Jay        SungHoon
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Jay flattened himself on the stage. His energy was draining from todays rehearsal. Enhypen had a show tonight, which he was regretting. Closing his eyes Jay listened to his members, most were worried about the sudden change in his personality. But SungHoon was there to defend. Even Jay had started to notice small differences in himself, if he could tell, his members definitely could.

Jungwon lowered himself next to Jay "I know what you are thinking Hyung."
"Really? What am I thinking?"
He scoots closer to the elder "You are thinking how to go to the restroom nonchalantly. So that you can take that pregnancy test that is hidden in your suitcase." Jungwon commented.
"How did you know?" Jay whispers. He looks around the room, then back at their leader.
"Call it an intuition." Jungwon responded.
"Were you peeking in my suitcase?"
Jungwon exhales "No! I could smell baby fever on you. Since I announced my own pregnancy, I can smell pregnancy on others." Jungwon begins sniffing the air "Can you not breath? Do you need your humidifier?" HeeSeung questioned.
"I am okay. Hyung said he smelt something."
Jay cackled at Jungwon.

"Are you okay Jay?" Sunghoon approaches. "I will be. Just need a moment to recover."
SungHoon lays down next to Jay "What were you talking about with Jungwon? It did sound important."
Jay raises his hand from the floor to place it on his stomach: the comment made by Jungwon earlier made Jay feel called out. At the start of the year, Jay had married SungHoon, and well, did married couple activities. It has been almost six weeks since Jay started to feel..off.

Curse Jungwon for being able to smell his maybe baby.

Enhyphen was still early in their tour. If he was pregnant, Enhypen would be finishing their tour as Jay was nearing his due date. Only if he could take the test, and determine how far along he is.
They finish their tour in America, worry clouded Jay's brain: what if he was denied access back into Korea because he was too far along. Or what if he was forced to give birth in America?

Jay shakes his head trying to clear out his thoughts.

"Come back to me." SungHoon lays his hand on Jays.
"What? Sorry. I am here SungHoon." Jay responded. "What is on your mind Jay? You can tell me. Talk to me."
Jay sits up "It has been a long day, that's all."
SungHoon squinted at Jay "We will be talking later. Are you hungry?"

Jays stomach grumbled causing SungHoon to laugh "Food is in our rooms. I think Jungwon requested we eat together."
SungHoon pulled Jay to his feet. Pulling Jay closer towards him SungHoon whispers "If you think I have not been paying attention then you are mistaken. Your coyness has me confused, yes, but something will push you to tell me what is bothering you. Soon."
Jay tightened his smile "I think we should go eat."

"How is princess?"
Jay looked up from his food.
Jake sits down next to Jungwon only to start rubbing Jungwon's bump.
"Excuse me. I need to..away from this room."

"Is he okay?" Jake worried.
SungHoon stands up off of the couch, leaving behind the food "Let me go talk to Jay. I will be back."
Jungwon looks towards Jake "I am not sure. I am sure that SungHoon will talk with Jay and they will tell us. All in their time."

Jay remembered a bathroom that was deep in the arena. Following the signs he located the small bathroom.
Opening the heavy door Jay steps inside the bathroom. It must have just been cleaned. It smelled of bleach and disinfectant. Lowering himself against the wall, Jay pulled out his pregnancy test. Holding the test between his hands Jay wanted his solitude, but he craved the reassurance from his husband. How could he not be thinking of SungHoon? These next moments are full of uncertainty. Or Jay was trying to convince himself of that.

"Jay! Jay?"
Jay closed his eyes. Maybe if he stayed quiet, maybe if Jay wishes for all of this to go away, maybe it all will.

"Oh. There you are." SungHoon opened the door "Hi,honey. Why did you hide away in this bathroom?" SungHoon questioned. He tucks his knees underneath him as he sits in front of Jay "What is in your hands?" SungHoon asked.
Jay holds out his hands "Jungwon said that he thinks I am.."
"Pregnant. Are we..you are having our baby?" Stammered SungHoon. "Oh Jay!" SungHoon covers his mouth.
"It is still unused." Jay interrupted "I have not taken the test. I am scared."
"Of course you are. How scared you must have been feeling. I am so sorry for not noticing you earlier."
Jay shakes his head "You did notice. You notice all of the small differences about me. Are you angry that I have not told you about all my worries?"
"None of that matters. What does matter now, is depending on what these tests tell us. Come on. Are you ready to take these tests?"
"What if I am not ready?"
"Then we will sit here as long as you need. I will lock this door so our staff thinks this bathroom is out of commission." SungHoon explained.
SungHoon locked the door, and sat down next to Jay.

"I'm ready." Jay whispers.
"If you are ready." SungHoon holds Jays hands "I am right here. Go take the tests."

"I did it. Now we wait for two minutes Hoon."
Jay sits back down on the floor next to SungHoon.
SungHoon pats Jays knee "Would you have guessed we would be taking a test in an arena?"
"Never. I never thought that I would be taking a test. Kids were not something I wanted."
"Is that how you still feel?"
Jay shakes his head "Not anymore. I do want babies. Our children."
Jay holds one Sunghoons hands "It's almost time."

