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"Jeno Jeno! I got the leading part! I got it!" Jaemin yells in Jeno's ear and the boy jolted, but then smiled.

"I'm happy for you NaNa!~" Jeno cooed and they developed each other in a tight hug. Jaemin then pulled away and gave a paper to Jeno.

"It's for the front row seating. I want you to be there!" Jaemin said in a excited voice, and Jeno could only feel his heart hurt, but he smiled anyway.

"Of course Jaemin." He said in a soft voice, and then Jaemin ran out of the room to tell the others.

"Oh Jaemin..." Jeno whispered sadly, and put the invitation in his side desk as he laid down on his bed. He heard the laughs and loud yells from downstairs, and smiled.

Jeno then closed his eyes, and thought back for he first time he saw Jaemin. He was so small, innocent, and young. Jeno then watched him grow and grow, into the tall and handsome boy today. He'd always be there for Jaemin, always, even if it hurt him. He just couldn't say no to the boy, his body refused him too.

"If only you knew." He whispered.

And fell asleep.

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"Today's the day! Jeno I'm nervous! I'm sooooooo nervous." Jaemin kept on saying and Jeno only scoffed.

"Your such a child." He said while playing with the costumes and makeup. Jaemin looked extra good today because it was the play, the play that half the town would see, and his best friend, Na Jaemin, got the lead roll.

Jeno couldn't be more happy, he always knew Jaemin had a talent for acting.

"I should probably go take my seat, good luck Jaemin. I know you'll do magnificent." Jeno said teasingly and Jaemin only smiled as he fixed his costume.

"Thank you Jeno~" Jaemin said and Jeno only smiled and walked out of the dressing room.

Jeno then started walking to his seat, but then he saw a girl. The other lead actress, looking at herself in the mirror.

She was pretty.

'Jaemin would like her,' Jeno thought, and took a deep sigh as he walked to his seat.

He then sat down and waited.

Finally the curtains came down, and the lights instantly turned on as they shone on the one and only Na Jaemin. He was gorgeous. Then the girl came out, and they started dancing to the intro music.

Jaemin was a amazing dancer.

Jeno then watched as they started acting and people made noises here and there as they got so immersed. Jeno smiled at how well Jaemin was doing.

Then the part came.

And they kissed.

Jeno's heart dropped and slowly did his smile. The kiss looked perfect, as if in movies. Jeno then thought about it.

Jaemin was gonna grow up, and leave him behind as he grew famous and took over the acting career. He was gonna forget their friendship as If dust. As if it was nothing.

Jeno's heart was hurting and his anxiety got so much, he got up and ran out of the stage room. Nobody noticed though, as they were so in love with this scene.

Jeno ran through the front doors of the theater and ran down the street, not caring anymore as he cried. His heart hurt so much that it felt as if it would burst out of his lungs.

Jeno staggered into his apartment building and ran into his room, running into the bathroom as he immediately hunched over the toilet and threw up. He couldn't take it anymore. The thoughts, love, sadness, guilt and anger- he couldn't handle it.

He then pushed up against the wall and slid down it, and hid his face in his knees as he cried. He kept crying and crying, letting all the tears fall.

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"1 2 3 bow!" They all bowed and Jaemin smiled as he bowed, and then looked up into the crowd, and looked in the front row, expecting to see him.

He wasn't there.

His seat was empty.

Jaemin instantly changed his large smile into a frown, and as the lights went off he instantly went into the dressing room. He walked in, and looked around.

No one. He wasn't there.

He then picked up his phone and called him, pretty angry.

The phone instantly went to voicemail and Jaemin was now furious.

How could Jeno do this? On his biggest day, he left him. Jaemin felt his heart twist in undeniable pain, and he couldn't help but feel hurt.

He then got changed and walked out of the theater as he got into his car, and drove to Jeno's apartment. An angered aurora surrounding him.

He then got there, parked, and walked inside, immediately going to Jeno's room. He gave the door three knocks, and then realized it was unlocked as he stepped into the apartment room.

"Jeno!" Jaemin called out, and threw his stuff on the couch as he walked around the house, looking for the said boy.

"Jeno where-" He said but then got a peek in Jeno's room, and saw a lump in the bed. He then furrowed his eyebrows and stepped into the room.

Jeno was sleeping.

Jaemin then took a sigh and calmed himself as he walked over and sat down on the bed. Jeno was fast asleep, a little pout displayed on his lips.

Jaemin gave a soft smile, as all his anger died down at the sight of Jeno.

"Jeno, it's me Jaemin." Jaemin whispered, and poked Jeno's cheeks. Jeno only scrunched his nose and covered himself with the blankets.

"Jeno~" Jaemin kept teasing, and pulling down the blankets. Finally Jeno reached his arms above him and yawned as he stretched. Jaemin uwu'd at the sight. Jeno was like a big baby.

Jeno finally caught notice of Jaemin, and lifted an eyebrow in a confused manner, still looking tired as ever.

"Aren't u suppose to be at the theater?" Jeno asked and slowly sat up on his elbows.

Jaemin never noticed it until now, but Jeno was cute. He was just a fluffy person Jaemin wanted to hug at this moment.

Jaemin then shrugged.

"It ended." He admitted and then Jeno instantly shifted his position and face planted onto the pillow.

"I'm fowwy." He said, and the words were muffled into the pillow. Jaemin only smiled.

"It's fine, you were tired. Well so am I." Jaemin admitted and then planted himself on top of Jeno's back, giving a loud sigh.

"NaNa, your heavy." Jeno lied, as he turned his head to the side, to mess with Jaemin, and he earned a slap from the other which made him laugh.

After awhile Jaemin didn't move, and all Jeno could hear was soft breathing from him.

"NaNa." Jeno whispered, and Jaemin didn't move.

'Did he really fall asleep that fast?' Thought Jeno, but shrugged it off as he closed his eyes as well.

Smiling.

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Once again,

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