?" She asked. "I have heard a lot of stories about him, Jamie, and I know I'm afraid of him. But I don't know. For some reason, I'm curious to know what he actually looks like under his mask lately." You said.

"I've always heard that he's an ugly, disfigured being, even though everyone has never seen him without his mask off." Jamie said. "Well, I feel like he's not a monster at all. To me, I can picture him as a normal, handsome, young human man. I just wish I could see what he looks like though." You said.

But before you could say more, Jamie shushed you, quietly. You were confused. "What is it, Jamie?" You asked, quietly. Jamie didn't answer. Instead, she slightly motioned her head to your left direction. You, then, looked to your left and you saw Kylo Ren, General Hux, and Captain Phasma, standing five feet away from you two, looking very stern.

You were shocked to see them there, you immediately turned your head away from them, feeling embarrassed, since Kylo was there, with his mask on. "I would advise you ladies to keep walking, you both are blocking our way." You heard General Hux's voice, sounding a bit irritated. Then, you felt someone grabbing your upper left arm. You looked up and saw Jamie next to you. "We'll leave right now, General. Come on, (y/n)." She said, and, then, she escorted you to a nearby empty hallway.

When you and Jamie were out of sight from Kylo Ren, General Hux, and Captain Phasma, Jamie stood in front of you. "That was a close one." She said. "I know. But I hope Kylo didn't hear what I said from our conversation." You said. "I'm sure he didn't, (y/n)."

"You promise you won't tell anyone, not even Kylo, about what I said earlier about Kylo?" You asked. "Of course I won't tell anyone, especially Kylo. I don't plan on talking to him ever. I promise, I won't tell." Jamie said. You smiled after that and said, "Thank you, Jamie." "No problem, (y/n). Now let's go get some dinner, I'm starving." Jamie said. You chuckled and said, "Me too, Jamie." Then, you and Jamie headed to the cafeteria.

***

You were walking through the hallways after a very long busy day in the infirmary. You were on your way to the cafeteria to meet with Jamie for dinner. You were running a bit late, so you ran as fast as you could through the hallways.

Then, all of a sudden, you bumped into someone and you fell backwards on the floor. You looked up to see who it was. It was none other than Kylo Ren, with his mask on, looking down at you. Your heart was racing as you gasped in fear. "I'm so sorry, Commander." You apologized.

But Kylo didn't say a word. Instead, he held his gloved hand out towards you. At first, you were confused until you, suddenly, felt something tight around your head. You cried out in pain as he continued. You were thinking that he was punishing you or something.

Moments later, Kylo moved his gloved hand away from you and that feeling in your head was gone. You let out a sigh of relief, then, you looked up at Kylo. He looked at you and, then, he kneeled down next to you. "I know what you are and you're stronger than I am." He said, in a robotic voice. When he said that, you immediately started to panic.

You started to get up, but a pair of arms grabbed you and they wrapped around your waist. "No! Please don't hurt me!" You yelled, as you squirmed while Kylo pulled you towards him. Kylo held you against his body as he tried to calm you down. "It's okay. I'm not gonna hurt you." He said. But you were still squirming in his arms and you whimpered.

Then, Kylo placed his gloved hand on the back of your head. You were starting to feel lightheaded. Then, just like that, you closed your eyes and you blacked out.

***

You woke up feeling silky sheets over you and you were laying on something comfy. You also felt something petting your hair, gently. You looked around for a bit until you saw a young, handsome man, with shoulder-length jet black hair and dark brown eyes, sitting in a chair next to you, looking worried.

"Who are you?" You asked. "It's me. Kylo Ren." He said, in a deep voice. You furrowed your eyebrows, in confusion. "You're Kylo Ren?" You asked. He nodded. "But...where's your mask?" "It's on my dresser. I didn't wanna scare you when you woke up." Kylo said.

You, then, looked around until you found his mask, sitting on his dresser. You looked at the mask, then, you looked at Kylo. You were surprised to see Kylo's actual face. You couldn't believe it was actually him. He was just like you imagined of what he would look like. You didn't even feel scared.

"What's your name?" Kylo asked you. "It's (y/n)." You said. "(y/n). What a beautiful name for a beautiful woman like you." Kylo said, as he brushed your cheek with his gloved hand. You blushed. "I'm sorry I frightened you earlier, (y/n), and I hope I didn't hurt you when I was reading your mind." He said, as he stopped brushing your cheek. "You didn't, Kylo. It's okay. At least my powers calmed down after I blacked out." You said. "Your powers are more powerful than mine, considering of what you really are, (y/n)." Kylo said.

Your eyes widened a bit since you almost forgot that Kylo now knows about your secret. "You're not gonna tell anyone about me, are you?" You asked. Kylo shook his head and said, "No, I'm not gonna tell anyone about you. Your secrets safe with me." You, then, let out a sigh of relief.

"I can sense that you're worried about your powers getting out of control when something frightens or triggers you, (y/n)." Kylo said. You nodded. "Maybe I can help you with your situation." "How?" You asked. "I can help train you on how to control your powers more." Kylo explained. "Really? You would do that for me?" You asked. "Absolutely. I'm offering to help you." Kylo said.

You thought for a moment until you said, "Can I ask you a question first, Kylo?" "Sure." He said. "Why are you being so caring to me, Kylo?" You asked. "Because not only are you special, (y/n), but it's because you're the only one in the First Order who doesn't see me as a monster like everyone else does." Kylo explained.

You were surprised when he said that. "Really?" You said. Kylo nodded and said, "When I overheard you talking with your friend the other day about me and whenever I saw you walking in the hallways, I've developed feelings for you, (y/n). You don't see me as a monster at all. But on top of all that, you're a beautiful woman, (y/n). A very beautiful angel."

You smiled and blushed as your heart was fluttering the whole time when Kylo said all of that. "Really?" You spoke. Kylo smiled as he, gently, stroked your (h/l) (h/c) hair. "I meant every word that I said, (y/n)." He said, and, then, he leaned down and placed a soft kiss on your cheek, which made you blush even more. You even felt a warm sensation in your body that you've never felt before in your life.

Kylo was definitely a different person to you than what other workers had said. "I accept your offer, Kylo. I would love to have you help me with controlling my powers a lot better." Kylo smiled and said, "Good. I would love to help you, my little angel."

Then, Kylo leaned down and he pressed his lips soft, warm lips against yours. You were surprised at first, but, then, you returned the kiss as he kiss you, tenderly and gently. You loved it so much you could almost feel your wings fluttering. Then, you and Kylo pulled away from the kiss.

Kylo looked behind you and said, "You have gorgeous wings, (y/n)." You glanced behind and you saw your angel wings spread out. "Oh. Thank you, Kylo." You said. "You're welcome." Kylo said. You blushed and said, "I love you, Kylo." He smiled and petted one of your wings and said, "I love you too, my little angel."