I don't recall ever writing a fanfic like this before. Usually I'm not the type to go with dark/crazy themes but there's a first for everything. I don't think mine will be too graphic or dark though, maybe just for one part. I'm surprised no one suggested an idol, so I took quite a long time to find an idol. Luckily, I've chosen one myself.

Jiwoo is probably one of the best examples of a girl crush idol. Though I like her vanilla/innocent and beautiful looks, her dark/fierce and intimidating looks are also a wonderful take to her styles.

Kard is another very unique group, I've been with them for quite some time now. The recent songs haven't been my favorite but they're still very enjoyable. I hope to see more coed groups in the future. Groups like this actually give me a reason to make real ships.

Also, just borderline smut I guess? I just like the smaller descriptions and teases.

In Love With A Psycho
The fan signing was just about to begin as (Y/n) was going to make an appearance. His fans cheered upon seeing him come onto the booth as he waved and sent heart signs to them all. He took a seat before things began, one by one his fans came up with their own gifts and albums for him to sign and play with. His fan service was always his main attraction, stealing the hearts of girls and maybe even some guys.

He loved doing this the most, just interacting with his fans directly face to face. His fans always came first when making music or performing on stage. Without his fans his reputation wouldn't be what it was. Of course he still wasn't worldwide famous but he didn't need that to be happy.

The fan signing went on until he received a direct phone call after his manager handed him a phone. (Y/n) had to leave the stage for a bit to take the call.

"Mr. Song, we have a problem. Ms. Jeon has... she's escaped again." A voice said.

"What?! Find her right now! It isn't safe for her to be roaming around." (Y/n) responded.

"For your safety, please return home. Lock down your house immediately." The call ended as (Y/n) returned. He had to keep up the act a little longer. As much as he should take the safety precautions, it would look pretty bad if he left during a fan event.

(Y/n) sped through the fan sign as much as he could and ending it. He thanked the fans before heading off home. This wasn't quite out of fear, rather he was worried for her safety. She could get hurt out there, and her safety was something he valued greatly. (Y/n) arrived home, locking his doors and windows. Security wasn't exactly the solution here, not like they'd be of any help against her.

He went into his room and slammed the door. (Y/n) slammed a button within his room as he heard the whole building go into lockdown. It took a few minutes but eventually everything went quiet. (Y/n) took in a deep breath as he checked his phone only to see no updates. He texted the very number that informed him earlier. "Give me a few days. She's safer here with me." He cursed to himself, knowing he'd already lost.

(Y/n) sat at the center edge of his bed before saying a few words into the emptiness. "Jiwoo, you can come out now." He sighed, knowing there was no good to come from this. Sounds of shuffling came from his closet, finally realizing where she had been hiding. The doors opened as she revealed herself.

"Hi (Y/n)." Her voice made him shudder as goosebumps appeared on his skin. She slowly made her way over to him, playing with him. She knew everything about him, what angered him, scared him, and even what turns him on.

Jiwoo brought her hand along his face, caressing it with her hands. In a swift motion she pushed him down before jumping atop of him. She leaned in closer toward his face, "Ji—" (Y/n) began saying but stopped halfway when he felt cold steel against his neck. "Who gave you permission to speak?" She said into his ear, biting down onto his earlobe. Her teeth pierced his skin, drawing blood.

She sat up straight putting her knife back before pulling out a syringe filling it with a substance. She smiled as she leaned in closer just about to stick the needle into his neck but he spoke up again.

"Come on Jiwoo, you don't need to—" She forcefully injected the needle catching him mid sentence.

"I never said to talk. Go to sleep now (Y/n), I'll see you later." She whispered before pecking him on the lips.

2 hours later
(Y/n)'s eyes opened to an eternal darkness. He tried moving around, only to be realize that he was chained up with handcuffs. His struggles were useless as he heard the metal flank against the bed. This wasn't the first time this situation had happened. Last time she had also done the same thing, and it looks like she's learned. She had tied him up with rope last time and he managed to escape. Well escape is wrong term to use since he didn't exactly leave. He only freed himself so he could use his hands for their... fun.

The lights turned on as he shut his eyes to avoid the blinding effects. He heard the sound of footsteps get closer as his eyes tried to adjust to the light. He felt a weight suddenly crash into his upper body as he still adjusted his eyes. It didn't help that he felt a wet feeling run along his neck. He winced as he felt a few bites, knowing marks were going to be made. She reached a tender area biting it softer knowing that was his sweet spot. As much as he tried to resist it, a moan still escaped his lips.

