"Has he been eating regularly?" Asks Ji li after making sure Zhan is checked, it was just a pool of exhaustion befell him, but everything was fine for now.

"Now if I think of it, the answer is no. He has been vomiting recently, with blood on it. We went over the hospital and he did some checkups." Explained yibo while Ji li didn't feel startled at all

"And he didn't tell me?" Feeling bad.

"Maybe he didn't want to trouble you because with me it was by force that he visited the hospital or I wouldn't have known." Looking at Zhan. "I'll go and have my practice a little." Having the last glance to Zhan he left.

"Did you thought that I wouldn't know?" Resting his back he just sighs taking his mind into thoughts.

At their practice room, yibo was just doing his moves but suddenly he saw Su she coming his direction, his legs had already thought of running away like he always did. Since the day he said those hurtful words to the guy, yibo couldn't bring himself to apologise as he saw the act very tough to do. He clearly thought Zhan was really having a hard time hidding from Su she blaming himself for something he didn't do.

"And when will you run from me?-

"I know. I'm sorry. Said words you didn't expect to hear them, sorry. Sorry that I had no any other option than saying those words." Yibo spoke finally looking at him. "I'm sorry." Bowing at him.

"What will you do next, kowtow!?" Asks he, before bursting into laughter.

"Heyyy!!!" Shouts yibo. "Collected all kinds of courage for me to say this! And now you, just making fun of me???" Screams almost crying. "Bitch!! The way I say you harsh words, bringing myself for repent you-" couldn't go on yibo as Su she got startled with an outburst.

"Okay okay. I wasn't angry with you after all? Because I knew that's what you felt and thought of doing when you saw him that sad. So I didn't have a grudge on you but wanted to ask you something." Waits for yibo to calm down.

"Sorry for my harsh words." Speaks yibo.

"Stop apologizing then say me these undressing words on my face. I see myself like a bully!"

"Weren't you?" Snarls yibo to Su she.

"Then help me dance so I stop bullying you because I meant it." Twitching his brows, up, down.

"Suit yourself." Rolling his eyes but signals him to ask.

"Does Zhan have a sibling? Like a brother, younger or older?" Asks Su she.

"Well...I don't know! Why??" Unsure

"Just...I kinda of feel like he has one, or maybe I'm just thinking about some related stuffs but kinda do I feel he resembles Haoxuan." Scratching his nape.

"You are crazy. Aaaa..." Pointing an index finger to Su she. "Their rage in fighting makes you think so!!" Chuckling.

"No! But zoom their gestures, what they do, you can't stop finding something they resemble with?! And one more thing...

"What?" Su she whispers something over his ear.

"Just do what I say then give me an answer. So, will you help me dance? Teach me monkey!!"

"What!!" Sharp turning.

"Biggie Wang yibo." Smiling crazily.

"Fool. Suit yourself." Leaving while he follows back.

On his sleep, Ji li heard his name being mentioned countless times. He did doze off.

"You're awake? How do you feel?" He asks.

"I'm fine. Ji li...

"Yes?" Looking at Zhan. "Anything?"

"We are best friends. What do you know I don't." Resting his back over the headboard.

"What do you mean?"

"What do you know about my father, I don't know???" Looking at him. "I'm pleading..." Hearing the cracking sound, Ji li looked at Zhan before running back sitting beside him.

"Why? Why are you asking me about this? What do you want to know, Zhan?"

"Just anything that maybe can end all of this? Anything. If what Zanilla said is true, then tell me what you know." His face holds nothing, nothing. But maybe somewhere there is something hanging, such feeling.

"Then your fathe-

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"I know how to make this but promise me one thing." His gaze was very strict. But slowly Zhan nodded. "Think nothing about this, after what you hear. We don't know what condition you are in because I don't feel like holding any more of your miserable health. Promise me that."

"I will." Nodding.

"I don't know if I should be the one saying because I know you won't be appealing of any Zanilla could say. But the more you'd want to know, it'll be best to hear it from Zanilla, the one who suffered." Carefully, as he could because he can't believe percentile of zhan's nod in approval. "Your only father should be the one to be blamed of your miseries." Frowning the blanket it didn't miss Ji li's sight. "That's why I called Zanilla."

"For what!!" Horror and dread covered him. "Please, think until now I won't have the neck of raising to her." Raising his legs holding them.

