전정극 : Regret
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She's rich, yet she grew up to be simple and innocent. She's also smart, she loves reading books, but music is her passion. She's really good at playing various instruments but piano and violin were her favorites. She's an only child and she's deeply loved by her parents. She has good friends in school, and she's beautiful even though she wears reading glasses all the time. Everything in her life was perfect, and there's nothing more she can ask. She was just 19 back then. She's in her last year in highschool and she already got a scholarship to a big music school in Amsterdam, and was bound to go there in six months. She's excited and can't wait to go there. It was her biggest dream and it's finally coming true. Until she met Jeon Jungkook..
He wasn't as rich as her, he's 20, he doesn't have parents and he only live with his sister. He doesn't go to school anymore, he chose to work so that his sister can go to school instead. He's really good in painting. He was a very cheerful person back then, but when his mother died because of an accident, he started to care less about everything except for his sister. He's selling his painting and no one seems to like it. His paintings were all dark and lonely like his world. Until he met Y/N..
They met at a park, where Y/N was sitting under the shade of a tree, and was reading a book. He was sitting on a bench and was attracted at her natural beauty. He was staring at her and painting the sight he was seeing. After he was done, he gathered up courage to go and talk to her. He walked towards her and approached her. Luckily, she was nice enough to talk to him. He showed her his painting and he's so happy that she actually liked it. After that, they became good friends.
3 months had past and the two was slowly falling in love with each other. One day, he confessed to her at the place where they first met. She gladly accepted his love and they became a couple. They were so deeply in love and were so happy at each other's company. His paintings became colorful and bright. Her music was full of love. She wanted him to be his first and last. She even contemplated if she still wanna go to Amsterdam. It was an everlasting love. At least that's what they thought. Little did they know, that a horrible truth will break their love apart.
"Why are you so afraid to drive?" Jungkook chuckled lightly. Y/N's driver was sick today, and instead of driving herself, she just used a bus to go to school.
"I had an accident before.. July 18, 2011.. I will never forget that day. I accidentally ran a woman over. But dad told me she was okay. But I'm just afraid to hurt someone again if I drive. So I decided not to."
Jungkook froze at what he heard. July 18, 2011. He will never forget that date too. It was the same exact date when his mother died. She was on her way to work when she was ran over by a car. She was brought to the hospital and was in a critical condition. Y/N's family paid for his mother's hospital bills but she soon died. Jungkook wanted to sue the one who killed his mother so bad. But he doesn't even have enough money to file a case or even to hire a lawyer. He was so mad at himself that he can't even do anything for his mother. She's the only one that they had. His father died when they were young and now, his mother is gone too.
It was an accident, and he knows it. But Jungkook's love was already overwhelmed with anger. Whenever he looked at Y/N, he can't see the girl he love, but he sees the person who killed his mother instead. His heart was suddenly filled with hatred once again. All he wanted that time was to get revenge for his mother's death.
From then on, he started to act cold towards Y/N. He doesn't answer her calls and they don't see each other as often as before. It was Jungkook's birthday. She prepared a big surprise for him. His sister, and all of his close friends were there. There were balloons and banners everywhere. Delicious foods were on the table.Y/N and his sister were busy accomodating the visitors. He was walking down the alley to his home. As soon as he reached the front of his house, they threw confettis and sang a happy birthday song for Jungkook. He smiled but he doesn't look happy. He mouthed a 'thank you' and went straight inside his house. His friends didn't mind because he's usually like that and continued the party.
"Oppa!" Y/N called but Jungkook didn't even looked and just walked straight towards his room. "Oppa wait!" She ran inside his room before he slammed it shut.
"What?!" He shouted at her face. "What do you want?!" He continued.
Y/N felt a hard pound on his heart. She was hurt. Why was he being like this? Why is he doing this to me? She asked to herself.
"H-happy birthday... A-aren't you going to.. to ea-?"