"You're finally awake, now we can start the fun." She said, jumping in his lap. She began to peel off his shirt a little before realizing she wouldn't be able to get it off. She pulled out her knife and swiftly slicing it in half. She tore it off of him, getting a feel of his body.

She went for his neck again, getting another moan out of him. Her excitement grew at the feeling of his aroused state, feeling his hardened member pressing against her rear. Jiwoo readjusted herself softly rocking herself against his groin.

"Jiwoo—" She slapped him across the face before placing both of her hands onto his throat.

"There were so many girls with you today wasn't there? You probably flirted with all of them. You cheated on me didn't you? How many other girls have you been with while I was gone?" She said as she squeezed harder.

"N-None..." He was able to speak out while still being choked. Jiwoo finally let go as he was finally able to breath. She kept attacking his body, leaving marks all over the place.

"Take these off Jiwoo, I won't run away." He said, making her more concerned.

"No. You're lying to me again." She said.

"Please, trust me. You can even cuff me to you instead. I promise I won't run, I've never ran before I won't now."

"I'll kill you if you lie to me." She said, her eyes cutting into him. Jiwoo unlocked one hand only to connect their hands together. She unlocked the other hand and tossed the cuffs aside.

(Y/n) sat up before flipping them, pressing himself against her. Their lips met with an aggressive kiss. Her eyes were filled with lust as they continued on. She eventually got rid of the last cuffs to freely be able to move her hands around. The tossed and turned in bed as Jiwoo took top position again. She brgan ripping their clothes off before sealing the deal, connecting their bodies together.

Their special relationship had began a few years ago when (Y/n) had first debuted. She was a fan of his, and she was more than just in love with him. Their first meeting was during a fan signing, and from there on she'd continue to follow him around. His peace ended that day they met, after that she couldn't hold back anymore. Jiwoo broke into his house and waited for him to come home and that's where their relationship began.

He thought she was crazy at first, she left scars on his body and gave him memories to never forget. He had her sent to a medical ward but she kept coming back. It was then that he began to get to know her, he began to accept who she was. She wasn't exactly crazy, she didn't kill or commit crimes. All she seemed to want was him, and she very well could kill and commit crimes to be with him. She was obsessed with him, there wasn't a moment that went by that she didn't think of him.

(Y/n) tried to get her treatment, hoping she'd get better and maybe she would end this phase. It never worked, she always came back to him. He still didn't want to give up on her however, having become attached to her. He wouldn't mind being with her, but he needs her to be more stable first. Jiwoo was still capable of killing him in a second if he said the wrong words. His near death experiences with her were all too real. If she wanted him dead he would already be.

3 Days later
(Y/n) had called in for a small break due to a "cold" and continued on spending more sessions with Jiwoo. They were currently in the bathroom, Jiwoo was pushed up against the counter as her legs dangled over his shoulders. Their lower regions were still connected, having just recently finished their fun. It still amazed him how long they'd been going at it. Even if they did catch their breaks in between, Jiwoo was never fully satisfied. The good thing that comes out of this was that she would eventually calm down, turning into an actual normal person. Whenever they weren't mating like rabbits, Jiwoo was actually pleasant to be around.

Her softness came out and her sweetness overflowed, more than it did in bed. They were able to act like a normal couple before she would become insecure of his loyalty. She hated it when he was around other woman, even if it was completely out of his control, she still hated when it happened. Other than her sudden breakouts, she was a qualified partner for him. She just scared him from time to time.

(Y/n) lifted her up into the air before stepping into the shower. He turned on the water as it splashed against their naked bodies. (Y/n) finally unlinked their bodies and discarding the condom. As crazy as they both were in bed, (Y/n) wasn't willing to get her pregnant just yet. He'd either had to use protection or just remembering not to finish inside of Jiwoo.

"(Y/n)..." She said softly, guiding his hands down towards her temple. Jiwoo could never get enough, as he kneeled down before pleasuring her once again.

Their quick session ended once he pleased her and they were actually able to take a shower. He washed her hair, and scrubbing every part of her body clean. He'd marry this girl right now if she wouldn't threaten to kill him anymore. He wouldn't mind if it was simple jealousy but her obsession with him just wasn't the same.

(Y/n) carried them back into his room, softly tossing her onto his bed. He dressed first before going through his wardrobe where he kept spare clothes just for her. They never had to dress up nicely in front of each other, especially since they had never actually been able to have a proper date. It was too risky in terms of him being an idol. So instead they were able to make things work at his house. (Y/n) would cook them a nice meal, they would find small activities to do, and usually end up doing it again in bed.

