Day 1
Cold, emotionless, broken, these where the words that described you. Your heart so cold and fragile that it makes porcelain look like bricks, so scared to show your feelings, that you keep them hidden. Broken, as if all the pain you've been through picked you up and dropped you, leaving you a broken shell.

You adjusted your glasses as you walked to the roof to eat your lunch. You sighed as you looked through the fence "maybe I should just jump" you thought to yourself as you climbed a bit of the fence so that your head was fully over the edge

The wind brushed your shiny (H/C) locks away from your face and you closed your eyes

You heard someone shouting but you ignored it and climbed higher so that you where now sitting on the edge of the fence

You opened your eyes and took in the view "should I just jump now? It's not like anyone would care, right?" You mumbled with a sigh

"(L/N)-SAAANN!!!" called a familiar voice you looked down to see Kagami "eh, Kagami-" was all you could say when your hand slipped and you fell and you shut your eyes preparing to die

"OOFF" was all you could say "Ow- wait why didn't that hurt?" You said in a monotone voice as you felt something under you

You opened your eyes and your (E/C) orbs met brown ones "oh- ouch!!" Kagami flicked your forehead powerfully making you wince in pain

"BAKA! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU!!! I WAS CALLING YOU OVER AND OVER! I THOUGHT YOU WHERE GOING TO DIE!!!" Shouted Kagami

You got off of him and patted down your skirt "sorry" you said with a slight bow and you picked up your bag and left the roof

Kagami stayed on the ground and sighed "I fell in love with an idiot" he said as he face palmed

Day 2

You couldn't help but reply yesterday's scene over and over again in your head and you felt your heart beat quicken and your face felt hot "maybe I'm catching a fever" you said as you felt your red cheeks

You put your uniform on and looked in the mirror "ugly" "useless" "fat" "kill yourself" those where the words that echoed through your head constantly

You whipped away your tears and looked at your self one more time "today. Today I'll do it" you mumbled to yourself

**TIME SKIP**

When the lunch bell rang you took a deep breath "today's the day" you whispered and went up to the roof

You took a deep breath and started to climb the fence when suddenly you where yanked back

You looked up to see Kagami "AGAIN!! DEAR GOD! ARE YOU TRYING TO DIE?!!" he shouted

You squirmed out of his grip and looked at him with a sad expression "ah, sorry I yelled" he said while scratching the back of his neck

You removed your pained expression with your emotionless mask and looked at Kagami

"You know. You don't have to worry about me. I know what I'm doing" you said in your usual monotone voice

He sighed "you clearly don't! Look. I-I like you okay? So don't be hurting yourself. If you wanna talk I'll listen" he said while blushing

Your eyes widened with schock and there where tears in your eyes you covered your face with your hands "ah. Excuse me" you said with a bow and ran away from Kagami

Day 3

You went up the staires to the roof and opened the door. Your eyes adjusted to the bright sunlight and you saw the familiar red head sitting down, he noticed you and motioned for you to come

You stood there for a few seconds and awkwardly walked over to him. You stood in front of him and sighed

You sat down and waited for him to speak "listen. What I told you yesterday. I was serious, please consider me." He said with a slight blush

You remained expressionless and after a few awkward seconds you spoke up "I am incapable of loving people. But if you give me time I will consider you" you said as you stood up

And with that you left the roof to buy some food

Day 4

You stared at yourself in the mirror "how could anyone like you?" "UGLY" "just kill yourself already" the voices in your head where getting worse

"Maybe I should reject him. He deserves someone better than me" you said to yourself as you continued to pick on every flaw you could find about yourself

**TIME SKIP***

You waited on the roof hoping to reject Kagami but you saw 2 girls standing there. They saw you and ran up to you

"I always see you with Kagami. Are you guys dating" asked the girl and you shook your head "no" you replied in your usual monotone voice

"Ah! Thank goodness! I wanted to confess so you don't mind right?" Said one of the girls and you felt a pain in your chest

"What's wrong with me?" You thought to yourself the other girl noticed your troubled expression and sighed "are you OK?" She asked

"I don't know. For some reason my heart started to hurt when she said that" you replied emotionlessly

The both looked at each other and bursted out laughing "YOUR HILARIOUS!" they shouted

"Yeah I was scared to talk to you at first but your so cute. Have you ever considered the fact that you might be in love with him too?" Said the other girl

You thought about it and shrugged "I don't know" you said

Day 5

You ended up talking to the girls from yesterday and you became friends you looked in the mirror and noticed something strange

