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"Han...

It was miss Wang who just entered the dinning room finding her husband miles away. He was deeply in thought that he failed to notify her who just came and called him shortly.

"Han?!" Patting his shoulder.

"Uh...lady, welcome. Have a sit." Ushering her to sit beside him. "Have some soup first, you can't let your body dehydrated. I won't guarantee if anything happens to you. Not even to Haoxuan. He'll skin me alive. You know...how stupid your son is." By the mention of son, his hands stopped Midway from picking a burn.

"Is there anything wrong with Haoxuan? Please, can't he stop what he is doing and stay with us a little. I can't guarantee the life he is living there." Her palm placed on his arm. "Han! What's wrong with you?"

Today her husband was very strange in different manner that she is not used to.

"Minah...why don't we go somewhere as a family. I missed taking my family out." Looking at his wife.

"You are acting strange hon. If there is something bothering you, better tell me before I go to find out because I won't spare you. We promised to hear each other's difficulties and help us the way out?" Soothing his palm.

"I know. But...." Facing her again. "Can you not bother to look into anything and give me time to sort out things and be sure. Then...I'll come back to you. And will tell you." He was like a soaked chicken unknown on what to do.

"So you are choosing to hurt and struggle alone?" She asks.

"It's for both of us. For our happiness and for our family. What if...if-" his voice failed him and for the first time maybe Minah became confused especially upon seeing her husband's dilemma. He looked lost.

"Listen..." Looking at him by face. "I always believe you that you'll tell me. If you aren't okay saying it now, don't- force yourself. I'm here with you." Stroking his palms smiling at him.

"Thank you my lady." Smiling in relief though not completely calm.

To yibo's and zhan's day started nicely.

"Hey Haoxuan! Zhan and yibo invited us for a breakfast gathering." Speaks Su she getting himself prepared.

"You seem very near to them.. especially that yibo guy. I don't like him." Annoyance filled his lungs.

"Stop being an old man. What makes you feel that guy is bad! He is just a charming guy with his lures. I like him." Chuckling at Haoxuan.

"I didn't know you had this weird taste in relationship. Like that Zhan guy, he really sucks." This time the bitter snort followed and Su had to think how will these brothers be able to get along if this is the bond.

"You know how to fantasize me." Laughing he drags Haoxuan by hand towards dinning room.

Already gathered filling their plates to eat, Yanli Lulu came with a plate full of fried eggs.

"Who wants eggs?" She screamed and everyone said they preferred.

""I don't eat eggs."" Two guys spoke at the same time which yibo and Su she in a reflex turned to look at them who are Haoxuan and Zhan.

"You don't eat eggs! That's very sad of you." She tsk them in worry pretending.

And it was silent unlike for Haoxuan who kept snorting, he still didn't want a jammed breakfast with others apart from his girlfriend yet the stupid Su she wanted to gather together. Strangely to Zhan he was masking his expression very well, but he too wishes to have a silent breakfast with his pie then make out to completely satisfy themselves. Sigh.

Upon eating anyone picked whatever wanted to eat from the main bowls while chatting but again they stopped from a sudden war zone.

A fork with chopsticks

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The clock is ticking.

Two people with different auras, lingering their items on the lonely dumpling.

Haoxuan vs Zhan.

If the fork pulls the dumpling to his side the other tries to chop it with his two steel chopsticks. Zhan with chopsticks while Haoxuan a fork.

And the poor dish was getting destroyed by the stabs that the two don't care unless they get it. Though this time when Zhan rose his head to Haoxuan with his black smoke aura, he saw the glittering eyes of Haoxuan.

And it reminded him.....

"A-Zhan, why crying?" Asks the teacher who was just passing by.

"It's nothing madam." Looking at his empty lunch box.

"Tell teacher and maybe I might help." Sitting beside the lonely nine years old Zhan.

"I had my last dumpling to eat but suddenly this boy came running, snatched my favorite dumpling running again with it." Lowly sniffing.

"Aiya, I know the boy. Here, what will you do when someone is in need of food but can't have it?"

"Share with him." Looking at the teacher.

"So he is an example. He normally comes here during break hours just to feed himself. Since the guard can't chase him away he also couldn't forbade him because he clearly knows it's a prestigious school. No child can ran after the needy boy and lament on the food they can afford tenfold."