(Y/n) was currently cooking while being bounded to Jiwoo. Her arms wouldn't loosen a bit making it harder for him to move around and get the things he needed to get. A thought crossed his mind as he shook out of her grip before flipping her and reversing their positions. This time she was the one facing the front while he held her from behind.

"Cook for me, if you're going to be my future wife then I wanna see how well you can cook." (Y/n) said whilst teasing Jiwoo.

"You better not pull a move like that again, I'll kill you next time." She said before taking over the kitchen. He smiled seeing as how she began to melt in front of him, her sweeter side coming out again. Jiwoo struggled to finish the dish, making (Y/n) laugh as he took over by grabbing her hands and leading her. Their moment was short lived as he told her about their situation.

"Jiwoo... I'm taking you back later." He said to her, and like a flip of a switch she turned on him. Her cute side vanished and a knife was pressed against his throat again.

"Please... it's for your own good. You can't stay here with me forever. I have to go back to work and I can't be here to take care of you. I promise I'll visit more, I've just been too busy with my latest events."

"Y-You're lying... you never came to visit me. You said you would but you never did." She said, fighting to stay in between her versions.

"I did a few times... but you were asleep most of the time. Why do you think the security is so low around your room? You're the one special patient who they aren't allowed to touch." (Y/n) said to her, closing his hand over her's. He slowly lowered the knife from his throat, before taking it out of her hands.

He turned off the fire before quickly lifting her into the air, placing her onto the counter behind them. Her two sides still fought with each other not knowing who to trust or not. (Y/n) cupped her face before planting a kiss on her lips.

"You wanna know why I never had you locked up? Why I never filed a lawsuit against you or had you arrested for trespassing?" (Y/n) said, putting her arms around his neck.

"You wanna know why I don't fight back? Why I allow you to be with me all the time?" Her silence went on as (Y/n) kept talking.

"You really wanna know why?" He teased, enjoying the mixture of her emotions that he was receiving at the moment. "Take a guess." He whispered.

"I-I... w-why...? I... don't—" She muttered out in confusion. (Y/n) gave her another kiss to comfort her, pressing their heads together.

"You want to know my heart beats faster when I'm with you? Why I want you so bad despite the fact that you scare me from time to time?" He said while staring into her eyes.

"I love you." Three words, that's all it took. All she ever wanted to hear ever since the beginning. Her walls finally broke down with his words. It was good and bad as he saw her blinding smile while tears ran down from her eyes.

"I only put you in there to make you better, I wanted you be healthier. It was so that you could be you around me, so that you wouldn't have to worry about me all the time." (Y/n) said, wiping away any excess tears.

"I was just trying to help you because I want nothing but you. I want you to be mine, my girlfriend or wife, whatever you want to be, I just want you. I love you and only you." (Y/n) said as she dug her face into his chest. He slowly lifted her off of the counter and pulled her closer to him.

"Don't take me back..." She whispered against her tears.

"Jiwoo, I promise I'll visit you. Please, I just really want you to get better." (Y/n) said, braving through it.

"Not tonight then, I'm not leaving after what you said. I don't want to all of that to just be a lie. If you really do love me, then let me stay tonight." She said, as he agreed a few seconds later with a nod.

(Y/n) cleared the atmosphere by setting up the table and serving Jiwoo's cooking. Her attitude had changed, after hearing his heartfelt confession she trusted him, a little. Her demons still made her skeptical of him but she wanted to believe in him. Hearing his words and telling her that he loved her were enough to keep her calm. Jiwoo finished her plate of food before climbing into his lap, trying to claim another meal. (Y/n) stopped her this time however, wanting to digest their food first. Instead he lifted her up and brought her over to the living room.

(Y/n) picked a movie randomly thinking it was just going to be a normal love story. It ended up as the opposite, the movie had a high schooler who was having affairs with two different female teachers. The main girl ended up murdering the other teacher and framing the boy. It turned dark pretty quick in this love triangle. He got his share of the experience when Jiwoo suddenly grabbed his neck.

"Don't you even dare to think about cheating on me." She let go as his heart started to calm down from the scare.

"Why would I need anyone else but you?" He said, hoping to melt her with his words. It didn't work as she pulled him closer before planting a bite on his neck, leaving her marks.

He gave her chest a squeeze in return, cupping both hands around them. It was enough to turn her on as she pushed him down before attacking his body. (Y/n) pushed back before grabbing her completely and picking her up into his arms. He started carrying her towards his room, shutting the door completely behind them.

