"dida mujhe dudh nei pini, nei pini and nei pini."screaming by a 5 and half month boy named shaan malhotra and sat behind the sofa.

"Shaan.....Shaan... ruk na meri rajkumar.... Kaha gayi yeh badmash..."said helplessly a early 50 agaed woman named nirmala malhotra.

Nirmala Malhotra,a widowed of late Mr.Ramnath Malhotra.its been 3 years she had lost love of her life, her companion one of the best lawyer of the city Mr.Ramnath Malhotra.

Yes her husband was one of the best lawyer as there are two more best lawyer live in this city, in fact in her house.and they are her two sons-Mr. Shravan Malhotra and Mr.Pushkar Malhotra.

Now she was running after behind her apple of her eyes to be precise apple of Malhotra,the only heir of Malhotra and  the son of Shravan Malhotra a 5 and half month aged toddler Shaan Malhotra.

There's a little bit correction is needed and that is not only she but also almost all members of the Malhotra Mansion are now on the mission of 'finiding Shaan'.

It's a everything's drama of Malhotra Mansion as Shaan Malhotra is very very stubborn and  Choosiest of his breakfast.And moreover milk is his enemy.

"Shaan meri rajkumar...Your dida thak gayi bacche...ab to bahar aja..." And nirmala sat on on the sofa though she was still holding the milk glass.

Now she was really tired as she was running behind him for all most one hour but shaan was too adamant to having milk.

But probably shaan forgot his papa-shravan malhotra who only can handle him means only can  find him.Shravan found him a picked him up and finished his milk.though he showed his tantrums ."

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At dying table-

"Shravan mujhe tujse kuch baat karni hain."

''ma aapko kuch kehne ki zarurat nehi hain kyu ke maine ladkiwaloon Ko mana kar dea."

''what!!!! kyu????Shravan tu samajhte kyu nehi... apne barame na sahi kamse kam shan ki bareme to soch.usko ek ma ki zaurat hain beta.''

''usse koi ma ki zaurat nehi hain ma.main uska ma-bap dono hoon.aur aap ho, puskar hain, preety anevali hain to aur kya chahiye?''

''yehi to baat batane ki kosish karrahi hoon.preety anevali hain.. kuch din baad puskar  zaida kheyal nehi rakhpayegi.uska bhi to family time ki zaurat padegi.aur preety kyu shaan ka dekhvaal kadegi?''

''ok nehi kadegi.aur shaan ke dekhvaal karne liye Main aaj taq kisi ko nehi kaha.main khud hi ki hain.aur aap to ho. aap best ho.apne hum dono ko bada kiya ab shaan ko bhi kar lo.''

''shravan main hoon.lekin kab taq? Kuch din se meri tabyat thik nehi chaleahi hain.meri jane ki baad kya hoga?''

''ma kya guarantee hain ki Jo apki naye bahu shaan ko 'ma ka payar denge? agar uska ma nehi banpaye to?aur koi mere bete ka ma kyu banegi jab usse mujse kuch nehi milegi?''

''Shravan yeh ladki.....''nirmala was trying to say something but cut by his stubborn son.

''Ma try to understand main disha se payar karti hoon aur uski jagah koi nehi lesakti.''he said to nirmala and left with his bundle of joy, shaan without having breakfast.

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After dropping shaan to his school i  was in the way of my chamber.

Kya sadi karna itna hi ahsan kaam hain jab aap apne payar ko kho dea aur jab apne paas ek sare 5 saal ke ek bete bhi hain?

Oh let me introduce myself.i'm shravan, shravan Malhotra.30 years ek widow hoon.and most important baat I have a 5 and half years old son.quite shocking.isn't it?

Yeah I know.and why doesn't people get shock?I mean I am 6.4''feet tall, fair, quite good looking handsome lawyer in the city.

Actually 7 years earlier after my graduation I got married my love of my love, my long time girlfriend,and most importantly my childhood bestie my disha.

Actually our's story isn't just like other's.me and sharanya were childhood best buddies since standard 1.her father and my father were friends and they sent us at same school. but she and me were totally different in everything. she was the most beautiful,most selfless along as the naughtiest girl have ever I seen. and me was a good looking moderate boy. i really don't remember how we became friends and best friends. it seems destiny always wants to be together.

I always want to be a pilot inspired by her father but disha  wanted to a lawyer inspired by my father.but see I become the lawyer in the city and she....She became the pilot.

How?..... well as I told earlier she was the most selfless girl. She was leading my my fulfilling my dream.

