A difficult decision
This book creates a dilemma for me... For a long time I was trying to write a chapter to continue the story. Although I like Konosuba, I feel that I was not very imaginative with some things and that I could have improved from the very start. Really the reason why I cannot continue with this book is because of how tedious it became for me. The reason I became a wattpad writer (aside from being a personal hobby) is for fun.
Have you ever heard that a job is not a job if you like it? One of the most important things in life is feeling good about yourself and being able to enjoy things. Focus on the negative things and not being able to do a single thing you want because of that it's just not good for the health and I'm doing exactly that. Because of that feeling of frustration that this book generates in me and because of my lack of motivation with Konosuba, I think I will end up discontinuing it. It really is a shame since I am going against my principles but this stresses me too much. One of the reasons why I started doing therapy (apart from my depression) is because of the stress that I generate for simple things. Not updating chapters for my books causes me stress and not liking writing the chapters for those books doesn't help me. Luckily this only happens to me with two books. You will probably see which other book depending on where you received the update notification...
This generates a feeling of disgust in me. But because I cannot continue due to my own personal conflicts, unfortunately I will have to say that this is the sad end of this book. I can only say thank you very much for all your support and I am very sorry that due to my incompetence this book had to end like this...
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