Timeskip — A few weeks later
(Y/n) had just finished another day of performing. Although he was tired, he still had to go and visit Jiwoo. He had received a text about her condition earlier. He was told it wasn't anything dangerous but he needed to be there in person to hear the news. It was good news for the most part he was told, just for him to come as soon as possible. Usually (Y/n) would be more discreet about entering a place like this but he was too tired to be cautious at the moment.

He went inside before heading towards Jiwoo's room. Visiting times were already over but he had called in with his connections. He was friends with the main doctor who was in charge of taking care of Jiwoo. To his own statements before, whenever he did visit Jiwoo she was usually asleep by then. Still he wouldn't give up the chance to see her in person. (Y/n) went into her room and taking a seat beside her bed, seeing the sleeping face of his now lover.

A knock came from the door as he saw his friend enter the room. (Y/n) stood and greeted him before asking why he was called here. The doctor scratched his head a little before leaning closer and saying, "are you two sexually involved?" (Y/n) had no choice but the nod his head.

"Well congratulations then. Ms. Jeon is pregnant, and since you're the only person she's active with, I can assume you're the father."

"What?" His dumbfounded face asked.

"She doesn't know yet, so I'll leave it to you to break the news. Congrats, never thought you'd become a father first. I'll see you later (Y/n)." The door shut leaving the two of them alone as (Y/n)'s mind was still processing the news.

The two of them were really linked forever now. Even if they'd agreed to a relationship, this was something better than he could've imagined. There was no way he was going to leave her in here any longer. The night went on as (Y/n) stayed by her side, waiting to break the news to her. He ended up falling asleep on her side, his hand intertwined with her's.

The next morning definitely caught her by surprise. Jiwoo woke up to the sight of him by her side. She smiled at the scene, before poking at his face. Little by little she began to wake him up. (Y/n)'s eyes slowly opened and meeting her's. His smile also met her's as he planted soft kisses against her hand.

"How long are you going to stay?" Jiwoo asked.

"Not long, I need to go home soon." (Y/n) said while smiling, the complete opposite of Jiwoo's expression. He planted a small kiss onto her lips before he began cheering her up. "Stop being sad. You're coming home with me." (Y/n) said, catching her by surprise.

"What? Why? Is something wrong?" She began asking but he only stood up in return. (Y/n) stretched his body before lifting her up along with him.

"(Y/n), you're worrying me. What's going on?" She asked.

"You're going to be living with me from now on. There's a lot of things we need to do after this. We need to get married, I might have to announce my new relationship, and—" Her eyes were in disbelief.

"Why now all of a sudden?" Jiwoo asked.

"Have you been feeling sick recently? Like your stomach hurts or something?" She nodded to his questions, still unsure where he was going with this. (Y/n) placed a hand over her stomach unable to contain his smiles. "You're mine forever now. You can't take back your words because I'm never letting you go." She stared at him, creeped out by his actions.

"And they called me crazy..." She muttered, before questioning him again still unaware.

"Jiwoo, you're pregnant." He said suddenly.

Her hands shot around his neck and threatened to start squeezing. "That's not funny (Y/n)." She said while he just kept smiling, letting out a small chuckle.

"Should I call the doctor in here? Why would I lie about that? You're pregnant with my child Jiwoo. You're going to be a mom." (Y/n) said happily. His excitement of her learning the news was short lived.

"What if I don't want to keep it?" She felt the mood die, seeing his expression change. It was the first time, in a very long time where she saw him upset.

"You'd break my heart if you don't want to keep our child. I'll probably be sad for the rest of my life." (Y/n) said.

"It's my choice isn't it...?" She asked, seeing him becoming more upset.

"Yes... but then all of words would be wasted. All my feelings I had felt were for nothing. All the things I imagined doing with our child are going to linger on my mind for the rest of my life." He said.

"What if you love our child more than me?" Jiwoo asked, not helping the situation at all. He was still upset with her choice of words.

"It's our child, of course I'm going to love them. It won't change a thing because it's our child. You don't need to compete with our son or daughter. I'm still going to love you just as much as I do now." (Y/n) reassured her.

"Let's just go, we'll talk about this another time." (Y/n) said, his tone still held anger in it. Though it didn't happen much, she actually angered him this time. She followed him out as (Y/n) went and consulted with her doctor. He would finish the paperwork another day, but he was still pulling Jiwoo out of the building.

