Colby
I've been married to Becky for almost six years, we've got two beautiful boys and a little girl. I love Becky to pieces so that's why I'm so torn up. A few weeks back I went out after work, I started to drink whiskey like it was tap water. I'd clearly had one too many and so had the woman alongside me, I offered her my hand and she took it. We danced for a little while then she pulled me out of the building, she kissed me and I kissed back. My head started to spin so I called us a taxi, she told the driver her address and off we were. Once we got back to her apartment we had sex, I woke up the next day on a park bench fully clothed. I'd completely forgotten about the nights events, it was only when I saw the woman again it came back to me.

The woman had come looking for me, she told me that she hadn't had sex with anyone except me and that she was pregnant. Now I'm currently sitting in the seating area waiting for her to come out of her first scan, I'm going to talk to Becky once I have a photo. I'll try to explain but knowing Becky she'll kick off, I'm going to hate every second of seeing Becky upset because I love her so much. I just hope I don't lose her, I've made a mistake and I hope Becky see's it that way.

"Come on let's go."

I look up from my phone and see the woman, she's petite with curves and brown curly hair. She's got tears running down her cheeks and her face is all red, I get up from my seat and walk outside with her.

"Is the baby okay?"

"Yes but I can't do this Colby, I can't be a mother. I've got a job to do, I'll be fired and I just can't do it."

"Don't get rid of it, please."

"I can't keep it Colby, I'd just be hurting myself."

"I'll keep it."

"What about your wife and kids?"

"This little one is my kid too, I'll keep it. You can come over whenever you want to see her."

"Her?"

"I think it's going to be a girl, I've been right with all of mine and Rebecca's kids."

"Oh right."

"Did you get a photo?"

"Yep, here you go."

She handed me an ultrasound with a tiny grey thing, I smiled before putting it in my pocket.

"Same time next week?"

"It's in two weeks but I'll text you if anything happens."

"Okay, goodbye April."

"Bye Colby."

7 months later...

I'm still yet to tell Becky, every time I've gone to tell her something else has been brought up. I keep thinking to myself maybe she knows, but why hasn't she killed me already. I'll tell her today, I have to it's not fair on Becky, April or me.

"Becky can we talk?"

"I'm busy a minute?"

"Well that can wait this is really important."

"Colby I'm trying to do work."

"Rebecca get in here now."

"Give me a minute, I need to shut down my laptop."

She walked into the living room in her sweats, with her hair tied up into a messy bun. She is biting her lip nervously.

"Becky I've done something, I've been trying to tell you for months."

"Right, go on then."

"A long time ago 8 months to be exact~"

"You cheated on me and got the girl pregnant, yeah I know. Who'd you think put you on that bench, the girl found me first and told me everything."

"Why haven't you kicked off?"

"Because it's not worth the aggro, we have kids Colby a family I wasn't going to tear it apart because of a mistake you've made."

"Are you even mad?"

"I was for a very long time but I thought about it and it's okay. You aren't still seeing her?"

"Well yeah but only for scans."

"That's fine, what are you going to do after the baby is born?"

"She doesn't want to keep it, so I said I will."

"What? Colby I don't know if I can't raise another woman's baby."

"Please, I don't want to lose any of my children."

"Fine, but you can do the night feeds."

"Alright then."

"Oh and one more thing."

She walked over to me and kissed me, then her eyes changed and she slapped me.

"The kiss was for telling me and the slap was for lying to me."

She moved towards me and I wrapped my arms around her small frame, I'm completely shocked by Becky's response I never in a million years thought this is what would happen. It all seems to good to be true...

Becky
I've never been more hurt, I knew he'd cheated on me and I knew he'd got the girl pregnant but it still hurts so much. I can't tear apart my family but when I found out I did want to rip him a new one, I've got to forgive him for everyone's sake. I just don't know if I can raise another woman's baby, I have to try but I just don't know. I hope the kids don't tell Colby that I've been crying a lot, I don't want him to worry more then he already is.

"Colby."

"Yeah?"

"Can you take the kids out for a bit?"

"Sure thing, but why?"

"I'm not feeling too sharp, I've got cramps and I'm feeling sick."

"Alright I'll take them to the park. Tommy! Sam! Rosie! Come on let's go to the park!"

We both heard an array of OKs! Shouted back down the stairs, Tommy and Sam share and Rosie has got her own room for now.

"You go lie up in bed, I'll sort them out."

"Thank you Colby, I love you."

"I love you too."

I walked upstairs and flopped onto the bed, I let out all my emotion. I only stopped crying when I heard my little girl jump onto the bed.

"Momma!"

"I'm okay, I've just got a boo boo."

"Do you want me to kiss it better?"

"It's okay baby. Daddy's waiting for you downstairs, go enjoy yourself. I'm just going to rest."

"Okay, but if I hear you crying I'm coming back!"

"Deal."

I shook my daughters hand and watched her run off back downstairs, I feel awful. Maybe sleep will help me feel better.

Colby
We reached the park and both my boys ran off, I walked over to the bench and Rosie sat next to me.

"Why don't you go play with your brothers?"

"Because if Momma is upset I should be home not here."

"What's up with Momma?"

"Haven't you seen? She cries all the time, I can't make her feel better. She's always sad, or sick and I just want her to be better."

So this has been tearing her apart, I wish I'd realised then maybe we could've sorted this out sooner.

"Momma has had a lot on too, she got all dressed up in black one day and came back with a photo of grandpa."

"Just go play with your brothers, Momma is fine."

"Okay!"

I turned on my phone and called Becky's number.

Calling Becky ❤️💍...

"Becky?"

"I'm not home right now but my answerphone is so speak to that instead, just wait until the beep!"

Beep

"Rebecca call me as soon as you see this."

Beep

I slid my phone and walked towards my whining children.

"Daddy push me!"

"Ooh and me!"

"I want a go."

"Right boys go on the swings first and then Rosie can go on."

"Yay!"

A/N: Hiya my lovelies, so yeah this and the next chapter you might've already read but I hope you still enjoy! So this is the book from the one shot 'Don't like you'! Also a massive thank you to peaches504 for giving me the idea for the one shot! All go show her some love!