02/03/2023 (8:14pm)

For years I adore you,
I settled on loving you from afar
I let myself fall for you
Even though I know
Things might not go in my way

I don't know exactly when
I can say, I already like you
Maybe when you dance with me on that friday night?
Maybe when you held the door for me?
Maybe when you made me felt,
Like you love me too?

Isn't it a dream?
Is it a reality?
Or a pure fantasy?
When you said you love me
Yet you made me feel otherwise?
Was it love? Or just an infatuation?
Your mouth says "i love you"
But your actions speaks "i don't want you"

Everytime you said i love you
Did you mean it real or just for show?
Is your love, scripted and just for pretend?
Because baby if you love me
You won't tear my heart apart
And let me lost myself

If your love was true,
You won't do things I said I hate
If your love was true
I guess things is not like this
If your love was true
Then I had felt it, real and not a nightmare