http://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLsryB-tVFhYSgFIAkSlwYo81H4jcdU89_

JUST IN CASE YOU WERE WONDERING!

you weren't lmao

I know it's been a while (a month-ish?) but i made a soundtrack for you guys that I'm really proud of c:

It took me three days of winter vacation

10 hours of grueling pain and hair pulling

1984 songs

and so many feel attacks i think i? exploded?

i am writing to you as a ghost. amen

I was actually rather impartial to putting this here because I wanted to "preserve" the "sanctity" of the story.

But let's be honest; it's a goddamned fanfiction. Sanctity flew out the window 18 chapters ago. But LET ME JUST TELL YOU

HOW MUCH I LOVE THIS PLAYLIST OKAY IT IS MY HEART I POURED MY SOUL INTO THIS

It varies from cute guitar music, to british indie rock, to melancholic piano melodies that I want to wrap around me like a blanket and inhale into my lungs. It's so sexy and rad and cool and I feel like I've JUMPED INTO A LAKE OF ACID QJWGHSHAHAHABSA AHA

Rapt is so candid and honest (love is a fucking bitch) and Bloom is so sweet and passionate and full of affection. And then She's a Riot, WHICH MAKES ME WANNA REENACT FOOTLOOSE AND EXPLODE INTO A MILLION KEVIN BACON PIECES

and I Want You

Literally that song is this story's anthem

You could hand that song to someone and say, "here is a story within 4 minutes" "enjoy" OH GOD IT MADE ME CRY

You're Onto Something is so ANGRY AND STUBBORN AND BITTER AND IT MAKES ME SO ANGRY BC SHERLOCK'S PARENTS HE DOESN'T DESERVE THATS R FJEBF. IRGGH stmop this paIn

Between the Bars is so melancholic and truthful and i want to hug it because it's hard to be aN ALCOHOLIC lmao johns got a bit of a habit let's be honest k

And when i listen to Sunrise Sunset i listen to it at top volume because it's so multidimensional and complicated and fuck, man, i feel high when i listen to that shit

Another Story is so hopeful because the sun will rise, even through the rain

About Today... The National... you can just guess how that's gonna make you feel *stabs self*

And the last song has made me cry x100 times hahahahahahqhagaggqgagsgwhwvf rdjdr gf f f d ddd sobds JUST LISTEN TO THE PALAYSLIST OKAYF

In the order they appear in the story, chapters one through twenty-eight:

1. little numbers|BOY

"revel in a dream that could come true, these numbers could be longing for you..."

2. kathleen|catfish and the bottlemen

"i've gotta give it to you, you give me problems!"

3. rapt|karen o

"do i really need another habit like you?"

4. flowers in your hair|the lumineers

"so now i think that i could love you back, and i hope it's not too late 'cause you're so attractive..."

5. flume|bon iver

"only love is all maroon... lapping lakes like leery loons..."

6. you belong here|leagues

"you belong here."

7. bloom|the paper kites

"should i write it in a letter? shall i try to get it down? can i be close to you?"

8. master & a hound|gregory alan isakov

"and the wingnut turned a song that we both know, sent us flyin' 'round the carnival..."

9. dakota (mahogany session)|stereophonics

"you made me feel like the one, you made me feel like the one..."

10. she's a riot|the jungle giants

"she's well known to police, 'cause she looks like a riot!"

11. us|regina spektor

"we're living in a den of thieves, rummaging for answers in the pages..."

12. and then you|greg laswell

"oh, and how my thoughts, they let me down; then there's you..."

13. i want you|tina dico

"i can't be alone, tonight. pretend that we'll never speak the goodbyes that loom in our eyes... i want you."

14. you're on to something|ivan & aloysha

"all the good ones die young, but a picture on my wall is there to stay... of your face."

15. ghosts that we knew|mumford & sons

"and the ghosts that we knew will flicker from view, and we'll live a long life."

16. between the bars|elliott smith

"drink up with me now, and forget all about the pressure of days..."

17. to build a home (feat. patrick watson)| the cinematic orchestra

"and i built a home, for you, for me, until you disappeared from me, from you..."

18. boardwalks|little may

"so we will turn our backs and close the doors for the last time; give me back what's mine."

19. sunrise sunset|we are trees

"please, won't you leave me alone, so i'll go? don't you bother to attempt, or i'll scream. i will just wait for the sun to rise again."

20. ready to lose (feat. trent dabbs)|ingrid michaelson

"i'm ready to lose everything but you."

21. katherine kiss me|franz ferdinand

"yes, i love you - i mean, i - i'd love to get to know you..."

22. another story|the head and the heart

"can we go on like it once was?"

23. run|daughter

"the fire is coming, so i think we should run..."

24. grounds for divorce|elbow

"i've been working on a cocktail called grounds for divorce!"

25. mirrors in the moonlight|noosa

"five hundred words on paper, to tell you that i'm here. i'm never going nowhere, until i hear you say i'm yours."

26. about today|the national

"how close am i to losing you? how close am i to losing you?"

27. if i be wrong|wolf larsen

"what if i'm wrong? what if i've lied? what if i've dragged you here to my own dark night?"

28. shiver (classroom sessions)|lucy rose

"and i loved the way you looked at me... and i missed the way you made me feel when we were alone..."

I implore you, as the writer of this fic - no, I INSIST that you copy this link:

Kleptomaniac: A Soundtrack: http://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLsryB-tVFhYSgFIAkSlwYo81H4jcdU89_

and listen to the songs listed above. Because, one, they're fucking awesome, and two, THEY'RE FHRUFBFJC F F SS S SAWEOSE R DJD D D D D

LIKE SERIOUSLY I THINK I CRIED LISTENING TO TGESE

I PUNCHED A HOLE THROUGH MY WALL

I BURNED MY HOUSE DOWN AIEVR DJND AAHBS S

I KILLED MY FAMILY AND SOLD THEM TO SATAN SJ3GE E

listen to the music

Btw I'm writing colorblind first, then posting

bye