⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️

this chapter contains triggering stuff. read only if you can. if you can't, don't.

chapters from now will contain sensitive content.
not all though. most of them.

the day had flown by in the blink of an eye as Taehyung waited in the shared apartment for his boyfriend.

where was Jungkook?

his life felt empty as Jungkook was no where to be found. he wasn't at work as he called the secretary to find out.

he wasn't here at home either.

where was the love of his life? where was the man who made his heart beat? one of the reasons why he was breathing, still sane and happy?

Hoseok had filed for a missing person report since he still has his connections.

Taehyung just hoped he'll be found soon enough. he couldn't live like this. without Jungkook.

the front door of the house opening was what broke Taehyung out of his thoughts as he scrambled up from the armchair.

he knew the sound of those footfalls anywhere.

"Jungkook!" he cries as he runs into the arms of his lover who just stood still. he didn't extend his arms for that welcoming hug Taehyung knew.

"w-what's wrong? where have you been? I was so worried." Taehyung sniffled as he stared at the slightly taller male.

even when Taehyung had met Jungkook the first time, he had never looked at him this way. with no emotion. Taehyung could feel a lorry drive over his heart at the cold stare he received from his lover.

Jungkook only unwrapped Taehyung's arms from his waist and walked to their shared bedroom.

Taehyung stared wide eyed at the retreating figure, his heart shattering into a million unrepairable pieces.

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"I-I don't understand Hobi. what did I do wrong? where did I go wrong?" Taehyung cried into the cellphone.

"Tae, he's probably under a lot of stress. he-"

"no! that's not my Jungkook! he's never like that! not even under a lot of stress! he'd never treat me like that!" Taehyung yelled as he squeezes the rectangular device in his palm.

"maybe you should try to talk to him?" Jimin says from the other side of the phone.

"he doesn't even look at me Jimin! how can I talk to someone who wouldn't stay more than two seconds in the same room with me?"

"do you think something could have caused it? think. did you do something that could upset him?"

"no. not that I know of..." Taehyung trails, his mind thinking of all the possibilities and troubles he might have caused.

"I'll talk to Jungkook. he's being irrational."

"please help me Yoongi. I can't continue like this. it breaks me that he hates me so much now."

the call ends with Taehyung weeping. they might not understand. he didn't think they did. he just hoped, prayed, that Jungkook would listen.

_-_-_-_

how wrong he was. as that night, Jungkook was a totally different man as he returned that night.

their yelling could be heard all over the house as they both tried to talk above the other.

"Jungkook! listen! this is the longest you've spoken to me in almost two weeks! I begged them to help me talk to you!" Taehyung gets cut off mid sentence by the said male.

"you thought it was a good idea to bring outsiders into our relationship problems didn't you?! how stupid are you exactly?! you want to figure out something, you tell me! why bring our friends into this Taehyung?!"

Taehyung gasps as the words finally to sink in. Jungkook just called him... stupid. he never has. not even in a playful manner.

"you... you just called me stupid Jungkook." he whispered, his eyes glossing over.

"never heard the word? you're fucking stupid for what you did. you should be ashamed of yourself." Jungkook spat as he walked off.

Taehyung blinks furiously, wiping his eyes as he runs after Jungkook.

"then let's talk Jungkook." he says as he reaches out to touch the taller male who quickly turns around and a slap lands on Taehyung's cheek. the next second, he was on the floor from the harsh shove he had received.

"don't touch me with your filthy, cheating hands you bastard." he growls as he changes course for the front door.

Taehyung could only sit shaken on his ground, flinching at the loud bang that occured as a result of the front door being slammed.

Jungkook was just angry. he would never.

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hi! sorry for this.

I did put warnings even before I published the first chapter.

sorry if it was triggering.

what do you think of the chapter if you were able to read it?

'peace out 💟