"Zhan...in order for Yibo to have a peaceful relation with you? You need to be an open minded. Look at me...look. You are the one to stand firm for what's yours. It's your life. Think twice, you are thirty one soon yet you are to be controlled by your father, till when? And it hurts me seeing you taking those killer capsules. Is he really your father? Or he wouldn't want to turn you more crazy than you are already?" Shouts Ji li clutching tight Zhan's arm whom until now is stiff.

"What do you mean by my pills?"

"Do you know why yibo doesn't like seeing you have them? Because he is the one who opened my eyes. You were having two different kinds of pills in each bottle. meaning two bottles holding four pills differently. They make you turn like a drug addict depending only on them while they keep destroying your insides. We just hope that nothing's bad after the results coming back." Sighing Ji li stands up to fetch some documents.

"Look at this."

Waiting patiently for Zhan to finish reading but in exchange they got to be thrown away.

"Tell me that I'll be okay?" Chuckling. "Can a parent who has this tingling in his heart do this?" Hurtfully Zhan answers, while his fist reaches his chest. "It pains..." Trying to catch his breath.

"No...this Zhan?" Instructs Ji li.

"I want yibo. Please...

"He will be here. But please breath." Instructing, a knock scratches. "Come in!! Hurry!"

"What is it?" It is yibo already at zhan's side hugging him.

"Yibo, don't leave please...

"Xiang gē...

"Try to sooth him while I wait for Zanilla."

"I will. Rest assured."

"I'm weak. Too weak...

This broke Ji li into particles. Leaving the room, yibo hugs Zhan more tight.

"Xiang gē..

"I hated that man without a reason. But why do they knock loudly over my heart bringing more hatred. Maybe, him sleeping with my girl didn't look like a valid reason?!" Hot fluids fresh out his eyes. "I hate myself that I acted like nothing happened, instead, the two chose to play me. Acted like she loved me but my father's money made her turn on. Fuckin* ea-ch o-th....

"Breath gē..." Soothing his back, and Zhan let's out some wheezy coughs to catch his breath.

"That made me realize that, without standing firm for my life, I wouldn't be able to hold on for what's mine. So I started to work from the scratch, at least do something before I could rise as a singer. But before I start all of these, my mind craved for something more. To destroy her, all I wanted is to never see that trash again, to never hear her disgusting pleas that she loved me, never once again to hear her bitchy beautiful, alluring words, all I want is...is to end this, to end her from this space. Destroy her records that she was once existing in this world. I killed her. Ling Zi Shao. Murdered her. Stabbed her chest like a dead pig for feast. Saw her heart. I saw it. It wa-s bleed-ing...I too was decorated in red. My hands...my face...my shirt. But I never felt satisfied. Continued stabbing her flesh. Stabbed, stabbed her. Stabbed her!!! Made sure she was dead. You can check her! She is gone. Crying! Crying won't help, she is gone. Hahaa.."

"Gē, gēgē!! Don't...stop talking about that, it's in the past! In the past. She isn't here. She is long sleeping...I'm here. Little yibo. Fuddy-duddy, is here. See!...now breath." Making Zhan stick his chest like glue. Rocking them back, forth.

"I see blood. Yibo?...

"I know. You always tell me you'd buy those red scarfs for the coming Christmas. I know you love red things. Because you bought me the red hoodie, with red and white RX puma's. I know. No need to speak."

"It's spattered all over...the floor." Zhan's voice is hollow, disappearing from yibo's ears. "Argh!! I want to forget yibo...I can't be depending over those rat killing medicines. Help me." Trying to remove his shirt. "Help it away."

Flushing red, zhan's looks really in need and yibo has no any objection in it. As long as his Xiang gē will wake up the day for a practice, he is willing.

"Yibo...I want you. Show me you love me. Shower me to forget everything. I said what I wan-ted to, but why I'm still feeling this way?"

"Because you are horny for me." Throwing his shirt away after locking the door, yibo drops a rough french over Zhan's mouth. Which Zhan just circles his arms to savour himself willingly.

"I can't blame my situation because I really want you yibo." His eyes closed. "Show me what you have. Kiss me all rough-hh, all the way in me-hhh...I want you." Breathes out the words in full moans.

"I will. Just enjoy it." Taking off Zhan's shirt, yibo plants kisses on the beared chest towards abdomen.

"Hot...you-hh." Zhan can feel his heat going highway, even trying his best to tear off the pants if not slipping his hands inside his pants for his own pleasure.

"No doing yourself, but everything needs time." Taking off their remaining clothes, to reach their needs, yibo takes role on that. And made sure, this night will maybe open something new and enticing.