Radha spent her earlier days,
Admiring your cute ways,
Enjoying your gaze,
And loving you always.

Rukmini did not see you as a child.
To her too you were kind.
As she held your hand.
Till her life's end.

Gopis could meet and play,
With you in the day,
And at night they would sway,
To the music you play.

Meera too had no regret;
Since she opened her heart;
And let you find it,
To make the love sprout.

You blessed them all;
Made them fall;
Into the pool;
Of bliss, and love eternal.

But why not me?
Can't you see?
That I seek thee?
Don't you hear my plea?

You gave them all sorrow at a point;
And they had to bear it.
Since you loved them, you test.
But what about me? I guess I need to wait ...

You are always right.
You know whose heart,
Is just pure and bright.
Till I am pure, I will wait.

But how long?
Till you are tired of escaping?
Till I realise my heart breaking?
Or till I forget breathing?

Tell me till when.
Because each time I turn,
I find myself alone.
Waiting is on!

You never return.
Silently for you I yearn,
As I let my heart burn.
Oh! But please don't mourn.

You don't deserve blame.
It's just that my excuse is lame.
Maybe I am not tame.
I deserve the blame.

I don't deserve you.
For, to you I was never true.
Since my mind always flew,
To the winds of worldly hue.

Yes; what a fool I have been!
Thinking of you as a normal human.
But you are the supreme one.
And I am the one with sin.

I can never escape your prosecution.
You always know each intention,
Behind each of my action.
And peek into my thoughts and imagination.

Yes, I never loved you truly.
Neither do I hate you wholeheartedly.
I was neither your enemy, nor was friendly.
Never gave you, my heart completely.

I was just desperate,
To have a mate.
And that made me calculate.
That is when, you entered my fate.

But now I get it clear.
You don't belong here.
Can I meet you ever?
I am unsure.

Oh! But just don't bother.
My mind can only blabber,
Since I am out of order.
It is a manufacturing disorder.

Sorry that you have to bear,
With this useless chatter.
I will not trouble you later.
Goodbye ... forever.