Both men jumped from the alert of Jays phone. Silencing the phone Jay hands SungHoon the two testers upside down "Will you look first. I can't."
SungHoon accepted the tests.
Flipping both over at once SungHoon gasped "Is it good?" Jay whispered.
"Jay, you are pregnant. Look at the positive tests!"
SungHoon hands back the testers to Jay "any god." Jay covers his mouth "Oh god." He continues to repeat.
SungHoon pushes his hands against Jays stomach. With his thumb he begins to rub Jays stomach "I hope you are twins."
Jay laughed out but did not say anything else.
"I want to share my love to all of our babies."
"If we have more babies your love will also be shared." Jay commented. "I would not mind having two babies. Imagine two small babies that will look like us." Dreams Jay.
Jay leans his head on SungHoons shoulder "This is not the story I want to tell baby of how we found out that I was pregnant with them."
SungHoon smiles "We have a few months to come up with another story that we both agree is to our liking."
"We can say it was in the dorm Jay." SungHoon offered. "Or we can think of another story Hoon."

With their hidden tests, Jay and SungHoon approaches their members.
"Sorry that we were missing for such an extended time." SungHoon apologized. Jay holds his hands.
"It is okay." Sunoo mentioned "Are you two okay?"
"Yep! No problems with us."
Jungwon catches eyes SungHoon, who looks away from their leader.
"I was right." Jungwon proclaimed.
"You were right for what?" Enhypen questioned.
Jungwon smirks at Jay.

"Erm, I am pregnant." Jay pulls out the tests from inside of his shirt. Presenting them to their members "We have two pregnant members."
"Can we have that?"
"What will happen to HYBE?" 
Jay stands in front of the members "We are really happy."
Jake approaches Jay first "We are happy for you too. Maybe this little baby will be a boy. So we have our princess, and we can have our little prince."
Jungwon hugs Jay "Welcome to the pregnant club."

It was confirmed at eleven weeks that Jay was having a baby. Only one. SungHoon pouted his lips when only one baby was detected.
Jay however, could not look away from the monitor. There was their baby.
"Rest as you can. I know you are currently touring, please listen to your body. Your body knows what to do. Eat when you are hungry, and stop when your busy tells you to stop."
"When will I begin to show?"
"That does depend on the baby. Some expectant mothers show as early as 14 weeks, and others don't start to show until 20 plus weeks. If you do not begin to show remember that it is okay. Baby is growing and soon you will have a proper bump."

"And your dad likes to snuggle. He is trying to snuggle but you are growing so he cannot reach me so well. I might have to start being the spooner to the two of you."
"Hoon?" Jay mumbles. "Morning Jay." SungHoon responded "What day is it?"
"We have two days off."
Jay nodded his head "Oh and also please will you begin to spoon us SungHoon. With her growth suddenly it feels impossible to cuddle you."
"I will reach you to snuggle with you." SungHoon promises "What if we go out for breakfast? Just us two."
Jay sits up in bed.
SungHoon walks to Jays side of their bed. Lifting up his shirt SungHoon gasps softly "Jay. Oh hi there baby, look at how you have grown."
Jay stands up. His hands create a circle with his hands "Look at my belly! SungHoon, you can notice, look.."
SungHoon resumes his hand on Jays belly "I am not ready for the others to notice. Just not right now SungHoon." Jay added.
SungHoon nodded "I understand. Here wear this blue shirt. It is a little bigger than your regular size."

"What is your opinion?"
Jay did a spin "The shirt is being pulled right across your belly."
"I noticed that too."
"It is okay, your belly looks cute." SungHoon praises.
"I am not comfortable with showing my bump." Jay added.
"I understand. Here. What if we add one of my cardigans?" SungHoon returned with a couple of cardigans.
Jay tried the first one "It still showing my belly." He commented.
"You are pregnant Jay. Your belly will be shown in all that you wear. Would you rather stay in home? So you can be sure that your belly is concealed?"
"Stop being mean to me SungHoon!" Jay cried. He sits back on their bed.
SungHoon sits down next to him "I am sorry that you are feeling how you are. Can you help me understand what you are feeling?"
"I am being sensitive. I'm sorry."
"You are not being sensitive. If you would like I will not bring such attention to your belly, especially as it does grow."
"Then I am suppressing the experience of pregnancy for you."
"You are not. Would it make you feel better if I asked you before touching your belly?"
Jay meets SungHoon's eyes "You are willing to do that just to make me feel secured during my pregnancy?"
"Of course I am. Of course I will. I think I have a jacket in the back of my closet that is a few sizes bigger. Your bump will be concealed, without the hint of a baby."
Jay turned back to look at himself in the mirror "No need to hide. I am..comfortable."

SungHoon kisses his neck "Are we ready to go get our food?"
Jay nods "Can we get brunch? I want egg rolls but also breakfast."
"Anything that you want Jay." SungHoon reassured.

Walking into the living room Jay catches eyes with Jungwon "I have clothes that you can wear Hyung, my belly has gotten to big. They could fit you."
"Thank you. SungHoon and I will be out for the day."
"Okay. If you can we all are having dinner here."
"We will be back here in time. Goodbye Jungwon."
"Be safe today."
Jay walks over to Jungwon "Our babies will be friends, won't they? Like how we are friends."
"Yes they will be." Jungwon reassures. Jungwon moved his hand to Jays bump, underneath his bellybutton "Your uncles are excited to meet you baby. You are the second baby born to our members. I know you and my baby girl will be great friends. Be easy on your dad, okay?"
Jay hugs Jungwon "We will be home to eat dinner."
Jungwon nods "Keep In communication with us."
"We will text you throughout the day."

Jay returns to SungHoon "Niki, hello."
Niki looked at Jay "So they were right." He began "You really are showing."
"There is talk already about me showing?"
Niki nodded "I will tell them that I had not noticed. That way they will be gawking at you, trying to see if they can see your little belly."
Jay laughed "We will see you later during our dinner."
Niki waved as the two members left for their day.

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