JUNGKOOK'S POV

You wake up to your mom cooking your favorite breakfast.
It feels so good to be home. Your hoping one day you can introduce Y/N to your parents. In the short time you have known her you have talked every day to her and you know so much about each other, that you can say you're truly in love with her. She's unlike any woman you've ever met. She accepts you for your true venerable self. She's never judged you. On late night calls when you were missing Jin or your parents, and just needed to talk she stays up late to talk to you.

You wish she would one day marry you. Your relationship reminds you of your parents. Your moms older than your dad too, and she's the one that came on to your dad.

Later Today you leave to head back to Seoul.
You hear a knock on the door thinking it's jimin. You open the door and are shocked when it's your ex girlfriend from junior high Park Sewon.

"Hi seagully"

"Hi sewon, what are you doing here?"
You step outside and shut the door so your parents don't see her.

"I just came to wish you a merry Christmas and remind you that we still have that promise to get married."

You remembered that when you were together, you promised to marry her. But you were both young and you don't even know the person she is today. Also you're in love with Y/N. You rub the back of your neck before you grab her hands.

"Sewon. We haven't seen each other in 8 years, we have grown and changed. I'm not the same person I was back then. I've changed allot and you've changed allot too. Do you really still love me after all this time or do you love the persona you see.

"I don't know, I miss you though"

"I miss you too sewon, but thats not love. I have to tell you I'm in love with someone right now and I plan on marrying her one day. I'm sorry I don't wanna break your heart. I love you as a friend. I hope you understand."

You hold her as she hugs you.

"You're right. I miss you as a friend, I don't know who you are now. I hope she makes you happy seagully."

You cup her face and look in her eyes.

"Sewon, you're beautiful and one day you will make a guy really happy, and when that day comes i want a wedding invite ok."

"Ok deal seagully"
You kiss the top of her head and hug her one more time before she leaves.

You go back inside and finish breakfast before you pack to head home.
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You finally arrive home and you and jimin walk into the apartment when namjoon grabs your arm and drags you into the living room.

"Dude what the fuck you're in big trouble!!"

"What are you talking about"

Namjoon walks over to the TV and it's all over the news. Jungkook seen back with his ex girlfriend for Christmas. There is photos of you and her hugging and kissing her forehead.

"I was telling her we are not gonna get back together and I was in love with Y/N.... FUCK Y/N!! Omg what if she sees this!"

You go to call her but she blocked you.

"Fuck no I'm screwed."
You put your head in your hands and start to cry.
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Y/N POV
You're heading back home after having a great day with your family. Your phone keeps dinging with text messages but you ignore it since you're driving. Then jackie calls you, so you answer through your Bluetooth.

"Hey girly how was your Christmas, I brought you some stuffing like you asked."

"Um thanks Y/N. Um where are you."

"I'm driving home why?"

"Pull over please I need to tell you something"

"Ok hold on." You pull to the side of the road. "Ok I'm pulled over whats up, what's going on?"

"Um it's kookie"

"Is he ok, is he hurt, what's going on?"

"No not that, um there's a photo"

"Oh shit of us? Oh no, this isn't good whe-"

She cuts you off

"Its his ex girlfriend or was his ex girlfriend"

"What do you mean was his ex."

"Look on weverse"

You look at weverse and see the photos. And the comments. Jungkook is back with his ex girlfriend on Christmas break. You heart sinks. You then go to Google. It's all over Google and Twitter. You're fighting back tears as you talk.

"Oh wow"

"Y/N Are you ok sweety?"

"Um yeah I'm ok. Good thing I didn't get too attached. I knew he was a player" I faked a laugh

"Well if you need me just call me ok?"

"Yeah I'm ok, I'm fine. Look I gotta go now."

You hang up before she could say goodbye as you stare at your phone. everything he said, everything he told me was a lie.

You try to hold back the tears but they end up spilling out. You can't believe you gave him a chance to be honest but he lied.
You go to your phone and block his number. Then scream out as you hit your stirring wheel.. You hate yourself for falling in love with him. This is the Worst Christmas ever.
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After 20 minutes of crying. You finally get up the strength to drive home. Tears well up in your eyes as you drive. You finally make it home and grab your bag, heading inside your house. As soon as you get inside, you see the snow globe sitting on the table. You walk past it as you go to your bedroom. You get changed into your pajamas and curl up into a ball with the covers over your head and cry yourself to sleep.
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Three days later
You have spent your time in bed surrounded by tissues and bowls of ramen and pizza boxes. You're eating ice cream and watching Sweeny todd for the fifth time.
You keep getting notifications from Twitter, from, jackie, and from, weverse. You ignore them all.

It's actually starting to annoy you with the notifications disturbing your movie. You finally open you phone and decide to delete weverse and Twitter. You see the weverse notification.

You're so pissed that he has the nerve to play with your heart and act like you wouldn't find out about her. Maybe thats his code with her too.

You comment back.

I hate snowflakes all they do is melt and disappoint you. You can never count on snowflakes.😡

You delete your weverse and your Twitter. Then turn around and scream into your pillow. You're so angry at yourself for falling so fast. You knew better. You end up crying yourself to sleep.
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You wake up to jackie nudging you.

"Get up! What is this mess? Omg girl seriously why don't you answer your phone."

You roll over to sit up. Your eyes are so puffy from crying.
"What are you doing here?"

"I'm your best friend, what the fuck Y/N i thought you said you were ok!"

"Well clearly I'm not ok. I'm not ok. Ok! He broke my heart. I told him I loved him and all he did was get back with his ex girlfriend." Your sobbing and feel like you can't breath.

She grabs you and hugs you.
"I hate seeing you like this. You must have really loved him cause I've never seen you like this with anyone else. Man, you fell hard."

"I'm so stupid to think I was special, that he would give a shit about me."

"Y/N you're wrong. He hates himself right now. He never got back with her. She came over but he turned her away. He was saying goodbye to her. Namjoon says he doesn't eat or sleep. You should just call him."

"NO! Namjoon would lie for him. I'm not stupid I won't fall for his lies."

"I don't think so, I honestly seen everything unfold. And I don't think he's with her. Big hit won't let him make a statement so Namjoon says he wants to breach his contract to be with you. They are trying to stop him from making a mistake. Please just talk to him."

"I can't right now." You say as you blow your nose.

"Well let's at least clean your house and get you a shower. Tomorrow's new years eve and I don't want to be alone so You're coming with me."

She helps you clean your house and then you jump in the shower.
After you pack a bag and go with her to her house.
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You finally arrive at her house. You see her parents and hug them both before heading to the room to sleep.