"But that's my favorite. My mother always wakes up very early to make them for me!"

"Then next time learn to share. But today teacher will give you an offer." Ruffling zhan's hairs making him giggle.

Then since that day he made sure to keep his container for the boy to find some extra dumplings to eat.

This time looking at Haoxuan it reminds him of that boy. Though Haoxuan is from a rich and most a son of the country's ruler, still it looked almost like him when he looked lost. So, slowly he patted his chopsticks and retreated his hand. Showing a genuine smile to Haoxuan whose lone tear fell looking at Zhan.

"You can have it. Surely they are nice." Dropping over his plate to proceed his eating and Haoxuan for a moment felt very warm from zhan's smile and so Hurriedly he squeezed the dumpling and it's remains over his plate munching it whole.

"Thwank you." Smiling at Zhan who also smiled back. It was peace between them no snorts or hateful grants which yibo almost teared at this encounter. While Su she sighed in pleasure. He always sees Haoxuan exaggerated when with his parents but today, he saw the pure Haoxuan through his brother though not sure if Zhan is older one by minutes birth or Haoxuan but his guts promise him so.

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"Xiang Zhan! Can you sing for us again your song?" Screams judge Wu through the mic which got supported by the audiences with cheers.

"Fuckin' call and Wang yibo boy. His dance could greatly match with the song. Very slow." Rolling his body in rhyme, judge Ning chuckles.

"Come on! The time isn't yours. Holy! No more yī nían later (one year later). Sing for us once more." Shouts Hyung sik.

When they were cheering Zanilla felt a pang because per how she listened the song it was almost directed to her, and when Zhan sang his eyes all gazed at her for the first time during his performance. She knew her mistake and he had already closed the door for her, opening for the other. He will pretend for her, but she knows it's hard. And it was still hard for him.

And soon Wang yibo was called on the stage while the ones backstage watches through the huge screen. How the two looked perfect. Like Zhan as a he is but yibo to transformed into a girl. Fuck! It was hella fun backstage and looks like everyone had their own lewd thoughts upon the two dazzling guys under the spotlight.

The song is PRETEND TO FORGET by EMMA HEESTERS

(I love so much this song that if Zhan sings it with yibo beside him, I won't have any objection. I want to feel him singing the main here. Hmm🤔 Because he wanted to let yibo know that his pretends will soon fade after singing his song. Telling his feelings how he felt when Zanilla left him. This was the best option he thought.)

"Look at Yibo, he really is a talented boy. My Zhan. I'm your die fan already." Ed Sheeran who is on a cloud nine cupping his face looking dreamy.

"Get a grip man. And why do you have...a tent there. You?...a gay?" Whispers Hyung sik to Ed Sheeran looking at his crotch that has rose a bit. (Shameless 🙈🙈👆)

"I'm doomed." Slowly Ed Sheeran rose from his seat running to save himself from the mess.

✨✨ Meanwhile Mr Wang was having his phone with his earphones listening while looking at the video. Zhan was so...there was a smile on his lips but his eyes carried agony. Brims of salt liquid lingered his adult eyes.

"I'm sorry. I don't care if you'll hate me because we deserve it but... please, not your mom. We knew nothing and...even if you found about us...hope you'll have the second thought. I'm sorry. We are sorry. You were near but far from us. Thought you left us but it was us who left you. As a man I failed to recognize my only flesh, my only half, my representative, my....

Dropping the phone on his table, his tears roll out and the more he listened to the song, it added salt to his already broken heart. Slowly his hands reached his drawer taking out small pair of shoes that he stole from his wife.

He clearly remembers when they bought pair of match shoes. Dark and sea blue color for their twins but lastly it was only one they had to remain with while the dead body of his other older to be son got to be brought in front of them, confined dead.

This bitter memory always knew how to ruin his mood but for the sake of his wife, he needed to always pretend to be strong.

"You were always healthy. We will always be greatful. But how did we lose this confirmation eye on you as our only SON. The one to be dead but all alive. Wang Zhan?"

Though his agony disappeared to be covered by dreed. Hate. And Something unquestionable.

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Thank you....