You where smiling the first real smile you've done since you where young, it was as if your parents never abandoned you when you where 8 leaving you to die, as if all the pain and sorrow where whipped away

You felt... Alive "ah, so this is what it's like to be alive" you said as you felt your heart beat "it's... Nice" you said and left for school

You felt as though you where looking at the world through a different angel. The sun wasn't on you, but embracing you. You could actually feel the sun's warmth on your (S/C) skin

You felt so happy, you couldn't help but giggle in excitement then you saw Kagami and walked over to him

**TIME SKIP**

you had told Kagami to meet you on the roof because you wanted to tell him about all this happiness you where feeling

He walked over to you and blushed "you should smile more, it suits you" he said as he got comfortable

Your heart started to beat faster "you look adorable" he said with a blush

You blushed too "thanks" you said shyly "so, I don't want to bug you about it. But have you come up with an answer yet?" He asked

You looked down and blushed "yes. I'd like to date you." You said and his eyes widened

He smiled "YES!" he shouted "I promise I'll make you happy!" He exclaimed

You giggled "you better" you responded

Day 6

You couldn't help but be excited about today. You gotten yourself a good boyfriend and the two of you agreed to go to Magi Burger after school

You told your two friends Nanami and Aki that you'd eat lunch with them on the roof

You ran to the roof and sat down next to them "hey guys!" You said happily and they looked at you with a shocked expression

"What's gotten in to you? Your so energetic, you where never like this before" Nanami said as she took a bite of her lunch

"Yeah! Did you get a boyfriend?~" teased Aki and you blushed "w-well yeah." You said and they squeeled

"KYAAA!! (F/N)-CHAN IN LOVE IS KAWAII!!" they both exclaimed

You giggled "yeah. I'm dating Kagami" as soon as you said that Aki looked down with a gloomy expression making you confused

"Ah that's right she likes him" you said worriedly in your head she gave you a fake smile "excuse me" she said and ran off

"Don't worry. She's fine" Nanami said and patted your shoulder "I have a boyfriend too! ~ here I'll show you his picture" she said and you nodded

Day 7

You couldn't help but feel sad about what had happened you didn't want to hurt Aki's feelings like that

You decided to visit Kagami at practice. You sent him a text saying that your coming to see him

You ran back to your classroom because you had forgotten your bag. You slide the door open only to see Kagami and Aki kissing

"K-Kagami, what if (Y/N)-Chan see's" said Aki and Kagami unbuttoned her shirt "she won't" he said and Aki giggled

You closed the door and sobbed "I knew it!" You said in your head, you felt your heart collapse and you couldn't take the pain

You walked over to the roof and whipped your nose with your sleeve "why?!" You shouted "why was I so stupid?!" You said as you started to climb the fence

**Flashback**

You opened your eyes and took in the view "should I just jump now? It's not like anyone would care, right?" You mumbled with a sigh

"(L/N)-SAAANN!!!" called a familiar voice you looked down to see Kagami "eh, Kagami-" was all you could say when your hand slipped and you fell and you shut your eyes preparing to die

"OOFF" was all you could say "Ow- wait why didn't that hurt?" You said in a monotone voice as you felt something under you

You opened your eyes and your (E/C) orbs met brown ones "oh- ouch!!" Kagami flicked your forehead powerfully making you wince in pain

"BAKA! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU!!! I WAS CALLING YOU OVER AND OVER! I THOUGHT YOU WHERE GOING TO DIE!!!" Shouted Kagami

** End Of Flashback**

You let out a bitter laugh as you stood on the other side of the fence the sky turned gray and you continued to cry

"I can't do this anymore. I'm done. Nobody cares. Nobody needs me. And when I finally *sobs* finally find someone who cares, he ends up being fake. Why did he stop me?! Why did he do this!?" you said as you whipped your tears off your face

You took off your glasses and threw them on the school roof "something to remember me by, not like anyone needs it" you said as more tears streamed down your face

You took one last look at the view and jumped

You saw the river of blood flow out from under you as you lay on the cold concrete. You felt pain everywhere and smiled "I deserve it" you said with a smile and you closed your eyes

One last tear escaped and rolled down your cheek. darkness was the last thing that embraced you as you finally crumbled

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A/N: YOOO I hope you enjoyed this :) was it depressing? Sad? Lemme know what you think in the comments. I wanna thank you guys for trying to cheer me up when I was feeling down. I love you all :) but we shouldn't be mean to my ex. Thanks for reading and sorry for Kagami being so OOC xD