Kurt asked me first thing this morning why I left. He said that when I first came here that I did not care. I have not come up with a lie yet so I don't know what to do. Hopefully he wont ask me about it any more. Fingers crossed, yay a test that I did not study for. It is in English so it should be pretty easy. It has been really awkward around Kurt I don't know why though. I think its cause I left in such a rush. But who knows.

Its time to go home I feel really different around Kurt now, not a bad different. I don't know why. He invited me to go back to the bridge tonight same time. I have been thinking about my dad lately. I wonder what he is doing, since he lost the lites of his life. But it is not my problem. I go to the bridge more often and find the stash of pot. Do what I do and then go home. I think that Krist might like me but I am not sure. I don't feel that way about him, I think that's how I feel about Kurt. I don't know why but when we met there was this spark that happened between us. I can't wait for tonight

Same as last time, I said the same thing again. I don't know why bit when I said I'm so exited I can't wait to meet you there he wrote it down. I love his face whenever I say that. But its 11:30, so I better get ready. I think I am gonna wear my black skinny jeans, and a black T-shirt and my green cardigan. Kurt loves it I think I will give it to him for his birthday. Its time to head to the business.

I walked up and I saw him sitting there smoking. I asked him why he wanted me here. He said that he knew that I was getting high a lot. I said that it is none of his business. He leaned over to me and asked me if I liked him. And I mean like like him. I said no, but he said I was lying. Then he got even closer and as he kissed me I had no idea what or why this was happening.