Having choosing a lot of clothes with some more necessities, they were allowed to go and take stroll on near by places to meet again on their destination.

"Let's go and grab something." Suggests Cheng after placing their luggages in the coach.

"Sure." Having his neck massages. "Let's go Xiang Zhan." And the two walk towards a comfortable hotel for their tummy fill followed by Zhan

Eating in silence, that's what looked better for them, but yibo sneezed thrice making others look at him worried.

"Are you having a cold?" Asks Cheng.

"I think it's an early flu. My throat also feels sour." Having a glass of water emptied.

"Then let's buy some painkillers to avoid it spreading more." Suggested Cheng.

"That will be better." Smiling soon after eating headed over a pharmacy having himself some medicine, they headed back in the bus.

"You should rest." Again Cheng spoke when he drunk his medicine. Zhan was all silent, and this time yibo just choose to close his eyes and rest.

'Having him make noise all the time, feels bad now that it's silent.' thinking Zhan looked at the guy beside him, yibo is red on his ears, and face a bit maybe having a fever. Slowly reaching his hand, could feel a slight fever rising. A bit concerned he takes off his jacket covering him making him open his eyes.

"You have a fever." Speaks Zhan.

"I'm fine." Taking it off. "I'm not cold." Smiling

"Gibberish." Covering him back, Zhan looks again outside.

"Thank you." Having a look at Zhan. Darkness took him.

Opening his eyes, a whimper escapes yibo's mouth holding his head. Waking up, a towel falls from his face, with a basin, thermometer, painkillers beside. Yibo gains his surroundings that he is in his room. How? Again looks around as the door opens.

"Yibo, thanks God you are awake." Holding a tray of food on his hands, sits beside him.

"What happened to me? I was in the bus then..

"You couldn't wake up so, Zhan informed a supervisor to summon the doctor. A full day on bed and today, gained your consiouse. Here is the soup then you can have your medicine." Smiling.

"Where is Xiang Zhan ge?" He asks.

"He is on a leave." Saddening.

"Why?" Confused.

"Something bad happened. His mom, is no more....

Having himself looked in his room, Zhan is more soulless sitting on the bed looking nowhere. Just after bringing yibo, yesterday night, got a call from their house that his mother was dead, maybe didn't hear it well his supervisor came to inform him the news, his father had sent it. Directly he was taken to an emergency jet by Zeuwu Jun and left directly to the hospital, to find his mother's body well preserved in the morgue.

"Son..

"I'm happy that your are happy mother is gone so you can do anything with me." No any emotion within, words feel empty.

"What kind of words are those? Your mother died from pressure, I guess she was hidding that fact-

"Because you didn't show any care! That's why she thought that telling you was useless. It's not even fair she had to die so fast, might have participated in her death because all you do is pressure her for none and useless things. She always tried to be the best of a wife... always followed and respected you except one thing, going against to being my supporter. *Streaming* I think she did very wrong in standing for me, that's why is said your soul... with your heart... Might be celebrating right now is it?" Turning around.

"Stupid." Uttering harshly. "Who do you think you are?!"

"Your son!!... The one you did everything to get me. If my mom wasn't a secret person I would have maybe known more about her, she was a woman of an example. Do you know what I wished for the family?.... No, I wanted joy. Did it have to be quarrels everyday? You haven't spent your day from shouting at me, saying the same things... To be a CEO, aren't you tired? But right now, don't worry, because after the funeral,won't disturb you. I also don't want your money, nor anything related to you. Will fight and show you that, I too... Is cable of finding what's good for my life to be worthy. Now.. Get out of my room." Giving him his back.

"Arrogant brat!! Let's see how far you'll go." Snorting he only takes his leave slumming the door.

"If I new earlier that standing for me could mean harm... rather couldn't run after my talent." Whispering only loud sobs escape his mouth...

Seeing how everyone gives him a great comfort after his return? four days did pass, having the body sent to It's place. He felt too much bad, felt like he didn't deserve those pities while he deserved to be pondered and stepped on. Was his mother the one who said if the path he choose more suit for him? And he agreed with all his heart.