(Y/n) didn't say a word to Jiwoo during the drive, guilting her to feel even worse. She tried to grab a hold of his hand but he didn't react. She figured it'd be better to wait until they got home, knowing there was nothing she could say at the moment to cheer him up. Jiwoo regretted saying what she did, but she really did mean the words she said. It was wrong to be jealous of her own kid, but she didn't want to lose an ounce of his affection.

(Y/n) buzzed them in before he tossed his coat aside and walking up into his room. Jiwoo followed behind, not knowing what quite to do. She was free now, and he wanted her to live with him. What was there to do now that he accepted her? She didn't have to struggle or fight for anything anymore. (Y/n) planted down face first into his bed, looking lifeless. She didn't like this side of him, it didn't please Jiwoo at all seeing him so distraught.

She sat beside him, before slowly comforting him. Jiwoo rubbed his head whilst playing with his hair. Her efforts didn't work a single charm. She finally laid down on her back turning to meet his face. "Sorry..." She whispered out to him.

"I'm sorry okay? We'll keep our kid, I won't give them up. I promise (Y/n)..." She apologized.

"You really upset me you know that? I thought you'd be happy, isn't this what you wanted? Why did you want me in the first place? Was I just some prize for you to claim?" (Y/n) said to her, his emotions running strong.

"I'll keep the kid, please stop being mad at me (Y/n)... I'll do anything you want. Just stop being angry at me." His expression didn't change from her words.

"I'm not angry Jiwoo, I'm just confused." He said, while turning the other way so he wouldn't have to see her face.

"Yah, I'll kill you if you don't stop." She said, but even her threats don't work now.

"Go ahead then, it's not like you'd care anyways..." He said, shocking her a little.

"I knew you liked me from the start, nothing can deny that. It wasn't till today that I finally realized, is that all there is? You just like me, that's it?" He began saying. Jiwoo didn't have anything else to say, she didn't have a comeback to respond to that.

"You know, you've never said those words back to me. I'm such a fool aren't I? I ended falling for you more than you ever did for me." He told her.

Jiwoo closed the gap and held him from behind. He heard her breathing become more heavy as he began to feel wet stains against his back. (Y/n) turned over before pulling her into his arms. As afflicted as he was from her previous words, it still hurt him to see her cry. "Sorry, I said a lot of unnecessary things." He muttered out to her.

(Y/n) just laid there comforting her until she was ready to talk again. "I love you, you know that. But if you really don't want to keep our kid, then... I don't know. I really want to keep it..." He said to her.

"I love... you, I love you." She said to him, making his heart race again. It was the first time, just like how he'd always wanted.

"I love you for you. I want you and only you. This isn't just me liking you (Y/n), I want to be yours for eternity. I was just surprised when I found out, I didn't think we'd get this far so soon. I didn't think we were going to be parents so fast." She told him, trying to wash his doubts of her love away.

"It's your choice Jiwoo. If you don't want our kid then it's your choice." He said but seeing how she was looking, her answer was going to be the opposite.

"No, I'm going to keep it. It's ours, yours and mine. I'm not going to give this gift away." Jiwoo said.

Their lips met with a kiss, soft and tender. Of course they had to stop before things got out of hand. It'd be pretty weird to be having sex while she was pregnant. (Y/n) eventually brought them downstairs and cooked them a meal.

Timeskip
(Y/n) had just announced his new relationship status to the world. Articles began coming out after he revealed his life with Jiwoo. To add more on top, (Y/n) also announced that they were expecting their first child. News sparked out everywhere and (Y/n) trended everywhere. While there were always those who didn't support their idols when they had an actual life, that was the least of (Y/n)'s concerns.

Being an idol brought its own perks as Jiwoo was able to travel with him during his performances. That was until he took a hiatus due to Jiwoo's due date coming closer and closer. They'd just spend countless hours in his home together. There were also days where they went outside for the first times. They were normal, they didn't have to hide any longer.

Her condition only showed up whenever it needed to, when he interacted with other woman or whenever he upset her. With his help she had gotten over the real violent outbursts. To think that this started off because she stalked him around, eventually leading to breaking into his house and ended up drugging and sleeping with him. And now here they are, soon to be married and living their life with their first child.

Wow, I'm really happy with this one. I wrote this in two days, that's the fastest and most satisfying I've felt in a very long time. This one was altered a bit since I couldn't exactly do an actual "psycho" chapter. It's still new to me and I just feel kinda awkward writing this kind of a story.

Let me know what you think. I think the final part is a little messy but I liked the first half. The first confession made me real happy as I typed it out. Those lines felt nice to read when I was thinking of the dialogue.

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