This is a really weird chapter and I'm sorry but just bear with me please. Thank you.

So yes I know its march but I never addressed 2020 happening I think. Well while I was scrolling through my chapters I saw one saying 2019 and I clicked on it and up popped my new years resolutions

And honestly even though I thought I wouldnt get any done. I actually got all of them done. Except the anxiety part lol. Tbh I'm more emotionally unstable then ever and I've kinda been letting my anxiety control my life. But that's besides the point. I honestly really happy I wrote these down because now I can see my mind set from back then. I was so much more forward looking. If that makes sense. This whole school year has been a absolute rollercoaster, and I hate rollercoasters. There has been so much bad this year but also a bit of good. I can't but help be pessimistic with everything going on in the world right now.

Anyways I'm upset that I didnt make any resolutions. I've spent the last 4 to 5 months wasting my time on some people not even worth it. And its distracted me from wattpad and I'm sorry.

Anyways thank you guys so much for 14k. It really means alot to me.

I know theres alot going on in the world rn so if anybody needs to talk hmu.

Okay, "goodnight" yall. I hope you have a great week/day/month whenever I come back lol.

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~moody.