"I'm sorry I can't do this anymore" you said as tears streamed down your cheek

Haizaki's eyes widened in shock and regret washed over him "fuck. I'm sorry look, please don't leave (Y/N)-"

"you say that every time... But you do it again" you said bitterly he moved closer to you to hold your hand but you moved it

"goodbye" you said and ran away before he could protest

"fuck!" he shouted as tears threatened to escape his eyes. gosh, did he love you but he always messed up

Even though he had you he still flirted with other girls and it hurt you a lot. You told him to stop and he would apologize but end up doing it again. Now he really messed up. What if you never came back?

He needed to fix this. He ran after you "(Y/N)!" he called out but he couldn't find you

He searched everywhere but you weren't there "shit! Where did she go?!" he shouted and got stares from people around him but he didn't care. He needed to find you

He ran his fingers through his grey locks and wiped some sweat away. He looked in the cafeteria but you weren't there

He checked the entire school but he still didn't find you.

** time skip**

Haizaki searched everywhere and you haven't even showed up to any of the classes

He missed you, your smile, how you'd scold him for taking your food. "fuck" he said as he kicked a trash can. He needed you. He couldn't imagine life without you by his side

He sighed and started to think of other places you'd be. "the roof!" he shouted and sprinted

He slammed open the door to see you on the ground hugging your knees and sobbing

"fuck. (Y/N) I'm so sorry please give me another chance I won't talk to those girls again. I only need you" he pleaded

but you ignored him "fuck don't do this" he said and you flinched as you heard the pain in his voice

You turned around, tears streaming down your face "stop it Haizaki... Don't hurt me anymore than needed" you wimpered

He reached out and wiped your tears away and hugged you. The familiar scent of cologne and cigarettes filled your nostrils "I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I love you... Sorry" you said while crying into his chest "Shh... It's okay" he said

You started to cry more and he stroked your head "I love you so fucking much" he said and kissed your forehead

You nodded and wrapped your arms around him, hugging him tightly "I love you too Shougo" you said

"it'll never happen again, I swear (Y/N)"

There are times where it hurts so much that you need to walk away, but sometimes it's okay to forgive.

-@bishounenlover