"What do you really want? Can't you just stop being so clingy?" Jungkook said before she even finished. Her hands were in a ball of fist and she's already at the verge of crying.
"But o-oppa.. I just -" She was cut off by Jungkook again. He grabbed her by the hand and harshly threw her on the bed. She gasped at his actions. Jungkook would never do this to her. What's happening to him? She saw him taking off his shirt, threw it on the floor and walked towards her. She started to get scared. What is he planning to do? He sat on the bed and he held her arms up. He started kissing Y/N on the lips and neck. It was harsh and full of anger. "J-Jungkook.. W-why are you.. doing this..." Tears started falling from her eyes. Jungkook suddenly stopped, his head was still on the crook of her neck.
"Jungkook.. I-if this will make you go back to the old you.. If this will make you love me again.. It's okay with me.."
Jungkook froze. He felt his heart hurt. He immediately stood up and put on his shirt again.
"Go home." He stated coldly.
"Why Jungkook? Please tell me what did I d-"
"I said go! Go home! Get out of my room! Get out of my life! I don't want to see you ever again!"
More tears flowed onto her cheeks as she ran towards the door and left him. She was so confused. He sat in his bed in daze, thinking about what he had done. He knows he still love her..
Days passed by, Y/N didn't stop calling Jungkook. She wanted to know why did he dump her like that. She went to Jungkook's usual place, and found him there.
"What are you doing here?" Asked he, while looking coldly at her. "Tell me. Please tell me what did I do wrong. Why are you doing this to me Jungkook-ah?!" She said, raising her voice.
"Do you really wanted to know?" He let out a dry chuckle which scared Y/N.
"T-tell me."
"You killed my mother."
"W-what.. Wha-"
"You killed my mother!! She was the one you ran over with your car!"
Y/N froze at that moment. Tears were now streaming her cheeks, and seems like it doesn't want to stop.
"B-but.. D-dad told me she's okay, she's alive.. Why.. How -"
"Well surprise! He lied to you!"
"J-jungkook... I didn't mean to-"
"Please leave. I don't want to see your face ever again."
After hearing those words from him, she immediately ran away. She was so confused. Why would his parents lie to her?
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"I'm really sorry Y/N.. I felt like I just have to hide what really happened. You were so traumatized and we were so worried about you." Her parents comforted her.
She was so hurt. Her heart was broken into pieces. She didn't know.. It was all an accident..
"Mom.. I want just want to leave here."
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2 weeks had passed but Jungkook seems to be the same cold person as he is before.
"Oppa.. Are you happy?" Asked his sister.
"Eh?" Jungkook replied.
"You hurt her. You already had your revenge. But are you happy?"
He didn't replied.
"I know that you love her so much oppa.."
They looked at each other and she smiled. He hugged his sister and ran outside. I have to go to her.. I have to fix this.. He thought to himself.
But he was too late. Y/N had already left. He was so frustrated and mad at himself but he never gave up. He worked hard and saved money. When he had enough to buy a ticket to Amsterdam, he immediately did. He wanted to at least say sorry to her, and tell her how he truly loves her.
After 2 years of waiting, he finally saw her. He tried to talk to her but she ignored him. He never stopped approaching her until he found out that she already had a fiancé. After that, he knew that he's already happy. So he decided to just give her up. He went to the same place where he could possibly find her. He slowly walked towards her.
"What are you doing here?" She asked.
"Don't worry.. I just came here to say goodbye.." He looked at her straight in the eyes. After all these years, she still haven't changed. She's still beautiful, maybe even more. He missed her so much, too bad he'd been such a jerk to her before, and now he's too late to apologize. "I'm really sorry for what I have done in the past. I was just so overwhelmed with anger.. But I want you to know, that I love you so much, Y/N. I still love you. But I see you're happy now, and I'm also happy for you.. Goodbye Y/N..."
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A/N:
I edited this a little. Still shit but what can I do? 😂
P.s Based from the movie A Moment in Time
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