At the age 17,all was going good.in between time we both were dating open secretly.i was full ready to join Indian air forces .I even selected in writing exam and as I have a good height so I was full confident.but in the medical fitness check up I disqualified as I was suffering from myopia.so I had to quit to fulfilling my dream.i was totally devastated.for this reason I had to went to the most wired place name hospital for three days.

That was the limit.Disha  came to me and said she would fulfill my dream by sacrificing her dream. but how could I tolerate that? so we exchanged our dream come aim.

So after some days she joined Indian air force and I joined Oxford.

And after long long 5 years we full filled our dream.but in these 4 years was the taughtest period of our love story.we both came to know what is the real definition of long distance relationship and it's prons and cons.i can't described by how it feels when she was cried over phone as air forces isn't cup of tea for all.she was my fragile girl and I still hate myself as she had to bear those taught task for me.but she bear all pain and fulfill my dream.

I still remember the day when we met after fulfilling our dream.we literally broke down in the airport,in front of her senior officers and our parents.

After a lots of crying session we got engaged.yeah... we got engaged in the airport.she was wearing her uniform and I was wearing my graduation gawn.that day we both saw many glares from many unknown stupid faces.

And after another long 2 months we got married as my girl wanted a grand Indian wedding.she and her shopping obsession.  Sigh!!!

After marriage we went Vietnam for our honeymoon as per her wish.though I found weird as people go Paris, Switzerland, Maldives etc but had to go Vietnam!!! Actually whenever I heard this country's name it remains me about their glorious liberation war and the genocide.though I really respect this nation from my bottom of heart but it was too different things.i mean honeymoon and liberation war....

Argh!!!! just forget it.ok the fact was I wasn't happy but believe me when I went that place I could say just one word------'owo'

Another beautiful phase.... Actually with her every moment was beautiful.just beautiful.i wish I could stop those moments aur I wish I could get back them...I wish I could get back my girl....My Disha...

Sigh!!! after coming back from honeymoon disha  joined his work and I again left for Oxford for higher studies.

But this time it wasn't hard for us.though we missed us a lot but it was ok.

And after finishing my studies I bid abeied London forever and joined Malhotra & Malhotra Association.

After one and half year God gifted us our bundle of joy---'shaan'

Life was beautiful... Everything was beautiful.... Every moment was beautiful.... Until 22rd may.

After enjoying disha's matrimonial period disha  again joined at her work.she was the co-pilot of air India airline.

That day she was really lazy unlike her other days. after woke up she was sleeping on my cest.i don't know why but she was crying.crying like hell.and as usual I was panic.and after a lot of inquiry she reveled the main reason.

She said,'shravan yeh na .... khuhi ki anshu hain...tum nehi samjhogi....Main is duniya ki sabse khush kismatwali hoon.shravan....Yeh lamha... aisa tham kyu nehi jate...Main aisa tumhare pass aise kyu nehi rehpate?'

I could feel her unknown fear.so I hold tight as could I do and said,'baby kya bolrahi ho?kya ho gayi hain aj?Tum to mere pass hi ho na? main tumhe kahi jane nehi dunga aaj.cancel your flight.'

'offo shravan...Tum bhi na.main to bas aisa hi bola.chalo hato.shaan ko bhi tayar karne hain'

'nehi na baby... aise hi raho na please'

'jaan behave.please mujhe der horahi hain...'

'ok fine.ja sakte ho lekin agar tum office se leave leasakti ho.mainne tickets booking karliya hain and hum aaj raat hi Nepal ke liye niklenge....'

'whaaat!!!! how!!!I mean mujhe kyu nehi bataye?? maine shopping bhi nehi kiye...'

'Jaan everything have done.tum bas chutti le lo ek month ke liye.'

'i will'and kissed me as a hungry lion.

If I would know it would be our last kiss I would never let her finish the kiss.

After morning chores and breakfast disha  went for her flight and never came back.at 11 am her plan crushed.and I got to know though media.total 189 people died include pilot and co-pilot.later from a survived passenger we came to know she sacrificed her life for two pregnant women.

When I was thinking all these things of my life I got a call from home.so I parked my car aside and picked up the phone.

'hello'

'hello shravan baba.... badi sahiba ki accident ho gayi...aap jaldi ghar aiye...'

'What!!!'

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Hello everyone.hope u guys doing well.so here's a new part of knot.how's it?though I know some people don't like it.so Pass ur opinion and do some vote if u like it and inspire me to write me more.and pardon me for all types of mistakes.and this part is for AdhyaAzad for her beautiful cover.whenever I see it's cover I fall in love again and again.

Thank you

Farjana