02-02-2023 (8:22 pm)

If only I know it was love
I'd let myself fall for you, deeper
I'd let myself love you, harder
I'd let love consumes me

If only I know you like me too
I'd tell you, how you gave me crazy heartbeats
How you gave me butterflies yet sometimes heartbreaks
And made me do silly things

If only I know I'll loss you
Should I had take a risk
And let those messages delivered
Let you read those unopened poems and letters

If only I know this could break me
I should have warn myself
I should have done something not to let things apart
And tear my heart

No more "if only"
My love,
I lost you already,
too late to realize this so called first love.