"It's okay. And I'm fine. Thank you." There after just left to his room.

"Zhan ge- sorry.... Xiang Zhan. How are you? I'm sorry for the loss." Speaks yibo after sitting facing him, their beds are a bit near just separated by a night stand.

"Let you not talk about it. She is no more. It's her time to enjoy life in heaven." Lowering his eyes. "After all, this is my fault. She died.." tears streaming.

"Zhan ge...

"Yes! *High voice a bit, looking at Yibo* if it wasn't me being stubborn about what I love, she wouldn't die... Having me protected from becoming the disgusting CEO? Wouldn't have died, she wouldn't!! Tell me, you don't lie like those people there outside, you tell me the truth... I deserve a harsh world... I don't deserve any happiness... Right?" Looking at Yibo, breathing fast tears escaping his eyes. "I can't hold back anym-ore, tired of this bitchy world!" Throwing the pillow away trembles from pain that is no difference from a heart which is way too far common with.

"Zhan ge..." Having the trouble zhan on his embrace.

"I don't deserve this kind of love yibo. Just let me be!" Crying. "I suffered a lot which I think might have done something wrong, maybe had troubled someone or maybe it's just karma because the person who loved and cared for me? Is gone. Leaving me with a heartless man. I just wanted to do something that will make me see my future but also what will make me happy and contented.... Why is everyone not able to understand what I want and what I don't want!!" Crying, maybe it'll shift his burden a bit.

"I understand. Listen, I don't know what you passed through but the enough you spoke just know, you don't have to think of yourself negatively but highly. No one can have to believe you if you don't by your own.! If you really came the way from home then do what brought you here. Whatever anyone says bad about what you love? Let them talk? Because it's you who is going to struggle till the last. It's you who will rejoice at last. Right now you just need to have a smile on your face and leave everything behind-

"That's not easy as you think!"

"Then you have to make it easy. In order to let everything move on! The past has to have it's shelf far from your brain and soul. Needs to no rememberance if it's very hurtful, only keep those which are happy." Soothing him to have some peace.

"Thank you, I'm sorry to bother you." Whispering Zhan takes his body from yibo sitting straight. "I'll use the toilet." Leaving, yibo just sighed. At the back Zhan just eyes himself on the mirror, as tears roll down, having the running water cold his face, wipes it with a towel. "Guess he is right. But still...

"Okay. So, here today we are going to hold a photoshoot. Need to make a face and body posture according to what you are told. That will be your first thing by today. It's your first day. I mean, what brought you here is starting today. And this is what you will be starting with. Do your best. Any question?" Spoke Zeuwu Jun.

"Well...what are those for? We came here for dancing and singing. What's with the pictures?" Asks another lady.

"Not only musicians but also dancers need to have good face and body impressions. And that is why you need to have a photoshoot, make the best of it so as to convince the judges on what you'll do now. Whatever told need to cope with it. I'm Mr Yu Chen, I'll be the one photoshooting you." Smiling he came to explain. Nodding as everyone seemed to understand they were taken for a make-up styling.

Having being choosen clothes one by one is having on a make-up. One by one did their photoshoots.

"You need to make a sexy face." Directs Yu Chen.

"Sure." This time it's Zhan who is wearing an oversized satine black lose shirt, white ripped jeans with yellow nickers, doing his turn, making those kinds of expressions, few were already discussing about him being talented.

"Act like a baby or a girl. Have those poses more like of an immature brat. You understand my point...

"Yeah, like this!" Showing an example but it was captured already. "That was just an example!"

"Go on." Shouts behind the computers and cameras. "He really is a baby." Looking satisfied.

"Thank you." Yibo leaves.

"Hey beautiful. Be a grim like, a gangster like lady. A stoic expression." This time it's Yanli Lulu's turn. "This is more sexy than grim." Twitching his lips to a smirk she eyes back the photographer before leaving.

Having gathered back in the waiting room, there is no stories like the other days. Yibo looked very stressed saying about the first picture, God he wasn't even prepared. While Zhan just eyed the boy, somehow he felt the urge too, to hold his hand and say everything is alright.

Goodnight guys~ should go to sleep 😁😁

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