Santa Monica
State Beach
2:35pm

"Why are you so mean to Krish's brother?" My friend Alexus asked me walking through the wet beach sand along side me.

Alexus was a thick caramel skinned woman that people often took as my twin.

We looked similar, but not exactly alike.

"I'm not Lex, he just wants to bone."

"Yara look at you, I would wanna bone too." She laughed.

"That's not funny and plus I've already had a run in with some big girl about him, it's just a no for me." I told her.

"So you have no attraction towards him at all?" She asked.

"Honestly I do, but I don't know." I looked away feeling the warm sun on my skin.

"You think he's going to be a repeat of Jonathan?" She asked me in reference to my ex.

"YES, oh my gosh he just looks so possessive Lex, and then he's so damn big and strong if he loses it I won't be able to get him off of me." I told her freaking out.

"Well bitch you better not cheat this time." She chuckled.

My last relationship was terrible, my ex was extremely possessive with what I wore, how I talked, and where I went.

Jonathan was very fit but he wasn't as big as Kris and he was knocking all of my sonic rings out.

"No the next man has to match the woman that I am."

"I'm not cooking, cleaning, and begging a man to touch me that's dead. If I have to do all of that then you better bet your top dollars that he's getting cheated on too." I told her not caring.

I was past the stage in my life where I gave men too many chances. Every time I tried to empathize with their problems, they never offered to do the same for mine.

I loved to please my man in every way possible no matter what situation it was in reference too.

And that's why I'm celibate and my next relationship is gonna be slowly worked towards.

Later that night
Club Kroz
11:53pm

"Honestly Lex I'm starting to feel like you and Savannah are on the same side as Krish." I told them stepping out of the passenger seat of the car.

"Girl I only want you to be happy, I hate the fact that we have to watch you act like you don't care when we go out on dates." Lex sobbed.

"Alexus you guys have been married for seven years, why would I care for real, I'm not a jealous woman." I told them walking towards the front door waiting for Krish to let us in without waiting in line.

"Let those three through." I heard a familiar voice.

Walking up the stairs I noticed Kris staring at me.

"Remember what happened last time?" He questioned me looking my outfit up and down.

"It's not my fault that some men can't control themselves." I told him walking in hearing City Girls blaring through the speakers of the club.

Noticing Krish I walked over to her and began throwing my ass in a circle.

Feeling myself a little too much I bent all the way down and patted my lower lips.

I was definitely getting drunk and going home to vibrate the hell out of my clit tonight.

Deciding to stop the vulgar dancing, I walked over to the bar.

"Hi, what can I get for you today?" The pretty bartender asked me.

"Let me get an Orgazm." I told her feeling sexy as fuck.

Tonight was gonna be a show.